Parallel ft. Emo Fruits (prod. V-E Beats)

R.I.P. to @deco-slush . 

I'll be back soon with more new music, thank you to everyone who waited.

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Kenny x Big Melancholy - Blurry Vision

A notes page with a paragraph
That I can’t bare to read
Allude to it in conversation
You play hard to keep
Underwhelm my expectation
So I set you free
Flamethrower lover, 
A friends not what I need

Bite your tongue
Tell me what I’m like
A trail of bread crumbs
Into a goodbye

When I met your father
On the seventh wearing fleece
The sweater you picked out
At goodwill made in Italy
Intuitive & introspective
Naive & nineteen
Flamethrower lover,
Why do this to me?

Bite your tongue
Tell me what I’m like
A trail of crumbs
Into a goodbye

naive & nineteen

Beautiful Strangers

Silence

she give me hope yeah
not a lot but it's enough
this music shit can get embarrassin' 
i'm feelin' déjà vu right now

she keep my hopes up yeah 
she don't make me feel like anyone else
i wish that i could be better off for her yeah
i wish that i could be a lawyer or a craftsman 
shit what happened to me

she give me hope hope hope hope
yeah she give me hop she give me hope hope hope hope 
i wish that i could be a lawyer or a real estate agent 
what happened to me yeah

what the fuck happened to me
what the fuck happened to me 
what the fuck happened to me 

what the fuck happened to me
what the fuck happened to me
what the fuck happened to me 
i don't care but

she keep my hopes up yeah
not too much but it's enough
this music shit can get embarrassing 
feel like i'm havin' déjà vu
feel like i'm havin' déjà vu 
ooh
feel like i have déjà vu
ooh
déjà vu

déjà vu

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LYRICS:

my mama think i made it
i ain’t even famous
u talking bout the same shit
so my pretty ass lane switched

my heart is on vacation
but i ain’t ever say shit
cus love is always vacant
and full of complications

my mama think i made it
i ain’t even famous
u talking bout the same shit
so my pretty ass lane switched

my heart is on vacation
but i ain’t ever say shit
cus love is always vacant
and full of complications

she think i’m pretty when the lights dim honest
i could be there whenever u need me promise
i been goin harder doin better than him stop it
competition loves to talk shit so toxic

i just wish we could spend time with each other
remember all the times we shared w one another
i think about u all the time u occupy my mental
seasons come and go but baby my love is eternal

my mama think i made it
i ain’t even famous
u talking bout the same shit
so my pretty ass lane switched

my heart is on vacation
but i ain’t ever say shit
cus love is always vacant
and full of complications

my mama think i made it
i ain’t even famous
u talking bout the same shit
so my pretty ass lane switched

my heart is on vacation
but i ain’t ever say shit
cus love is always vacant
and full of complications

complications *p. nxcturnal*

Mastered by Prodbyjono
Produced by Rodger

Lyrics:

Here we are not whole again 
Question what’s wrong inside my head 

This time I realise that i was the one who was the fool 
I’m sorry for the things I made you do 
I understand if you just leave me too 

Clung to you hoped we’d drown 
All I did was weigh you down 
I came I saw, feels like I was never there
Still singing songs about your hair 
Scars on my arm open again
Every time I sleep I’m near the end 


I’m not alright now 
Turn all the lights out 
I’d rather die than go without you

not now

[+] i just need silence.
* prod by @misterperson *

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LYRICS:

and every time
you think that you goin’ hold me back
swear to god i’ll spazz
that’s just goin be facts lil bitch
i’ma laugh, right in yo face
what do you say?
well that sounds nice
you do the most, well i do it twice
so i think it’s time, so i think it’s fine

i can’t fall asleep with silence
i feel like im dyin
suffocate my lungs with your eyelids
i think i’ll be fine bitch

they dap me up i just look in they face
i see the real and the fake
baby you minimum wage
i just been getting them plays
keep that mouth shut tight
sike, you talk alot for the likes
that’s where we differ in life
i just been getting real high

i just need silence
i’ll cover your eyelids
leave you dead in the dirt
got some blood on my shirt
feelin this hurt

spotify + apple music

silence

All Night (Prod. WeirdLove)

blu </3

.
.
.
u know i love gettin numb
u know i dont feel no love
on my own and u know i dont give a fuck
now im feelin blue inside the club
now im feelin blue inside the club
sumthin purple it be drippin down my cup
seein red 
see the beam from the gun
smokin green till the smoke fill my lungs

ice cream truck on the block 
i got her runnin
got no time for the talk
but we fuckin
u use to hate my lifesyle 
now u love it
if i blow up
will u come be my company

girl can u hold me down 
every bitch that i loved 
i dont know them now
yeah they lovin emo fruits in the underground
will they love me even more when im underground
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
yeah yeah yeah 
girl can u hold me down 
every bitch that i loved 
i dont know them now
yeah they lovin emo fruits in the underground
will they love me even more when im underground
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
.
.
.
<3

-emo fruits aka IM REALLY FUXXXXIN SAD RNNNN >::::(((

BLU (jtpark)

lyrics:

I got what I want but it feel like ain’t nothin’ changed I wanna waste time
I’m stuck in a fake world with dream girls like Coraline 
They all sound the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? (Gimme a break now)
Yeah I took what I wanted but it feel like my demons stay no matter what life
I live in a fake world with fake girls I don’t try 
They all talk the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? 

Low key wanna fuck but I know that she switched up 
I been gettin’ racks but I’m spending all the cash on me, call it true love 
Ain’t nobody you can trust, nah except the plug and my mama, yeah what’s love? 
I been on the drugs cause I ain’t enough but I feel good when I’m fucked up

It’s hard to think about when shawty fuckin’ all my brains out 
Way too gone to think about the pain now, or come down (I’m in love with it)
Everybody switchin’ up it’s like they tryna loose me 
It really feel like I be in a movie, I don’t need you (And I don’t give a shit)

I got what I want but it feel like ain’t nothin’ changed I wanna waste time
I’m stuck in a fake world with dream girls like Coraline 
They all sound the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? (Gimme a break now) 
Yeah I took what I wanted but it feel like my demons stay no matter what life
I live in a fake world with fake girls I don’t try 
They all talk the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? 

Can you gimme a break? Can you Gimme a break? 
I’m living in a nightmare of everything I wanted, fuck the pain I’m insane you want hell? Well you got it 

Save me I’m stuck in a daydream 
I spent a lifetime pretending 
So wake me up, somebody wake me up
Nightmares and dreams are the same thing 
I spent my life always chasing them 
Wake me up, somebody wake me up

not now

DEADx

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