thanks a lot to every single artist in this playlist and thanks for being such amazing music artists and wonderful people.
Love you all from the bottom of my heart.

-Laguna

_____ music 2

I need some fresh air

i really miss my dog

album content.
sorry its taking so long. 
also physical releases are being worked on. like casettes.

























false nt

dropped my cassette tape in the bath tub

Inside

[ https://soundcloud.com/tropes/out-of-pocket-inst ]

sight

it's a wonderful life (feat. Alicks)

At This Point It Doesn't Really Matter (3.33)

Attachment

Angel

Kailey's Song

grief.

i can't keep you
but i can't let you down, no
guess i don't get the things i want
but there's something on the horizon, and i could chase it
until the sun comes up
if the sun comes up at all
and it's been days since i thought about you
but then i wrote this song,
guess i never wanna let this go
'cause i've been holding onto foolish hope
that i'm not so dead inside
no matter how hard i try

and i'll lose my composure
and i'll take what's left over
just to build myself again

thought i got close enough to breathing, i got nowhere at all
and when i finally found a reason i was so far gone
falling back behind the pack, i felt so lost

and the bruises left are healing, but they'll leave their mark
i need some time to see the beauty in these scars
just remind my heart to beat when the nights get cold

well keep going, no i don't wanna hear how things are better where you're at 'cause you are far gone
we messed up, i don't wanna know, wanna know how we went so wrong
and they say things are better in america 'cause i already don't sleep
i'm so weak
and slowly
i'll find peace
i'll find me

and i'll lose my composure
and i'll take what's left over,
just to build myself again

hope.

https://soundcloud.com/selerac-1
Album/EP coming
_________________________
take my place
and do these things
did i make love to you?

paint my eyes
like butterflies
at night

Alicks x Selerac - Love Song

I stared at starlight’s 
Waiting for you
I woke up last night 
And didn’t text you 
For the first in months 

Is there a reason why we split 
was it cause you were scared or was it something I was 
Cause girl 
We were giants then
Unstoppable force 
But summer came
And we grew up 
And all our paths split on up
And I haven’t seen your smile or heard your voice in so long
So so long
We had a good run 
It’s over now

we had a good run

There’s motions in the words we say 
Im overlooking all my pride 
second guessing my ways 
i’ve been so cold 
whys it so cold 

all the feelings fade to gray 
when you’re stuck inside your brain
i’ve been overlooking all the shit that gets in my way
It just gets in my way 
can we go back to the times we loved 
all caught up in my bed
I’ve been thinking too much about you

Catch me in the back 
And just slow it down
everything that I’ve fought for I see around
Every time that I talk, I see that frown

So I’ll back to my head 
And reminisce instead

Catch me if you can 
just to burn out
See the waves in the frame 
Just to fall out
See the dirt in the frame 
Just to turn out

So turn me to pieces 
Be my reasons
Why I don’t leave my room

catch me

unintentional crisis

While i stare at my stairs
i believe that i have done much to society
but i feel so little 
that when i stare down to them
i start crying
glazing
the ones that made me believe
i was alright

Ma credo che potrò provarci
un giorno o quell'altro
mentre gli altri crederanno che io stia scappando

ma l'unica cosa che voglio veramente
è almeno provarci
a scappare da questa eterna spirale
di sofferenza e modernità

why do i feel so empty
to the understandable society
that crush my dreams and my feelings
making me feel like i want only
to escape

I just want to be free from this nightmare
...from this nightmare

Ma forse 
non ci crederò

per una volta
non siamo qui
a impazzire
come matti

ma io starò li a guardarli con indifferenza,
e riderò alla loro ignoranza.

the restless nights of the unbelievable liberty of the one that pulls the strings

30 mins


Lyrics:
I don't
want to hear

I don't
want to hear

lets not talk about the past
i know you wouldn't last
I hate everything about me
but you never even doubt me

lets not talk about the past
i know you wouldn't last
I hate everything about me
but you never even doubt me

i hate everything right now because its 6 am (NOW ON SPOTIFY)

https://thetaloseffect.bandcamp.com/track/i-need-peace-and-tranquility

"Hey
ne è passato di tempo
volevo solo dirti che onestamente dopo tutto questo
sarebbe ora di capire che hai solo una possibilità
un singolo colpo in canna
ma credo che non capirai
o forse si.
Ma non ci crederei molto.

Le possibilità sono molto piccole
l'unica cosa che devi fare veramente adesso è
dire le parole giuste"

Questo è solo un paradosso di parole
perché quando dirò a me stesso
di cambiare idea
non riuscirò a diventare qualcun'altro.

Andremo solo 
in un giro di malinconia.

Why should i just give up now?
when we can try and try again
over simple problems
and the scared reality

that asks us why
and we reply "dont we all make mistakes?"

Credimi se ti dico 
che queste non sono le ultime parole
che escono dalla mia bocca
perché io ancora credo nell'umanità

e tutto quello che ci porta via
non riuscirà 
a fermare 
la mia realtà
mentre io piangerò
loro risaliranno
al comando
di questa dannata pietà

"and while i think of myself
i know that i'm wrong about a lot of things
but i just wanna be ignorant for a moment
to forget how cruel this world is
and how this makes me 
alone and without will to do anything
but i have to try
it doesn't matter what the others
say
so goodbye."

i need peace and tranquility

Do you ever feel sorry for someone that has died? Sometimes, i seriously don't. Somehow, i don't care. But i know that one day that will happen to me, and what then? Should they care for my death? Should i be saying this to actually get someone to care about me? What if nobody comes to my funeral? i guess, i'll never know, because by then, i'll have my eyes closed.











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albums in bio.

_____ music 2

Talos