charmsofwhat4

ft. @zarrrrrrrrra
prod. @vnknwnv @thafireman @alongthewalls

face off ft. zara prod. vnknwn firemane alongthewalls

prod. @tripod_music

off da mary jane i get stupid :p
they gon criticize my every movement
nothing ever feels real, but im really lucid??
put him to the test, make him prove it!!
i said everything in jest, thought you knew this..
look into the mirror but dont know who it is
wanna hang, but you changed tho
if he wanna talk, turn him into Jane Doe
all this heat on me, gotta lay low
swear i never did it for the peso
vaporizing medicine
ya she heaven-sent
they dont even kno the garments that im steppin in!
head hurts :/ ya i need acetaminophen
they gon hate on me :( bc im feminine
pls dont rain on me can we make amends?

stupid prod. tripod

ion bite :/ (mercyyy)

tell me its over ill leave right now
forgot to look down saw that im bleeding out
vision's blurred do you see me now
and i hold on hope that you’ll come newfound
cant move from the neck down
havent checked my pulse i think im screwed 
can’t take no breaths now
ever since you cut the lights out in this room
(hi mom!)
ever since you cut the lights out in this room
its true
want you to understand so badly
i wanted you so bad i let you stab me nooo
and even now i’d let you,  gladly

you didn’t tell me you were so cold
(everyday is a different battle)

And i have never felt better then after i was thrown away w/ sydney runner

music video: youtu.be/iIPAzgbP22g
production by https://soundcloud.com/jadescum
recorded, written, mixed by noraware
Ya (ahh)

You a bipolar mess, You say you love me but then you want me dead
I relapsed wit her, no I can’t see again
Will I be around I can’t be for certain
Missing all my love I need serotonin 
Cause something inside me's really broken
I just need to talk before I repeat again
All these cycles all up in my head
I think i'ma leave i'ma go M.I.A
Can’t be myself if I can’t think straight

Practice makes perfect for the both of us
We fell out then U we're in love
And i wanted you outside the lust
But i can't see again.
Will I be around I can’t be for certain
Missing all my love I need serotonin 
Cause something inside me really broken
I just need to talk before I repeat again
All these cycles all up in my head
I think i'ma leave i'ma go M.I.A
Can’t be myself if I can’t think straight

*VIDEO*

practicemakesperfect (jade)

From The Morning

i dont give a shit bitch do u wanna fight

Patience (Attic x Trackmeets)

@m21ercy

pray to god i sold
you dont know
you a hoe
i done popped some molly
get to freaking 
in my zone
i cant fw you, you a tweaker all alone
mommas calling, she see blue
ive been feening, in my home

ive been feening out love
and you played me like a bitch im feeling love struck
ive been leaking out love
ive been feeling so upset, got left on read love
and you acting like a bitch up in my bed love
and im walking, hella slow im seeing red love
ive been taking all these drugs im feeling dead now
got me feeling like im slow, stuck in my head now

taking a shot to my dome but i swear to god i never lack
boy i done keep a it a ten, pray to god i dont sin
better watch out before i get back
Margiela bitch got my Margiela coat
when you watch up on me, you better come from the tracks
ive been up missing that bitch but i know i cant trip on my words when i said i dont lack


ive been feening out love
and you played me like a bitch im feeling love struck
ive been leaking out love
ive been feeling so upset, got left on read love
and you acting like a bitch up in my bed love
and im walking, hella slow im seeing red love
ive been taking all these drugs im feeling dead now
got me feeling like im slow, stuck in my head now

love (m21ercy)

coldspades - seafloor [prod. heroz & somaiki]

zachcs, imago meri

take that risk fuck what they say
you a bitch fuck what you claim
heard he dissin this his last day
get the bread fuck all the hate
get that bag fuck whoever hating
got people saying that i wont make it
hurts to see that you're changing
need to go up, losing patience

look in the mirror
wan change my appearance
tired of your shit
don’t wanna hear it
it’s bullshit
i can see through you clearly
they see the numbers
now they wanna be us
call me if needed
you know imma be up
send me a text
you know that i’ll be there

who can i really trust
nobody
ain’t never need shit from anybody
ain’t never need no fucking handout
broke bums got they hands out
they dissing us cause they fanned out
ain’t tryna fit in im tryn stand out
i never fit in anyway

anywhere

spotify

handout

production; https://soundcloud.com/fum1ko
everything else; me


Everything was crystal Clear - but now you're gone and i don't know where.
I'm Sick of everyone saying they got my back, 12/23 my heart was ripped in half.

a decade ago, I was playing outside & Now I can't sleep at night.
You called, you texted, but I was too busy working on my head, & I just figured out the key* to free myself.

If God's real, he'd be impressed as hell, Is this a simulation? I can't really tell.
I learned myself all on my own, attracting what I want yeah & what i grow.

1's & 0's rot my brain away, it's all known.
Ice-cold nights freeze my window. much more
He wants to say sorry, but I stick to my code, It's gone, forever entombed in stone.

It's all gone, 
It's all gone, 
It's all gone,,,, i'm sorry 
It's all gone
It's all gone

whats real

don't-come-back @fumiko

I haven't felt the same since I last saw you
my heads been blank (where did i put my mind at)
If she's wondering what i'm up to, don't let her know

oh, I dont know why
ur still here and not with him
The seasons go by
and those lights have yet to dim
I spent my new paycheck
and I wasted it on someone that i didn't know
My memory fogged up its all fading
and its all out of my control

I haven't felt the same since I last saw you
my heads been blank (I think I threw it all away)
If she's wondering what i'm up to, don't let her know

Its Cloudy In Here

When u lowkey posted up w the chuckster #Ryangang

Reciprocation song + gunk, girlsynth and kutliss

Thanks to all for the amazing Support!

feat. @kinsleygrey !


