(Smoke On Arrival)
Smoking in a building
then i burn it down 
Wipe the tears right off my face 
I'm not getting caught for a while 
Out of style 
Unknown file 
Anonymous 
Researched 
Nothing in piles 
Not getting caught 
Now I got a smile 
Unnoticed for life 
My knife on your trial 

I feel ill 
Everyday but what is the deal 
got to appeal my death before its a steal 
Everybody steals from me 
Guarding time takes skill 
People kill for some money that's real 
What is this life and what will it wield 
Everyday moving forward to the day i might spill 

The sacred of saving 
I'm stuck in the gateway 
Of making my way to 
Changing the universe 
I've been stuck in for days 
In stages of crazy 
Insanely banging my head against anger
I'm blanking 
the world is danger 
no saving what's coming 
Its dangling 

What is home 
What is home 
When I'm in the zone of alone 
No antidote 
in the mode of suicidal notes 

Sing a song 
When I'm gone 
Keep me close 
I Won't make it long 
This world forgets 
How it felt when we would tag along

(Thousand Dollar Fine)  
What am i even doing right 
I'm a Product of my environment 
Fighting every night to survive 

All these visions change up my goal 
Been Feeling dead like life is dull 
Yet my soul is hanging on to a toll 

Cost of death i don't  know the price
some people die but we don't realize 
Everyday is timed 

Fuck up broken it is all the same 
Rip my heart out right it on the curb and do your thing 
made a stain inside of my veins I am pain 

I am fine 
Fine fine fine 

Now I am dying dying dying dying 

I got killed but they made me feel alive 
It was skill that they had me hypnotized
Sigh Sigh 

I got fooled for something 
Your assumptions of me are just really something your mind is so toxic i don't want it near me 
glad youre dumping me

(Negative Input)
Always smoking weed with a disguise 
My disliked Mind

let me fall for stories and break my spine
Human kind died 
 
Ducked then covered up I'm gonna give it up 
I gotta fight 
after life 
Im hoping to rhyme while im getting high 
But i know it'll be left behind 

Locked inside a vault 
In a maze 
No escape 
Caught now youre erased
I'm amazed that 
You even made it this far 
Before feelings faded 
You made me suffocate 
Your mistakes but i decay 

They tell me quit this music work a  9-5 
Now i have this drive to prove them wrong 
I know My mind will strive 
Starving for so long i know its wrong but I'm revived
Now its time to make this money to know that ill survive 
So make life yours before you die 

Hypnotized Hypnotized Hypnotized then you die 
Hypnotized Hypnotized Hypnotized then you die

(Drifting Away)
Running all the time off the laws of my dank 
What you think 
Is there hope?

Dark when i fall through the halls of my brain 
Will it make it
Through this? no 

Lining up a call with a god i cant think 
Why'd you make me so broke?

Dripping off some love from the scar that's in pain 
Was the wait worth the lows? 

Steady ready roll my mind 
I'm alone tonight 
Its time 
Suicide volume 5 
I Promise it'll be this time I'm 
Broken in a whole new light 
I'm trying to stay alive 
I'm fine
Got about one last night to say goodbye 
To this life 

Really feeling hopeless now 
Drift away slowly how 
When i get up I'm down 
Throw on an act and drown 

Wear a fucking coat in the cold 
Nothing helps when youre froze 
From the know you will die 
On the low I am broke 
On the start with no heart getting towed to the end of the road 
Drift apart from my own 

I'm outside 
In the sun instead of fried 
I am frozen 
Made of ice 
I try every night till there's tears in my eyes

Half Dead, Half Alive, Still I Thrive (Corrupted)

mixes coming every month and all samples are from scratch

1. Swept Under The Rug
2. Stop Trying If You Have To Reach
3. Density
4. Friction 
5. Waking Up At Heavens Gate
6. Contents
7. Nobody There
8. Freeing The Dead
9. Drug Dealer 
10. Transitional Spaces 
11. Consistency
12. Walking Out 
13. Reliving My Past Traumas Like Its A Dream

