DEATH DEMOS

you’ve only got one life - live it

(unreleased wip hyperpop album - let me know your favorite track)

COLLECTING DEMONS

RELEASED TO THE VOID

REINFUSIONS

SOPHIE

Let's Leave NYC

ya’ll aren’t ready for the fire yet
ya’ll aren’t ready for the fire yet
ya’ll aren’t ready for the fire yet
ya’ll aren’t ready for the fire yet

in the forest they got secrets there
things you wouldn’t wanna see, you’re scared
don’t come here, they got grizzly bears
rip your face before you scream out—

if i ever leave this plane
say i’m mortal, 
i’ve got pain,
i’ve been working through
a maze, 
i’ve been sorry
i’m a flake
cause i’ve made
a big mistake
trusting all you with my fate
now im pulling in the reins
pick a lane, switch

SPEED SPEED SPEED SPEED SPEED
SPEED SPEED SPEED SPEED SPEED
SPEED SPEED SPEED SPEED SPEED

SPEED SPEED SPEED SPEED SPEED
SPEED SPEED SPEED SPEED SPEED
SPEED SPEED SPEED SPEED SPEED

are you ready for the fire yet
are ya’ll ready for the fire yet
are you ready for the fire yet
are ya’ll ready for the fire yet

gonna burn up all my movie checks
imma move in with a cowgirl next
getting yellow stoned with all my friends
gonna buy a ranch to cosplay them

they don’t know im moving in
burning bridges cause i can
life’s a witch and then you’re dead
immolated, sad

hunted by your friends
in the night they stalk
scrolling on your life
hating it ain’t theirs

i don’t lock my doors
if they really cared
they’d walk in my house
like it’s theirs
cause it’s theirs

i got all my homies
on my phone
they ain’t calling me

scheming up a trial to 
put every single cuff on me

oooooooooooooo
sweet serenity

oooooooooooo
bring a tragedy

ooooooooooo
my memories
they’re charring

out ---- in the wilderness

In the Wilderness

How many pills does it take to focus?

i’ve been falling out the game
i’ve been changing up my name
tryna shed the feelings 
they’ve cast on me

i’ve been biding all my time
i’ve been hardening my mind
tryna make a man of myself now

Papa are you proud
mama are you mad
why’d you sell me off 
to those people

didn’t know em then
hardly know em now
wish i knew a bit more about me

i’m about to shine
everyone is crying

i’m blinding all their purpose

gotta make the most
gonna chase the ghost

of a pirate’s fortune

your silver spoon will never boon 
while i’ve got this motion

i’m parting waves in the ocean
like i’m moses,

you’re claustrophobic in your own head,
letting thoughts take over,
It’s keeping you from growing
got jump in the moment,

you’ve got the genius to take over,
but you won’t cause you’re flat scared,
i feel you running from your greatness
maybe one day you’ll make it.

Claustrophobia

Shattered-Glass, Bloody-Foot

it’s a sweet life
cause zach killed cody
i’m on that reefer
going real crazy 
in the bleachers
i’m on the phone
can’t reach her
im all alone

i’m a reject
killer connect
triggered effects
i’m a seer
babbling truths
to meet my end
don’t believe her
cause we’re through
she’s not my friend
I’ve been feeling
like a toy
played and spent


HEARTS ON THE FLOOR
IM A LOVER FOR SURE
GOT A KNIFE TO MY CHEST
FORCING ME TO BE SORE
SO I SCREAM AND SHOUT
AT MY girlfriend’S HOUSE
GONNA RAGE AND SEE
ALL THIS PAIN IN ME

HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL
CAUSE YOU CAN’T BE REAL
ALL THE THINGS YOU SAY
MAKE ME WANT TO PRAY
THAT OUR LIVES HAD NEVER
BEEN THIS WAY
THAT OUR LIVES HAD NEVER
BEEN THIS WAY


PARTY WITH ME GIRLS
COME AND MAKE 
SOME FUCKING NOISE


soft and sweet
that’s how i like to be
breathe with me
love’s in the air
for all of us

don’t blame me
if you’re heart isn’t ready yet
open up
let somebody help you with it

cough cough— 
enough of that sappiness,
here we go.

got hoes on my dick 
like im marmalade
im sweet 
they’re sticky
and we’re full of rage

im a bear 
to the honey
got more money 
than you buddy
imma living god
above you

thrilling women
in the villa
i’m a villain
i’m a sinner
i’m a freaky
nonbeliever
sent to beat you 
to the future
imma take away
your talent
on my way downtown
to your mom’s house
checking her out
boutta read her
sorry i meant
eat her out

PARTY WITH ME BOYS
COME AND MAKE SOME FUCKING NOISE

party
i wanna vibe 
here all night
with ya
an elixir
of our mixture
don’t quit yet
we can fix this
lemmy see us through

foster's home for imaginary fiends

Drift
(Mad times)

I’m stuck here in mount nowhere
Got mad texts i’ve got to answer
I’ve been working for that money
Hoping it will be my savior
Cause this life is so damn boring
I’ve been choring choring choring
All i wanna do is drift away
Drift away, drift away

guitar solo

i’ve been begging to get into heaven
chasing after levitating phases
i’m berating for the sake of your elation
meditating phrases 
i’m believing in our fate and 
ramping up the volume 
to a point it’s gonna break

vroom vroom in my mom’s hotrod, 
boom boom goes my bass so hard,
zoom zoom as i go past you,
get good cause im coming after you mad soon
imma be your doom