(omg)
did i do smth wrong?
huh, im just tryna live it up.
it doesnt hurt 
to know that youre gone.
but it hurts 
to know that were done.
got me cryin over nothing.
tryna talk to me
girl, ur buggin.
i remember
when u used to be so lovin.
i remember
when u cried to me while huggin.

(kinsley)
tell me boy, is it over?
all those late nights - you were coming over
and since our last date night
i could tell something ain’t right
n- now you’re fading out of my life
and we were close, now we’re so far
tryna move on but it’s so hard
yeah, i’m stuck in my head again
i’m just hoping that we’ll meet again

(me)
i used to be the one for u.
stop breathin, face turn blue.
ur beggin, ur beggin
on my fuckin shoes.
ur steppin, im steppin
but im confused.

u made it look so easy.
im finna go to bed
im feelin sleepy.
they walk into my room
they see my body lifeless.
theyre askin God all the questions
"why'd he do this??"

did i do smth wrong?
huh, im just tryna live it up.
it doesnt hurt 
to know that youre gone.
but it hurts 
to know that were done.

lifeless +kinsley grey (takecare04 x elseen)

@novastein
prod @kyoakyo

god i’m walking to the drank
you don’t know me what you on about lil boy you acting fake
god i’m walking to the drank
you don’t know me what you on about lil boy you acting fake

god i’m walking to the drank
you don’t know me what you on about lil boy you acting fake
shoot my choppa at his face
drink my wock, i think it’s laced
i can’t fw no lil bitch that wanna tweak out up on gang

i’ve been feening like i’m watching you
pop my perc lil bitch i’m popping heavy blues
that bitch is a druggie, how she pick and choose
and my bitch done grabbed my tommy, i can’t fw you

i’ve been tweakin out i’m feening love
lost up out my soul i’m feeling so damn stuck
i can’t fw you back up stabbed me in my gut 
and my feelings so damn stuck lil bitch i’m feeling rough 
i’ve been smoking so many doobies bitch i’m smoking runts 
i can’t fw no lil bitch that wanna take my gun
missing you i’m missing white like i just miss your love
and you stabbed me in the back lil bitch i’m feeling shook

(i’ve been missing you, you don’t even know)

@novastein
i’ve been feening like i’m watching you
pop my perc lil bitch i’m popping heavy blues
and that bitch is a druggie, how she pick and choose
and my bitch done grabbed my tommy, i can’t fw you

new girl w/novastein (kyoa)

@angelino1k @serenityflower
im sick
i know you sick 
of crawling to my arms
crawling to my heart 
thats like reaching for the stars (blxty ref ;3)
and i know that you sick of that 
i know you pissed at that 
i know that im feeling better without you
i know im feeling greater than ever
yknow thats the truth and nobody told you
crying in your room and nobody loves you
(sadly, thats the truth. thats the truth)

sadly, thats the truth. (lino serenity)

#dynasty love u guys <3
@tgwog
@yurkiez

lyrics:

uh, my pills they come in different colors need a re-up
and they tryin so hard yea they wanna be us
stay for 1 more night cause i need ya
if i could go back in the past i wouldn't meet ya
baby i dont wanna live like this
said u wanna make things right i dont wanna try it
yea i do too many drugs i feel like im dyin
baby ur my fucking light yea u got me blind

g-g-got too many issues i might lose my mind
dont tell me that i can fix it i dont waste my time
do my best for u babe its always do or die
but that shit might fucking change when u make me cry

yuh, every night i feel exhausted
but you keep on talking
i dont wanna be the one to tell u u should stop it
runnin out of options
ur too damn heartless
dont know what to do but ill stay with u regardless
and it's killing my sanity
shit worrying my family yea
u closed the door and u locked me out :/
she always mad at me
tha-that shit saddens me
and i know that it's not man of me to say

my-my pills they come in different colors need a re-up
and they tryin so hard yea they wanna be us
stay for 1 more night cause i need ya
if i could go back in the past i wouldn't meet ya
baby i dont wanna live like this
said u wanna make things right i dont wanna try it
yea i do too many drugs i feel like im dyin
baby ur my fucking light yea u got me blind

g-g-got too many issues i might lose my mind
dont tell me that i can fix it i dont waste my time
do my best for u babe its always do or die
but that shit might fucking change when u make me cry

i don't wanna live like this (tgwog & yk)

Monophobia - Ch2rms ft. Dani kiyoko & sedate (lino + tukaru)

prod qweshkka
artwork: rubytr4x

yeah i feel like i just can't breathe 
waiting on ur calls yeah
i just wanted u to notice me 
why u treat me like im nothinnnn
like im always up 2 smth 

Fuck! Fuckkkkkkkfgfgfk 
runnin outta luck 
i just cant feel a thing
im high im faded so what 
i just cant figure u outttt
im searching for u in the crowddd
will u listen 2 me now? 

yeah uh Fuck 
spin it back uhhhhh 
fuck

u act like u care but u dont
yeah love i know that ur better on ur own
feel like i just seen a ghost
i just want u to know
that i still remember ur scent
yeah the way that u breathe 
n the way that u dress
am i some1 u wish u never met?
do u doubt me yeah 
do u second guess?

charmsofwhat4

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