please never stop doing what you do, i wish to keep hearing música like this when i'm 60

erm... it's a playlist

production & vocals by me

sample: never meant by american football

lyrics:
“what if the first words of the thing were never meant-“

and i don’t know what to say
i see you in my mirror every day
i can’t seem to find myself in your face
you’re smiling all the time, your eyes are glazed

you touch me on my arm, im stuck in place
im watching myself, locked out of place
am i all better now? it’s hard to say
i’m past the point of all that i can take

and i’m tired of feeling like this
close my eyes to wonder why i feel like it’s a crisis
walking weird i hurt my knee while jumping in the moshpit
you didn’t need to point it out, i always think about it

and it feels so weird to type this
without feeling corny like i’m looking at a rhyme list
tryna tell a story but i’m taking all your time, let’s
talk about the weather and then maybe it’d be fine then

and i don’t know what to say
i see you in my mirror every day
i can’t seem to find myself in your face
you’re smiling all the time, your eyes are glazed

you touch me on my-
im stuck in place
im watching myself, locked out of place
am i all better now? it’s hard to say
i’m past the point of all that i can take

never meant, never meant
never meant to hurt you
never meant, never meant to cause you any issues (x4)

nevermeant

Scoped Out / Dark Matter

Dark Matter

surprise bday drop!! :3

last year was fucking CRAZY. i moved out, got started on HRT and i've just been chillin and it's been so awesome both for me mentally and creatively. i've genuinely never felt more alive than i do now, like for the first time i feel like i can just be myself and not give a fuck about what others think about me.

i appreciate all the support on my recent songs, it means a lot to me that you guys love my stuff as much as i do. i don't plan on stopping anytime soon.  <3

WHO CARES A FUCK??

Racetracks

Ultra Sidera

Triple

Jane Remover - homeswitcher VIP / Live drop

2023 live version intro + 2025 live version outro
last jane song im posting goodnight
(no more jane remover reuploads sorry)

homeswitcher (live)

THE DANCEFLOOR IS HEAVY. THE FIRST SINGLE ...

DOWN SOUTH (consolidated) #2

(20-06-2025) Replaced file with mixing updates

Clairo - Bags (cover)

I DID THIS FOR US

'Point A'
SoundCloud only.

—
This one’s for U . . .
		. . . but U gotta look into my eyes first . . . 

I want you to be mad you didn’t think of it
I want you to want to keep the plastic
I want you to extract the acapella
I want you to feel like you can grasp it

I want that Poplife walk right talk nice
I want that first-class New York to Japan flight
I use my God-given name more than the one you call me
I didn’t have a choice， you didn’t earn the right

I’m in six figures of debt to multiple parties
I don’t regret anything more than making Johnny johnny
I can’t wait no more， cut the room in half — 
Girls to the front， boys to the back！ 

I split myself in two，  accidentally gave it all to U
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back

I split myself in two，  I didn’t mean to give it all to U
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back

I . . . O . . . U！ 

I split myself in two，  accidentally gave it all to U
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back

—
Written and recorded in Chicago IL， San Francisco CA， Los Angeles CA， Brooklyn NY， Queens NY.

Point A

'Music'
Written and produced by underscores
Mastered by Heba Kadry

Cover by Ochiai Shohei

—
Last night， I had a wet dream ‘bout the perfect song
I know， I know， I’m too far gone
Opened my eyes and forgot all of the notes
By any chance， do you know how it goes?

There’s something up with you
That I just can’t get a read on
When you walk into the room
It’s like you have a theme song

And I feel it calling me
So I might as well just do it
There ain’t nothing stopping me
It’s just

When I’m with U
It feels like music

It’s happening again
I feel the BPM， I feel the music

And usually I’m hard to please
But I feel the harmony

Mm， it’s a miracle
You’re not New York Catholic， you’re not LA spiritual
I just can’t stand when people talk like they’re a therapist
But your words sound like they come from God， I can’t compare to it
I try and it’s embarrassing . . .

And I don’t know what to do
Never gelled this well with someone
I just wanna catch up to you
And I don’t know where it comes from

But my leg is fast asleep
And there’s no way I can move it
You don’t gotta stay back for me
It’s just

When I’m with U
It feels like music

It’s happening again
I feel the BPM， I feel the music

And usually I’m hard to please
But I feel the harmony， I feel the music

It’s happening again
I feel the BPM， I feel the music

And usually I’m hard to please
But I feel the harmony

Pop rock electronic rap rock and roll
Nonstop avant-garde talking on the phone
It sound like

Pop rock electronic rap rock and roll
Bass bump supersonic won’t you take me home？ 
It sound like

Pop rock electronic rap rock and roll
Nonstop avant-garde talking on the phone
It sound like

Pop rock electronic rap rock and roll
Bass bump supersonic won’t you take me？ 

It’s everything， it’s everything to me
It’s everything， it’s everything to me
It’s everything， it’s everything to me
Everything to me

When I’m with U
It feels like music

It’s happening again

When I’m with U
It feels like music

I feel the BPM

—
Written and recorded in Chicago IL， Oslo NO， Copenhagen DK， Amsterdam NL， Köln DE， Glasgow GB.

Music

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