Stuff that didn’t blend in… both with similar subject matter.

Resilience / Effectuate

Lyrics

Verse 1
I worked my hardest but I’ve never worked my hardest when it came to self improvement
Unleashed the barghest on the con artist
Took him to downtown, showed him stinky eiderdowns
Felt he’s to centered on his ego and he never entered once into the conversation 
Tried to learn my self awareness cause I used to be so feminine like, in fairness, there was spareness
Was introverted, had a lack of self accountability
So I always skirted when the opportunity was representable 
And no, not rentable
I just avoided problems when the problem was my own incompetence
I didn’t have my dominance, especially when it came to dopamine 
Gave myself a lot of false hits, addiction at fifteen
You feel the friction, then it’s hard to stop the action
I used to think depictions were exaggerated
Until I translated the words to my brain, and now I see the problem
I kept debating, but I accepted it, I’m trying to change
I’m trying to rearrange my problems, so I can be the man.
A man with confidence and posture
I see a bunch of crack impostures
I got the feeling that the ones I used to chat with are sealing up their biography
Thermography procedure on the back turners, they were scared of getting caught inside the cancel culture
Now they’re in the sericulture, creeping in like vultures
Just because they found your current hobbies
Making copies, and spreading a bunch of defamation
Release your cation
Don’t be a narcissist 
Or show your fascistic tendencies
Then reveal all your dependencies
Pockets full of bloody white lies
The spite feelings seeing everybody suffer in one way
That’s just the fact of Gen Z, the gender wars, rip the fender
Smack the equal movers
Don’t kill the future population with the ‘Men are trash’
And Women are Trash
Cessation’s already alive and moving
Just try to self improve
Then they will all approve
We’ll all be functioning and back to normal
Be at the formal, eating tofu, going costal
Traveling to the hostel
Out on top of mountains, spraying fountains
Pinging pagers for the agers 
Show them how we’re all improving
And once again, soon, we’ll all be moving

Effectuate

Effectuate [Prod. Cushty Beats]

Lyrics

Verse 1
Back out here in the suburbs, remembering my upbringing
Back in the days when we were down there in the creek with stones
While all the other kids were in their clubs, singing a bunch of la la la in cones just so the crowd could hear their voices
I, never was an outgoing sociable person
But I, was always able to be negotiable about the games we played
Island hopping, claiming land like we were pirates
By the muddy waters, until our parents called us in to eat our carrots

Verse 2
But when the time came when we had started to grow up
It’s time to move the cargo, ship it off and build another life
Walk in strife, and stab away the past with a knife
Till the memories you had were just an afterthought
Cause if you tie the knot, the knot will come loose
You can’t erase the past but you taught your kids a fake past
You didn’t want to hold yourself accountable, keeping you in last place
With that mentality, I’ll blast you off away in space

Verse 3
I shut myself away, I felt the world was so against me
But then I sensed the peoples thoughts, and that’s how I learned
You can’t just be afraid because your scared what others think
But think what they might, and soon, you’ll see another rink
Don’t be scared of your past and what you used to be
It’s in the past for a reason, don’t be your enemy
Think too much about it, you’re confused
So remember, keep the foot on the gas, to reach the clemency

Resilience / Effectuate

Young Soul