My momma’s praying 
i don’t jump off a bridge
It’s too late 
i’m writing this 
while I fall off and rip
My guardian angel told me
baby you can fly just try this,
I’m waiting patiently
For flight to kick in,

I don’t think it will,
I need to believe or
else things will fail,
separate me
from this here world, 

The water’s looking
So damn pretty,
goodbye cruel world


Oh shit
i’ve been resurrected
infected, i’m eternally
subjected to depression
sleeping in the morning
this adderall’s got me swirling
im born to be a villain
imprisoned by your decisions

aged liked a fine wine
I’m count dracula
lived for a long time
i can’t be defined
your mind will divide
look into my eyes
i’d be afraid
im coming to take your life

An evil eye
your feeble knife
can’t hurt me now
believe my lines
im vilified 
i redefine
what it means
to be alive

I just wanna be free
i wanna be freed
i wanna believe
i can proceed

this life’s such a menace to me
all the lemons are squeezed
nothing’s left for me

SHOUT

my friends are all delinquents
don’t fight it, that’s how i like it,
it’s our right to freak out in public
i realize it makes you geek out
crime tends to be frequent
cause our parents are tweakers
and your life will never be real

FEZCO

GREAT GLORY

CATACLYSM

OZ (feat. Frank Leone & Reuben Reuel)

far away
and i’m only getting farther
it’s not the same
cause i’m feeling like a martyr
blaming me
cause your heavens underwater
rotten days
got me calling up my father

chemicals
and the spiritual

levitate
and make a move

don’t wait
cause you’ve only got one life

dante
the infernos gonna take time

blessings come
and blessings go

jealousy
and bitter foes

chaos reins
in this physical

playing games
with your feeble souls

breaking news
im feeling mad blue
i’m writhing around
im in a bad mood

breaking loose
i’m fooling around
i’m making mistakes
i’m seeking escape

my mind is off
and i feel so soft

my mind is off
and i feel so soft

my mind is off
and i feel so soft

my mind is off
and i feel so soft

looking back it feels so cold
the way you looked at me so bold
said you never loved me so
made me feel like a monster, fe fi fo
good attack, you revealed my bones
broke my back lifting your emotions
didn’t snap when you lost your fortune
couldn’t care that your dad disowned you

sugar and spice
everythings nice
might sacrifice
my lambs tonight

under a vice
treasure’s in sight
fight for your life
if you wanna get by

sugar and spice
everythings nice
might sacrifice
my lambs tonight

under a vice
treasure’s in sight
fight for your life
if you wanna get by

it’s time to let it all go
break free from this endless sorrow
find a new place to escape to
leave behind all this pain and go

tried to make it work, but it’s all in vain
can’t force a love thats already waned
picking up the pieces of a shattered dream
it’s hard to move on, let’s take the leap,

leap, leap, leap like 4x

let’s leave nyc baby!
let’s leave nyc baby!
let’s leave nyc baby!
let’s leave nyc baby!

don’t you want to go with me
leave this place and we can be
better than most will find out here
settling for this savagery

------------------------

the circus is in town
the clowns are all around
everything’s magical
gotta leave to finally grow

hopped on the train
cause im going insane
need something radical
for my brain
sights and sounds
so typical
it’s impossible
i refuse to follow it

melt with me 
settle into it
watch your breath
and let it all go

melt with me 
settle into it
watch your breath
and let it all go

LETS LEAVE
NYC BABY!

Let's leave NYC ~ demo

underscores - Del mar county fair 2008 - Shuah's Reinfusion

for, her. may she come back within us all

SOPHIE - Plunging Asymptote - Shuah's Reinfusion

for, her. may she help us find transformation

SOPHIE - The Dome's Protection - Shuah's Reinfusion

charlixcx - Vroom Vroom - Shuah's Reinfusion

SOPHIE - My Forever - Shuah's Reinfusion

SOPHIE - Intro (The Full Horror) - Shuah's Reinfusion

for her, rewinding reminders and hoping tomorrow is kinder

SOPHIE - Rawwwwww - Shuah's Reinfusion

SOPHIE - Reason Why - Shuah's Reinfusion

for her, may we spin it back one more time

SOPHIE - One More Time - Shuah's Reinfusion

charlixcx - detonate - Shuah's Reinfusion

look at the pretty flowers - demo

666 Dalmatians - Demo

Claustrophobia - demo

In The Wilderness - demo

how many pills does it take to focus? - demo

Shattered-Glass, Bloody-Foot - demo

Bardo, MT - demo

ASHES, ASHES - demo

Speed Drive - demo

Paradise, may I see you later - demo

Outside a Techno Rave in Brooklyn - demo

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Sleeping Beauty - demo

Simulacrum - demo

Deal with the Devil - demo

Gundam fights outside my window - demo

And Then She Rises - demo

fourty fifth song on the album... for my bunny, a demo

a bunny named cocaine bliss - demo

Rage Induced Screaming Matches - demo

Elevator Back from Heaven - Demo

twenty sixth song on the album, demo'd'd'd

who, what, why, when, where - demo

Church in the Good Town - demo

Building a Web to light a match - demo

fifty seventh, and final song on the album. demo'd

Hollow Stars Motel Room #57 - demo

Megalopsychia - demo

Repairing, I guess... demo

Waiting for Davy Jones - demo

fourty ninth song on the album... demo'd!

Wishbone - demo

As the sun goes down - demo

Living a Fantasy - Demo

Don't Die, Lean Bean - demo

bREAKING out tHE fISHBOWL - demo

The Edge - Demo

galloping horses - demo

Phoenix Dying - Demo

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