Unnoticed - In A State Of Constant Loss (Mix)

new music dropping weekly

Need no help no no 
Doing everything by myself huh huh
Dodging people or else ill lose my health
Fuck 
I just need to keep on going 
But i used all the words I could think of 
I dont know if im gonna sink 
Love got my fucked up 
And out of luck cause I spent it all on a dumb bitch who took off
But it was all my fault that im ug
Getting drunk just to fuck with me 
Shouldn't of grew up in a world with many options so im swept under their rug 
Ask me another question all youll get is a shoulder shrug 

Smoke went in my eyes 
I get high just to make my matter work
I find a guide 
Let me down so many times i cant trust them with my entire life 
Yeah my spine been breaking 
People taking 
Now my world is quaking 
I get hired just to get let go 
No one can change me 
Always fired i feel fine until my bank keeps on begging me to get back to work that keeps on tainting my creativity that one day will be saving me from scraping by for life

Feeding Frenzy

leftover track from my new mix coming next month 

(everyone leaves me or theyre treating me like shit 
i dont know what the fuck i did all i know is how much i give 
act like they dont)

On the grind to take control of my life 
inhale on some weed how the fuck am i now fine? 
Scraping up dimes to eat something before i die 
Dating them when they're 4s leaving me when they transform to a 9 
They don't like nice guys only telling me lies 
Couldn't afford the shit we did all the time 
now theyre telling me just to push forward 
but im stuck at the bottom wishing we didn't dine 
Sorry that you got bored 
And i turned you to a whore
Always begging for more 
After Pushing me away with the thousandth line 

(unnoticed)

Looking at idols avoiding the bible 
The people around me are killing me ignoring my vitals 
Now everyone is becoming a rival 
Blending in with the crowd that feels suicidal

(everyone leaves me or theyre treating me like shit 
i dont know what the fuck i did all i know is how much i give 
act like they dont)

Stuck To My Lazy Side

Another day that i woke up in a motherfucking grave
Using credit cards so i can try to fucking change
Im still the same
Its not going my fucking way
Homie no its not
Ive been home a lot
Cause theyre fake

Entertain another drain
Now my life and passions have been drained
They wont think i made it until they see 100k inside my bank but the second that you blink the world you're seeing will disintegrate
I told you all that i wont wait

I cant afford shit cause im fucking poor
Always torn if i should leave the world with holes 
getting stabbed by friendly swords 
give me a couple years to finally be on tour and on billboards 
right above where i was fighting a mental war
The world changes faster when you're torched
Turning fire into more
I got demons taking over
Hitting start over before falling deeper in this hole
I got goals
But they're gone
Now im old
Draped in mold instead of gold

What am i doing right if i cant catch up to my fucking peers?
it appears that im losing but im winning when my futures getting near
i dont have any fear
Shed a tear after killing the old version of myself that couldn't steer

Gain a 100k
Ima gain a 100k
Ima gain a 100k
If i can find out how to change

Landing

Sold my soul for a dollar i don't even own anymore 
Storing all my feelings underneath the floor 
Dig them back out when I need em never feed em to another soul 
Everybody leaving me inside the cold after warming up their goals 
Now i dont even know who i am anymore 
Its all the same things ive been dealing with before 
Everything always coming back and forth 
People wanting more and more slowly turning me into a corpse 

Paint another masterpiece then I up and leave 
burning all my currency just to currently see 
who is really friends with me 
Betting there is zero but we will wait and see 
had a team but they keep infecting me 

Effected negatively so I'm on leave 
We've been living lives they can't seem to see
Honey isn't for the fly's enjoy the shit watching me enjoy your dreams 
There is no free ride in this life hard work gives relief

