Dispatch

Maddie She’s Had It! (Live)

[Intro]
hurt heart by you
my heart feels pain
my heart-voice
my twisted brain
in my heart
eternal rain
Your silence drives me insane

fuck

[Verse 1] 
I speak, I bleed, but you shut me out,
Your silence hits harder than any shout.
Your eyes drift past me, like I’m not there,
I’m right beside you — you don’t even care.

[Chorus 1]
Quiet thunder,
Growing under,
I’m losing my light
’cause you won’t fight.
I opened up,
you closed enough,
My words fall flat in the empty air—
Why can’t you just share it?
Your distant calm hurts,
you pretend I’m fine,
You walked off,
left me behind,
How is that fair
to me?..
[post-chorus]
hurt heart by you
my heart feels pain
my heart-voice
my twisted brain
in my heart
eternal rain
Your silence drives me insane

 [Verse 2] 
I kept asking myself if your heart was ever true,
Was I someone you cared for, or just convenient for you?
You said you didn’t love me, never told me why,
And I would’ve forgiven you for every single lie.

You walked over me like I had nothing to give,
Now I’m on stage — hear the crowd scream the way I live.
Maybe with you I never knew what “happy” meant,
But you never loved me — just loved the power I spent.

my voice break

thanks you

[Chorus 1]
Quiet thunder,
Growing under,
I’m losing my light
’cause you won’t fight.
I opened up,
you closed enough,
My words fall flat in the empty air—
Why can’t you just share it?
Your distant calm hurts,
you pretend I’m fine,
You walked off,
left me behind,
How is that fair
to me?..
[post-chorus]
hurt heart by you
my heart feels pain
my heart-voice
my twisted brain
in my heart
eternal rain
Your silence drives me insane

[Final Chorus] 
I hit the stage with bleeding hands and shattered veins,
Still singing out for you through all the hurt and pain.
Don’t carry guilt for what I chose to do
It was my call, I’m sorry that I left you too.

[Breakdown]
Hear me
feel me
Please me
Hear me
feel me
Please me
fucking pain
silence after rain
in the dark
my
pain
pain
after rain
your choice 
hit me
voice hurt me
after shout
shout
shout
shout
breath

I begged you once to stay, now I fade from your life,
This is my last scream of love before the night.
Please hear these words and hold them when I’m gone—
Be happy now…
but live your life without me on.


[Outro] 
hurt heart by you
my heart feels pain
my heart-voice
my twisted brain
in my heart
eternal rain
Your silence drives me insane
Hear me
feel me
Please me
leave me forever

YOUR SILENCE DRIVES ME INSANE

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