tell me the truth, am i dead behind the eyes a little bit?
this is what survival looks like

does this shade of shame match my face?
would you serve it on a dinner plate? 
how much money would u pay if i made it real pretty

this is what survival looks like
this is what survival looks like

this is what survival looks like - gilanares cover

i know you only reach out out of obligation 
and guilt that you don’t care anymore 
but it’s been radio silence for weeks now
the last battle of a losing war
but you still linger from time to time
in the breeze of the air or the heat of summertime

radio silence

you’ve got to come back from this
pull ur head above water then dive in deeper again
you sink to the bottom, as low as you can go
and search for answers to questions no one knows 

fight for ur life
and do what’s right
hold ur breath for as long as you can 
don’t make a sound

you’ve got to come back from this
pull ur head above water then dive in deeper again
you sink to the bottom, as low as you can go
and search for answers to questions no one knows 

come back from this
come back from this

come back from this

there’s too much good in u
i’m scared i’ll crush it in my hands
your beautiful soul 
is the light that leads my way 

my hands speak louder than my voice ever has
when u were a boy, i saw myself in u
so i let you wear the mask 

the sun to my moon
i know i’ll be leaving soon
you’ll take my place and be nothing like me
you’ll be better than batman

youll be better than batman

#dc #batman #nightwing #brucewayne #dickgrayson

better than batman

made to be different 
but im just like the others 
its not in my program 
i can't help but wonder
is this how it was all supposed to play out? 
is this how it was all supposed to play out?

you can ask me what i want 
but i wouldn't have an answer 
im afraid you've mistaken me 
for someone who feels anything
i am empty
im a machine 
i can't be what you need

is this how it was all supposed to play out?
is this how it was all supposed to play out?
screws loose, my wires frayed
i am factory made
there's voices, i don't know what they're going on about
they say to follow ur heart but they never say how
now i'm filled with doubt
can you help me figure it out

it’s all or nothing 
or it’s everything all at once

is this how it was all supposed to play out?
is this how it was all supposed to play out?

factory made

you told me, if i had asked you to
you would've done what i said
but i didn't think you'd listen to my words
so now i'm trying to go back in time, and make things right
but i keep making it worse

and you'll hold it over my head, as you should
when u go down a dark route, blame it on me
as you should
there's no other side to tell, it's always been on me
so go on, tell them everything
as you should, as you should

when i was the one you relied on the most, i let you down
and i keep repeating the same mistakes
over and over and over and over again
so im trying to find a way to be better, in the ways that matter
but you have every right

to hold it over my head, as you should
when u go down a dark route, blame it on me as you should
there's no other side to tell, it's always been on me
so go on, tell them everything
as you should, as you should
as you should

you won't say that’s it’s my fault
even when everyone knows the truth
you know me better than i know myself
i’ve never known anyone as good as you
and you told me that's it's okay, that you want to let it go
and it's my sin to bare
but it's your trust that i broke

so hold it over my head, i want you to
when you go down, a dark route blame it on me i want you to
there's no other side to tell, its always been on me
so go on, tell them everything
so go on, tell them everything

go on, tell them everything

a collection of my covers of songs by gilanares that have a very special place in my heart

dead deer on the side of the highway

gods like you part 1

the antagonist

natural selection

gods like you part 2

kill the scientist

i don't think u want me

you can stay where you are
and watch the world from afar
stay hidden in the dark
they'll never know where you are
or that you're missing at all
cause when the curtain falls
is when i'll take control
time for me to put on a good show

the performance of a lifetime
i’ve learned all of my lines
sometimes i may stumble and fall
but the cheering crowd is loud enough
to drown out the banging on the walls
and i like the stage, where everyone knows your name
i've taken over and i'm here to stay
they’ll never know that you dug your own grave
they’ll never know that there is anyone to save

when the curtain falls

monster, monster, let me out
i’m buried six feet underground
you'll wear my face, even wear my shoes
what the hell am i supposed to do
claim my skin, even claim my home
i have nothing to call my own

monster, monster, let me out
im buried six feet underground
but there's still air in here
and im yet to disappear
so someone, anyone please tell me you're here

where did i go
lost in the shadows

monster, monster, show and tell
your heavens not much better than my hell
so lie to everyone, put on a good facade
give the greatest show, hope everyone will play along

monster, monster, give me back
i'll find a way out through the cracks
and im scared of what i'll find, the carnage you leave behind
but this body is mine, this body is mine

monster, monster 
monster, monster

kris topher

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