Worrying Too Much

happy halloween

1. Inside Voice (0:00)
2. Night Terrors (2:00)
3. The Devil Made Me Do It (4:35)
4. Sacrificing Creatures (6:53)
5. Go! (8:25)
6. Exorcism At Midnight (10:25)
7. Graveyard Panic Attacks (12:00)
8 False Statements (13:20)
9 Hunting For Brains (14:55)
10. Court Documents (16:20)
11. Sudden Shock (17:50)

You Cant Ward Off A Ghost

All these people speaking in my head
I’ve been begging to stop 
Your heart fled and now mine is about to stop 
a full life of regrets yet your my biggest flop 
I don’t know why I’m still here when I’m feeling so lost 

Life is fucked up because I’ve been forgot 
Pushed them all away cause without rest Ima drop 
Loved but then it stopped 
Every time they need me I feel empty a lot 
Got my hopes up just to get dropped 
Feeling like I got robbed of my feelings but im a man so I have to be tough 

Fuck that cut the cuffs
Hoes turning me into dust 
Tarnished after gaining some rust 
people throw me out before we could build trust 
but once I got money they’ll love what I’ve done 
Luckily Im not dumb unfortunately I’ll forever stay numb 
Alone in my rut 
Another cut added until I bleed out on my rug 
Find my body covered in bugs 
Thinking what have you done 


All these people speaking in my head
I’ve been begging to stop 
Your heart fled and now mine is about to stop 
a full life of regrets yet your my biggest flop 
I don’t know why I’m still here when I’m feeling so lost 

I told you I’ll find out but they think they’ll never get caught 
They say they love me but next week they leave me to rot 
Stressing to impress these people with a mind of fake thoughts 
don’t know why I thought I loved you when you let me get lost

Let Me Rest

album got corrupted so i just dropped how it sounded 

Shhh go to sleep 
When I wake from this constant bad dream 
I’m all alone again 
Know they’ll leave
Again why am I letting it fucking hurt me?
Miserable for just a grand 
Tired of people who don’t understand 
Yeah I’m stuck on a plant cause it helps me with my plans 
So I can stay on route 
I’ve been dodging all their doubt 
Talent motivation and hard work is the only thing thatll help you out 
Inhaling on some loud 
Now I’m not allowed 
Back into the world I was raised I’m kicked out
family sick of hearing me out 
Cut off all my friends to make some weak sounds 
I haven’t seen anybody for some weeks now 

Is this life? I don’t know 
I just thought i could make them happy later down the road 
But now our world is ending 
I Couldn’t see it when I was always stoned 
I know soon my stomach problems will turn me to a ghost 
I need somebody friendly i don’t provoke 
Tired of being broke 
Seed this music my girl let go 
That I got to know
Afraid of letting go

Walk In Slowly

album got corrupted so i just dropped how it sounded

Missing The Old Days

album got corrupted so i just dropped how it sounded


Hiding what I’m doing yea 
my friends are copy cats 
I’ve been sick from years of feeling useless 
Now I’m stacking a bunch of diamond plaques 
My mind in class while you’re sitting on your fucking ass 
Take a hit then I laugh 
No one wants to take all these steps forward 
There’s no never coming back 
Beggers can’t be choosers how bout that 
They made me sad 
Now they’re watching thinking about the life we could’ve had 
Too late
Damage trait
All the things I gained once you left my life that day
Hard work pays off 
Sick of seeing people living like they’re already in the graveyard 
Walked off all my burdens 
I wish god talked 

Thinning as I’m sitting barely eating 
Everyday we’re digging at the life we’re given 
Wasting it on another villain 
So now it’s time for me to make a killing 
Soon I’ll be winning

Copy Cats

album got corrupted so i just dropped how it sounded


Let me gain then throw it all away 
Since nothing even means a fucking thing
I should learn to let go and never be afraid 
To ever lose hitting snooze 
Late to work see the crew
Anxiety in me brews since I’m new
Out the door back to music all night up till noon 
Hoodie on staying don’t belong only fuck with a few 
Introverted only see me once or two 
Staying away from groups that let me fall and stay inside a loop
Getting reduced 

