birdy came
and said ya name
she told me baby
your too late

i ate the worm
you always torn
i tried to teach
but now you’ll learn

sculpting melodies
like im made o clay
harming all tha keys
cause im feeling prey
got me on my knees
saying it’s okay
cause i miss your face
and it’s been erasing

i can’t mistake this

you were amazing

and now im vacant

losing my patience

i wanna feel like 
you really ever cared
baby can you tell me
what i said,
i’ve been running circles
in my head
but i dont really know
what i fail to get

why we failed to wed
cause i haven’t loved since i was with you

yeah i can’t erase it
your my all time favorite
i’m a long time fan of yours
still just an amateur

lemmy get some practice
gonna graduate this madness
gonna have ourselves a—

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playing stories
like im left for dead
didn’t see em 
but i can my head
wishing fairies
come and give a thread
i would really love to feel myself again,

barely reeling
but im here again
writing secrets
your my only friend
too bad i’m dying
we could live in zen
but i feel my soul escaping yet again,

see the light
as i fall from grace
feeling tight
cause it’s all in vain
losing blood
can you say my name
i would really love
to hear it once again

im not crying
why’d you say i am
i feel excited
cause i get to blend
everybody’s 
gonna hear my end
maybe they’ll go shed a tear 
as my friends
in my stead.

Pining, Death ~ demo

i wish for salvation, painting with noises

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I'm BigSexyDes a female ARTIST from Virginia and i currently live in Los Angeles.  i have two projects that ihave released "How BigSexy Stole Christmas" & "Flintafornia" available on all platforms, i also have released man music videos on youtube. I would describe my style as a mixture of all the music i like to listen to from Detroit to Florida to Trap Music DnB and much more all genres , I just like to have fun make music i would listen to my self. If you're interested in collaborating withe me follow me on social media. Support me stream my music all my links are below! 
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Pining, Death ~ demo

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