Love it. 🔥Was lucky enough to see them live and cant wait to see them again.

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SQUADRANT 4 PRESENTS:

Let Me Enjoy Myself - @OAKFLA (Prod. @CuhLilWoe)
Engineer: @spiritxiii

Official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b_cwt_m0UDc

Let Me Enjoy Myself (Prod. CuhLilWoe)

Carla Jean is a song for my mum who recently beat a battle with cancer. This song is from the heart.. I wrote this song at crossroads within my music career and the peak of her treatments. I’m not looking for sympathy this is more my response to conversations that at times felt like they could be our last. Time is the most scarce natural resource, I’m honored to have the ability to get to help decorate it with my music.  I hope someone, somewhere finds this song one day and sings my moms name loud and proud in places I’ve never stepped foot in.. I hope this song stands as a tribute to my mom and her spirit that I’ll forever carry with me thru music and life pursuit. Carla Jean is my “Hey there Delilah”, an effort at making timeless music that can live on past this vessel. Beauty in the madness, a song for my creator and a song I hope resinates with you as much as it has for me and mine. 🖤 



"CARLA JEAN I HEAR YA, CARLA JEAN I FEEL IT UGH UGH UGH"

(VERSE 1)
I CROSS MY T'S AND DOT MY I'S AND HOPE FOR GOOD AGAIN.. I KNOW THAT YOU'LL BE PROUD OF ME. I BRUSH MY TEETH, I WIPE MY EYES LOOK WHO IT IS AGAIN! THE MAN YOU BUIILT ME UP TO BE. I DONT WANNA LAY YOU UP, WAKE ME UP NOW! SAID YOU WANNA SEE ME GET OUT.. YOU SAID YOU KNOW THERES MORE FOR ME. I SAID IM GETTING BIGGER MA CANT SWITCH IT UP WORRIED WHERE IM ENDING UP, DEFENDED LOVE.. THERE'S JUST WORSE PLACES I COULD BE..

(PRE HOOK)
CARLA JEAN OUR PAIN OUR GRIEF ILL MAKE SURE THAT THEY FEEL IT! THE ECONOMY CAME CRUMBLING, THERE'S NOTHING WE CANT DEAL WITH. SO MUCH CONSTANCY, ANXIETIES, I WISH THESE RAPS COULD HEAL YA ITS JUST ZOMBIE SCENES AND WANNA BEs THESE BOYS YOU RAISED ARE FEARLESS! 

(HOOK) 
I CROSS MY Ts AND DOT MY Is WONT PRAY TO GOD AGAIN! I KNOW THIS ALL JUST MAKE BELIEVE (DAMN) IM ALWAYS GONE, I WROTE THIS SONG SOMEWHERE WE'VE NEVER BEEN ! COME HOME MY SISTER MISSES ME.. DISTANT BOUT A BREAK UP HANG UP.. FEELING I SHOULD WAIT UP OR SAY SOMETHING ! I DONT KNOW WHAT IM CONQUERING! WALK 2 MOONS IN THESE MOCASSINS! I DID MY WRONG, SCREAM FUCK EM ALL, BROKE ALL THE LAWS IM GOLDEN! CANT PICK A FLAW MCAULLY CAULKIN HOUSE A HOME OF OMEN.. 

(PREHOOK)
IM ON A ROAD THAT NO ONE GOES WE CALL THAT SHIT THE STONIES
IM MOTAROLLA, OLD CAROLLA, SUPER NOVA BOASTED! NO AMPHETAMINES, HIGH ENERGY I AM WHO IM SUPPOSED A (*to be). EVENTUALLY, POTENTIALLY YOUR SON IS GOING GLOBAL! 

(HOOK)
I CROSS MY T'S AND DOT MY I'S I GOT BACK UP AGAIN! BRUSH OFF MY JEANS AND SLEEVES WITH BLEACH (DAMN) YOU DO THE MOST I HELD YOU CLOSE GIVE THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! ON MEMORY LANE OFF DMT.. I DONT WANNA LET YOU DOWN BEEN WITHOUT DOUBT SAID I CANT DO THE CAP AND GOWN.. I'D RATHER RISK IT CHASING DREAMSS, I JUST GET BUSY AND FEEL LIKE RAIN CLOUDS, LIVING WITH SO MUCH IMBALANCE IM JUST A JESTER TO THE QUEEN X3..

WYDTM

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