I got a pistol but my core values are fighting my mental 
Life is detrimental when nothing is sentimental 
Getting scammed by the dental
Doctors got me sicker in my rental 
Insurance insuring my death is settled 
medals for going mental 

Playing the chello or a flute I couldn’t tell you 
Staying away from fellows 
That are still zero trynna take me down to their level hiding in highs keeping me mellow 
Tired of searching for gold
With others who keep keeping me low 
Working on growth with time I devote 
While they’re still learning to float 

Concentrating on what I can change 
People always leave me feeling the same 
So now I’m focused on improving my brain
Escaping from the old pain
excuses gets the soul drained 
Never proving myself I need a soul plane 
Stomach drops the second I hear my phone rang 
Who could it be is it for me 
Another person from my old gang 
Only hitting me at their lows 
Gain nothing Before you get something from me I’ll die from old age 

Trynna live my life but it’s hard when you’re hypnotized 
Want a bitch that doesn’t dip 
But fuck a swipe 
Competition making me lose my mind 
So I told you I am hard to find 
Christian in the day 
Disturbed and twisted in the night 
Flicking the bic get severely fried 



Luckily my sword is brave when I need to fight 
Pray to the lord hoping I can change my life 
Dimming the light to realign my sight 
When I need advice I pull out my vice and explain the whys 
Telling myself I’m fine when I’m almost out of gigabytes

Core Values

album got corrupted so i just dropped how it sounded

Mixing all my struggles with my vice 
Exhaling something nice just for once huh 

I don’t understand how we miss each other
But we can’t stand the way we make each other feel on a hill with my pills I feel killed
Better just to throw me off and burn my bills
Haven’t had a meal for so long 
But I don’t give a damn I’m used to being damaged 
Pain is my love language barely standing 
On my own two feet sudden leap the reaper here to reap what I took for granted 
I’m rebranded 
Why is everyone so demanding

Fighting off a disease inside my body 
I wanted to leave but they wouldn’t let me 
Chevy ready red and treading
Counting up souls ive been collecting 
Change into them they’re all worth defending  

I’ve been going mental 
Heard them saying let him 
Good riddance 
I’m not driven until Ive risen 
If you have an ism I don’t have no time to listen 
All the time their killing has me wishing I didn’t give in to the bitching 
Already saw them quitting before starting 
My time will be hidden 
Life isn’t worth living if you don’t have someone there with you 
Show the world my loneliness 
In Hopes the one i want will come back to find me but my diamond doesn’t deserve the mining constant fighting 
Lies been hiding 
unwinding back the years may seem surprising 
But in it you may find  (bud)
it was just hard times keeping you from flying and growing old together but people only want what’s better so I write this letter hoping some kid will learn from the mistakes I made and never settle for lesser

I Still Miss You

i dont need help
I just had another dream 
i see myself slipping back to my routine
drowning whenever i work as a fucking team
do the heavy lifting 
i dont ever ask for a single thing
now im single because im tired of not being me
people climb my mental turn me into a lousy human being 
geeze
keeping my head down as a plant another seed 
why do i believe in everybody before believing in me

explain my pain under breathe 
another 8th to my chest
it pays a visit to my head
checking in how you doing? 
dead
ive been leaking out regret
always freaking out my guests
instead of asking they just take a guess
visit with me i promise ill let you leave in peace 
instead of pieces
attach the cost of death
to afraid to take a bet on yourself 
so youre trading up your life for a check 
blend in with a debt until the crowd brings me down to death

im a ghost 
in the night fall i control my host 
dead dead
get a phone call from the afterlife its slow
ive been in a hole writing out my goals
everybody in my life telling me to hold
stopping me from being able to catapult
so im home back at this computer 
rotting until night comes im done

Distance

THE DIVINE COMEDY(LIFE SUCKS SOMETIMES)

