you know when i said i knew little about love; 

that wasn't true. 
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the universe inside of you

but it did.

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i never meant for it to end like this

if you're reading this, i just really, truly, would like to thank you for your love and support thus far.

words cannot explain how much it all means to me.

i humbly ask that you please continue to do so.

thank you.

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when the sun sets, will i lose you

i made this song for a girl i wanted to go on a date with.

it never happened.

i don't even know if she ever listened to the song.

her name is erin.

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update:
it did happen
she did hear it
her name is still erin
and it wasn't meant to be.

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i can't help but wonder

this is a collection of ambient creations dedicated to the four individuals who inspired me to begin my journey in music.

this is the least i could do.

thank you.

(tracklist in alphabetical order.)

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ode to madi larson ( @madi-larson )

the fall brings chills as my heart grows cold.

white noise experimental drone.

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my heart longs for warmth

it is december,

and i am up north

there is no snow;

only sorrow.

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[ 'my life is nowhere near complete' vip]

an unexplainable sorrow

sigh;

i hate thinking about the future.

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i wonder what's out there for me

x
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if the world ended tomorrow, i would spend these last moments with you

click buy for free download.
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relationships suck sometimes.

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give me back the nights i've wasted thinking about you

hit the buy link for a free download over on bandcamp
~
>>you need to move on
>i know
>i'm just not sure i want to
>>...neither am i
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when we said goodbye for the last time

i have become everything i never wanted to be

i am disgusted with what i have turned into.

save me from myself

before it gets even worse.

i'm so sorry.

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who have i become

and i hope, as the flowers do, that we can turn into something beautiful.

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you make me feel like the flowers as they blossom in the spring

but you can't.

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i wish you could feel my heart whenever i think about you

we are here to be together.

click buy for a free download.

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why are we here

but hopefully one day i will.

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i don't know what to feel anymore

was with you.

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the last time i fell in love

it's a lot.

hit buy for a free download over on my bandcamp page.

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these are the words i could not find to tell you just how much i miss you

@megan-mikhail

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inside out w/ megan mikhail

and since then, things have changed

but i wanted to feel how it felt one last time.

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thank you for listening

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this is how it made me feel whenever you crossed my mind

dear you,

i tried to love you
and for a while i really did
but then you went and left me
you left me for him
and i get it, i got it
i really did understand
but i don't think you did
how deep you truly hurt me

and so we tried again
and again, and again, and again
but i could never love you
not the same way as i did once before
not in the way you deserved to be loved
for i was scared of getting hurt again
of letting myself go
because i didn't want to feel that pain again

and so i hurt you
again, and again, and again
for every time it got serious i would disappear
and i know it must've stung
the first time
the second
the third and more
and for that i am truly sorry

going back to that day i came over
late at night in the summer
when we slept together but didn't sleep
when you laid down beside me
and then when the next day came
and someone told me what had happened the night before
i'm sorry for how i reacted
i tried to take your happiness away from you
even though you told me it didn't mean anything
that it wasn't him you wanted
but i was scared of losing you
even though you were already lost

and then we come to august
when you took me to see up
and that's one of my favourites
as you knew for years
but i didn't feel anything
nothing
that last hug
nothing
i couldn't feel
i stopped feeling
you hurt me
i hurt you
i love you
i loved you
i'm sorry
forgive me

i'm happy for you now
happy that you're happy
and you cross my mind every day
to be honest, i think about you often
i just wonder if you're okay
wonder if i should reach out
but i know i shouldn't
so i don't
and i won't
and you hate me
and that's okay
because i deserve to be hated
hated by you
for everything i put you through

in time i will be better
this last year has already changed me a lot
it's all about perspective
all about solitude
all about loving yourself before letting anyone love you
and i'm almost there i think
and it's really thanks to you
if you read this
please know i loved you
i swear
and i'll always love you
but i'm not in love with you

oh dear you
please know
i don't love you anymore.

all the best,
me

//

thank you for your support.

i tried to love you

and i hope one day someone new will make me believe in it too.

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you made me believe in love

and i don't know how to feel about it anymore.

//

thank you for your support;

i'll try my best to upload more often.

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i still see you in my dreams

i hate you
for being
because it makes it harder
for me
to wake up
when all i can do
is compare
and want to be
everything you already are

//

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i hate you

i should've told you
when i knew
it was over

i should've told you
when i knew
how far we were growing apart

i should've told you
when i knew
i didn't love you

i should've told you
when i knew
how badly you broke my heart

x

i still think about you when it rains
i still think about you when it rains
i still think about you when it rains

//

thank you for your support
sorry i don't upload much anymore
waiting for someone new to break my heart

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when i knew it was over

but i only wanted to be yours.

//

thank you for your support

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we were never meant to be

i will always be 
my promise still remains true 
anything for you

i will always be there for you

i woke up at four 
thinking only about you 
do not let me go

two years without you 
do i ever cross your mind 
please don't forget me

year two

prom night, you and i 
the perfect moment in time 
alone together

prom night

i started writing this when i was happy
but that happiness ended today

thank you for being patient.

//

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the way you looked at me

the only thing we can predict is unpredictability

don't mind me,
just uploading my life

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unforseen

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