ill release real music sometime i promise

stop ! let me grab my backpack

i don’t wanna be late to my class again

honors been waiting since last november 

when we had to quarantine for a term 

had to keep the doors clean. in return

we would spend 14 days alone

only seeing four teens if were 

lucky enough to see a friend 

up in morning we would spend 

our time right online 

doing assignments 

RUN IT BACK !!!!!11

let me digress 

to when we were young, not scared of anyone 

don’t know where the time went

took a nap now it’s 2021

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

he said with a mask on

he can’t believe he’s already at the finish line

but before he packs up

he’s gotta pass one more class

i don’t wanna go

i don’t wanna go act like i’m happy 

about a cap thrown in the air 

don’t know if i’ll last long in the

real i world

fear the world x2

practice my penmanship 

while my pity’s pending in a

pretty small penny sized penitentiary 

that i call my brain. i don’t plan to plead 

for a plodding pace in life 

i just wanna say

i just wanna say 

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

class of 2021

4 https://soundcloud.com/underscores & https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485

i gave up on mixing this

nowhere to be, ever (a remix for underscores x 8485)

Au5 - Pen Island

@daywxtch
@adridoesthings

a huge thank you to @schbwp, @another-autumn-479671184 and @dotgavn for addition sound design and background vox

this took 2 months to make
141 tracks

the color

grow

produced by 48

if i say i wanna stay arround
and if im not sure that i could care without you
alright
if i was supposed to guess 
im not assuming its not that hot i
ha ha
i would give shit up for ya
a leg is not enough
if you ever want to kill me let me lay there on the floor 
my god
its time to realize
you cannot sell me your lies
so why
we make up baby we fight
its for the best you know
its just the heart in my chest you broke
its never right
who cares i want you tonight
can you talk with i
and if you fuck up my life
ill be alright
i guess it isnt so bad

maybe ill love u in secret uh huh
id rather blow u a kiss and uh huh
id rather get back with u
hope that isnt too much yeah uh huh
been a minute i miss u uh huh
i need my maintenance
just a lil dance
would you help me yeah uh huh
you look pretty when you want
and you look pretty when you dont
i get higher when u light up
like a plane speeding up the road
i got your picture in phone
i even pinned it to the wall
yeah
my bad
god damn i swear i have
did i grow wings?
i did not know, i couldve rocked out back
u made me feel so god damn lonely
had to text my dad
now i cant wear that hat
i gotta go
i gotta find me where ill sleep the night
yeah
my bad
ill see u when im back
this week is the worst so far
u caught me in an all out war
i cannot let u hit me so hard
i cannot let u go im on the run
if they catch me with you sure im done
i dont know whats going on
better to figure
gotta make sure that im holding on strong
i couldve left you
make it back
and you still wouldnt get whats wrong
so here i am writing a song
i grew wings all along

i grew wings

I'll see you again... 
VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8pIFCW3RfvY
#MultiverseVistas  #Castorice  
CREDITS
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MUSIC:
@aspectt
Aspect (https://x.com/aspectsound)

@viznode
Viznode (https://x.com/viznode) 

@shameless_wav
shameless. (https://x.com/imshimi)

VOICE: 
@kanalia_s
kanalia‪@kanalia_s‬ (https://x.com/kanalia_s) 

ARTWORK 
Machi Mile (https://x.com/machi_mile00)
MOTION GRAPHICS/DESIGN: 
desktopGeneration (https://x.com/dsktpGeneration)
[Artists from desktopGeneration]:
choco (https://x.com/chocographix) 
Zeth (https://x.com/ZethZ161)
Wsx (https://x.com/Wsxmoe)
TAKADA (https://x.com/takada_dot)

METAMORPHOSIS

(1/_) of 'AMBLE TIDES' (always changing)

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www.youtube.com/@aquoferne
https://aquoferne.bandcamp.com
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lyrics

through the door
at the glass
the sink coats with blood

dizzy fuzz
standing tall
while covering your nose

focusing the lens
of your hazy eyes
realize
what have you done?

laughter has built in the halls
you don't know where it's pointed at all
closed behind the nearest stall
do not try to heed the siren's call

tell me it's a dream
(...)
that i'm fast asleep
(...)

can someone take me home?
i can't depend on myself, alone

oh, youth
you've started a fire
slashing down wires
while i'm scarring at the walls
i'm torn
there's a wound beneath my tongue
stinging from the salt
that's breaching through the front

can you tell me it's a dream?
and, that i'm fast asleep?

can someone take me home?
i can't depend on myself, alone

Run, river, run

lyrics:

Unfaithful 
Throw me out before you’re finished fucking wasteful 
Can’t be taking my leave until I’m paid full
Leave the dose inside my brain 
You’re so distasteful 

I’m not even nineteen
They want in on my team 
Lose my patience high key
Burn my wings im trying 
Yeah you’re outta my league 
Put your body on me
Genesis in my scene
I can’t take this lightly 

I see myself in the wrong people
I lose my grip for a minute turning half evil
I’m staying up no rebirth like a gold beetle
Take my lines and rehearse cause you’re too feeble

I don’t wanna be around when you’re falling
Going full stop, baby you can call me
3am piss drunk and you’re calling 
Breaking my heart, maybe you can fix me

Reel it back, sever my spine
You been telling lies running down from the grape vine
Everybody wanna run it back for the one time
I be losing sleep I’m tryna cope I’m feeling fake fine

distasteful

reflections

a collection of curious experiments and nuanced emotions from the last few years

watch the full audio-visual mix on YouTube: https://youtu.be/k1jsk_8yn9Q
visuals provided by Noah Green: https://temberl.in
aired live October 25th, 2025 via https://boneyard.camp

00:00 - Alexander Panos - sun monolith
02:22 - Alexander Panos - selling rings 
02:38 - Alexander Panos - pictorial
04:31 - Alexander Panos - s[h]continued standing
04:47 - Alexander Panos - mel
05:02 - Alexander Panos - anti\limerick
05:17 - Alexander Panos - room mic destiny
05:31 - Alexander Panos - ID
07:49 - Alexander Panos - ganz astonish
08:04 - Alexander Panos - pink in june
08:22 - Alexander Panos - you are held in a kiln
09:52 - Alexander Panos - wind wool
10:06 - Alexander Panos - porrima  +  György Kurtág - Scenes from a Novel (Mov. 1)
11:31 - Alexander Panos & voljum - Preliminaries 
11:47 - Alexander Panos - inextricable
14:00 - Alexander Panos - a warm day, a misfortune
14:14 - Alexander Panos - wallwater promises

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I've been finding myself overcome by fragmented memories: the pang of the seasons turning, dreams that linger for days, events and relationships whose mythologies bear no resemblance to the real thing. I think this music reflects that, in a blurry sort of way. Qualities that once anchored my music have become desaturated. Everything’s more subtle, like a furrowed brow and a grin meeting for a fleeting moment on the same face.

This is music I’m still quite shy about. It took a long time to allow myself to start taking these feelings and ideas seriously, but they are a part of me, and always have been. It’s with great hesitancy that I share any of it, especially as my usual mode of operation is sequestering my work away indefinitely. I’ve recently entered a new chapter, unsure of how it will unfold, but trying to learn as always. I’ve stood here before under different circumstances, and I’m sure I’ll be back again.

All music is currently unreleased and is subject to change. Please respect this music in its unfinished state.

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