Tracklist -
00:00 / the juke box from the haunted inn
1:10 / lets shake on it
3:53 / bloody murder
5:50 / honey! wrong side of the road
9:01 / this place gives me goosebumps
7:01 / crazy eddie (interlude) 
9:14 / headless corpse on a kawasaki
11:42 / see you later alligator
13:25 / 50/50 chance we might die tonight
15:17 / smooth ride on death night
17:57 / i think we were poisoned

Halloween Murder

TRACKLIST - 
1.SOLITUDE 00:00 - 1:40 
2.MAY I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION PLEASE 1:40 - 2:00
3.LIFE SUCKS 2:00 - 3:20
4.MIRAGE 3:20 - 4:30 
5.FEELING GUILTY 4:34 - 5:35
6.WATCH YOUR BACK THEY'RE FAKE AROUND HERE 6:00 - 7:44
7.COFFIN RIDE 7:44 - 9:34
8.INTERLUDE 9:35 - 9:50 
9.GOT CAUGHT STEALING WHAT WAS MINE 9:58 - 11:15
10.A WALK THAT LASTED A LIFETIME 11:15 - 13:30 
11.FLAT TIRE 13:45 - 15:25 
12.DRIVING IN THE DARK 15:25 - 16:20 
13.I WISH WE DIDN'T DREAM 16:20 - 17:56 
14.TECHNOLOGICAL BREAKDOWN 17:57 - 20:15 
15.THIS SMOKE BURNS DOWN MY BURDENS 20:15 - 21:40

We All Struggle Just To Fail

Tracklist: 
1. Vicious Cycle (Adults Only)
2. A Burning Man 
3.(Pleased To Know You Didnt Come Back)
4. Unpopular 
5. Stuck In The Middle Of Death

Dont You Use Me Again

Tracklist:
1. No Breaks - 00:16
2. Slightly Mutual - 2:00
3. 9 AM - 3:15
4. Bedbound - 4:09
5. Addicted To Something - 4:55
6. Subtle Misunderstanding - 6:25
7. Paid Time Off - 8:12
8. Unsafe Community - 9:57 
9. Head Down In Shame - 12:00
10. Were All Getting Old - 13:36
11. A Day Before - 15:53 
12. How Am I Doing - 18:00
13. Death Tax - 20:07
14. Dont Be So Full Of Yourself - 22:02
15. Thing Were Better Back In The Day - 23:10

After All, Im Still Frozen

Take A Stab At It - ?/?/2020
Lyrics:
I'm tired of these friends that act like foes 
I'm unnoticed yet you notice when I dont do what I'm told 
I don't give a fuck about you or me let me set the board 
With negative numbers 
I'm negative somewhere 
You Put me on hold 
Since you hate what im saying 
I dare you to look into the eyes of gold to twist up your brain 
Pushing away this Pain its a magnet that's staying 
Always stagnant so you hate me cause you stay in your lane 
You're a lame
When this Jealousy aims 
Taking what you say with a grain 
As I'm gaining my range 
Unhinge my head until in driven insane

I'm in trouble 
I can level out myself when meeting the devil 
You think Im speaking evil but I'm walking through levels 
To level up myself and double 
Shadow greeting the weak at wherever they settle 
Im Going subtly mental 
The quiet type is digging for words 
That are worth more when careful 
I suck at taking time to burn through apparel 
Appearance looking close to nearing with a piece of this barrel 
I'm saying peace and deleting if not I got several 

Questions 

Like Why am I here living walking with depression 

Lessons 

I'm not impressed with your possessions 

Guessing 
My Impression always questioned 
Grind my teeth from all the stressing 
Wonder if I'll die for your direction 
Middle finger in the sky cause fuck intentions 
Only worried about my succession 

Drown below 
But I got eyes of gold 
I Drown below 
But I got eyes of gold 
Drown below 
but i got eyes of gold
I Drown below 
but I'm so cold

Unnøticed

Popular tracks