instrument played by @TobiasFever

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unkept - Why did I say that?

fell in love in '17
she was 14 and i was 15
i thought she was the one for me
but clearly that didn't work out, you see

and i been lonely for a while now
met another girl but we crashed and i lashed out
cos she accused me by saying that i beat her
i tried once more and she cheated
i ain't never felt more defeated and i
feel heartbroken but i'm still breathing
at least that heart is still beating
but i still told the bitch i'm not leaving

Why did I say that?
Why did I say that?
Why did I say that?
Why did I say that?
Why did I say that?
Why did I say that?
Why did I say that?
Why did I say that?

fell in love in '17
she was 14, i was 15
thought she was the one for me
but clearly that didn't work out, you see

why did i say that?

unkept - all the Turns that you never tossed

i know that i'm flawed, when i'm trying hard, i'll get something wrong
know i'm trying, i don't need your help, when i'm feeling lost
figuring it out, even if i'm not
cos i'm never late, no i lied
but i'm trying, it is all i got
i don't know you well, i just know your thoughts
i been cruising 95
speeding up, slowing down
go 95, 
think about,
all the turns that you never tossed
listen to me now, i don't want you much
i been thinking 'bout, all the things that we never met
when i loved, well i lied
...
but i did when you didnt
but i'm trying, it's all i got
i don't know you well, i just know your thoughts
i been cruising 95
speeding up, slowing down
go 95, 
think about,
all the turns that you never tossed

all the Turns that you never tossed

w/ you

"Down," she said
Down and I don't want this
Hate you
"Hate you oh so much," she said
So please
"Just go and kill yourself," she said
Before I fall in love

I know I've got these feelings
And I know your heart is crushed
Don't think I won't end it all
If you don't let me run
Just let me run
Far enough away from you
Zach, what we have is lust
It's nothing more
It's nothing more, despite me saying
It's far more than a crush
Falling for you by the Horton Pond
It's just too much
It's just too much
You won't let me breathe
You visit, 20 times a month

When is it
When is it, enough
When is it, enough
You know like
When is it enough
When is it enough
When is it, enough
When is it
When is it enough
When is it
When is it enough
When is it
Enough

I'm down, i don't want this
Hate you, oh so, much
So please just fucking kill yourself
I'm just gonna run

kill yourself before i fall in love

summer '17

what does that make you?

Grip onto the hope
‘cos If you lose that, you've got nothing
Grip onto the load
Of all the junk, you haven't dumped yet
If you let it go
n If you let me know
I can probably come save you, but
First I need to get unstuck
Grip onto the hope
cos If you lose that, you've got nothing
Grip onto the load
Of all the junk, you haven't dumped yet
Everything is old
I know you're going to leave me soon, yes
But you're teaching me a lesson
A lesson I'll hold by my chest
When we're dead and gone
And you've forgotten what you said in jest
hold it close to me, I guess
hold it close to me, I guess 
Grip onto the hope
cos If you lose that, you've got nothing
Grip onto the load
Of all the junk, i haven't dumped yet

hope

The reason

Gradient lie

you taught me to listen
Not listen to you

Boy dancer - Benzo edit

gaze

aviv

oxygen

pusher (Take-1) p. evsnared

prod. jissa  lyrics https://pastebin.com/rNQ6mpN0

1nov.  freestyle

2024 was alright but i wanna see 2025
I think that year got something special in it,
Get the vibes

I got new year’s resolutions inside of my Google Drive
I pray i stay committed, i pray i find that drive to stick with it, I

Tend to forget a lot of things, do i need to repeat myself
I’ve said it so many times, i need you to repeat yourself, i tried though

Might gouge out my eyes if i don’t find a balance i’m looking for
I can’t believe and I despise that i’m about to be 24
I don’t know where time has gone, it makes me wanna throw up

If i throw up, i throw 3s even though i don’t know what that means yet, of course

I don’t need to be driving a Porsche to be happy within my world
I don’t need to contort or live beyond my means to just enjoy
Everything around me, i just need to make ends meet
And i pray 25 just lets us all be in that sense
Some things don’t make no sense
Like how we elected a billionaire to represent this🤦‍♀️
They all so out of touch i feel infuriated bout it
I can’t lie, i feel frustrated bout it
But we just gonna try and keep it high in my sky so we can keeping flying through the wind
Doves, what do they mean why i do see them everywhere
Why do i feel like this?
25 bring clarity, i wish , i been wishing for this


clarity before 2025 Free style xxv prod seal

This lovely instrumental is produced by neverforever <3

sleep in (snowday ?)

loop ,i-95

When the façade's projector loses power and what's true is shown, will your image change?

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Strip away the façade, and I'm empty
In your face if you thought I am plenty
'Cause I'm not, I'm whatever and wilting
On the windowsill, and I'm stuck inside
I see your fun, it's ending (It's ending)
Just got a gun you lent me (Why have one if you're friendly)
Why have some if it's empty

[Verse 1]
Got a magnifier and rent-free
I can see anywhere without fee
Just zoom right in, and the dot’s right there
Now you're on your way doing 60, ah (I got)
I got friends who are better than me at life (ah)
I barely respond 'cause I'm busy
I want to catch up, so don't hit my line
Know I wanna
I want to catch up to you, don't hit me
I know I look nice on the surface
I think I'm ugly—some think that's pretty
Some say that's pretty, I don't know at all

[Chorus]
Strip away the façade, and I'm empty
In your face if you thought I am plenty
'Cause I'm not, I'm whatever and wilting
On the windowsill, and I'm stuck inside
I see your fun, it's ending
Just got a gun you lent me (kyrigo)
Why have one if it's empty? Ah

[Bridge]
But I'm weak, and we know I don't keep my word
I spring into action with shock absorbed
Then I lay down, like an s550
I'm tired, Airmatic is hitting
The floor, I feel like I'm sinking
I cannot afford what's blinking
What I know exists can get me
So I play pretend 'til it gets me
One day it'll end, it's fixing
Paranoid in a way, please get me out
I feel like I'm stuck just rinsing
No repeat when I'm sat just stagnant
Stagnant sat with a loaded gun

[Chorus]
Strip away the façade, and I'm empty
In your face if you thought I am plenty
'Cause I'm not, I'm whatever and wilting
On the windowsill, and I'm stuck inside (kyrigo)
I see your fun, it's ending
Just got a gun you lent me
Why have one if it's empty, ah

[Outro]
Let's see a fallen sky

Produced by KYRIGO
Released via dear gradient, / The towne
© 2025  unkept

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Groomed (formally 'appease tomorrow') lyrics:

You were not of who i thought
As if there ever were a choice
You put me inside of a box
A box i shared with all my toys
Smiled when i got in my thoughts
Laughed when i start making noise
Growl when i would question God
Kick the box, you're so annoyed
I grew up and we were engaged
You sold me on another voice
Replace my eyes, my hair, my face
I could be like other boys
Instilled a story that i hate
Made me feel like i need more
You'd even throw it in my way
I thought everything was normal
This is my own game to play
Till one day i heard of some noise
I looked it up when incognito
It was true, i was encased
You said i could for 20 euro
Sit outside the case for lunch
To appease tomorrow's fun
You told me that you have a gift
You handed me a brand new gun
I noticed it was loaded so i aimed it at your head
You're done
I committed murder of this pressure
Needed to be done
It only made it lessen slightly
Only know the weight you brung
Only know the way you made me
Stuck inside the shape of some
Person that i never was
Just because you groomed me and you told me i was not enough

unkept

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