Confide

Lost My Cool

Who To Talk To feat. icon

I Know - Tokyo - made on Bandlab

Lyrics:

I know.
I’m not shit.
I fuck up all the time,
that’s how it is.
Getting high all day,
I see no end.
I was stuck in my old ways,
but now, I don’t mean shit.

Think I know what I’m doing,
No.
But I don’t know what I’m doing,
Wrong.

Yes,
I still get high.
Just kicking back,
& letting time fly.
Now I fucked up,
Yeah, I realized.
This ain’t no game,
Bitch, it’s real life.

Don’t know what to do,
Is this real? Like,
I was fucking with you,
until last night.
So now, I’m lost & confused,
just like last time.
Stuck, I don’t know what to,
this shit don’t feel right.
So, I don’t want to make a move, 
I fucked up all mine.
I don’t want someone to lose,
& fuck with my mind.

Now I’m all alone.
I don’t know what’s going on.
I’ve been losing all control,
I’ve just been alone for so long.
I don’t know where to go.
I fucked up,
I don’t know what went wrong.
I don’t want to be all alone,
but It seems I’m going down that road.

I know,
I’m not shit.k
I fuck up all the time,
that’s how it is.
Getting high all day,
I see no end.
I was stuck in my old ways,
but now I don’t mean shit.
I know,
I’m not shit.
I fuck up all the time,
that’s how it is.
Getting high all day,
I see no end.
I was stuck in my old ways,
But now I don’t mean shit.

I Know

Lyrics:
prod. siem spark

You think I don't know,
about what's been going on,
but, You couldn't be more wrong,
and I've been all alone,
It's been way too long,
Smoking runtz on the road,
I've been way too gone

It's been way too long,
Still, I gave it my all.
Still don't know what I did wrong,
but, It's all my fault.
I just know that I've been alone,
It's been way too long.
Now I don't know where to go,
I've been way too lost.

Smoking Runtz on the road.
What’s for real and what’s for show?
Don’t got no love inside, it ain’t what I need.
That bitch loves to lie, get her away from me.
If we playing games, I’m gonna play for keeps.
It’s nothing new, she left me to bleed.
I thought you cared, hoe, it ain’t what it seems.
I don’t want to try, no, I don’t want you to leave.

You think I don’t know,
about what’s been going on.
but, you couldn’t be more wrong.
I’ve been all alone, it’s been way too long.
Smoking Runtz on the road, I’ve been way too gone.

You like me way too much,
I don’t know why. 
I’m getting faded all the time,
I’ve been way too high.
I don’t know what I did wrong,
Now I’m stuck inside my mind.
Now everyone I had is gone,
I can’t seem to get it right.

!iEcl!pse
I’ve been dealing with it way too long.
Ain’t a happy, it’s a sad song.
Tired of dealing with all the stress.
These medicines getting complicated,
no wonder I’m hyperventilating.
Doing drugs to calm me down,
but I’ve been intoxicated. 
Overdose like “Will I make it?”
I don’t know but I’m frustrated.
Scared but I know I can take it.
My anxiety got me shaking,
is this really real?
I don’t know but I’m fixated.
All these drugs are crazy.

Way Too Long feat. !iEcl!pse

Chorus
Oh I don’t know, 
What did I do wrong?
I took the blame, 
but it wasn’t even on me hoe,
You say I fuck around
Told me it was all my fault,
From the start something felt off,
and I really wanted to be wrong

Uh, and I know I’m worthless
But I know you weren’t worth it,
I thought what we had was picture perfect
Oh no no no,
My heart’s still hurting

Verse 1
I’m, lost and confused
I’m, tryna help myself out
I’m my own bad influence 
But you make me want to put it all down

Hey, what’s, going on,
Ayy, Why do I still make these songs,
Wait, I think I’m still living life all wrong
Gotta, change, so I can right my wrongs,
Straight from the, brain 
I don’t write these songs,
I’m in, pain, this just all my thoughts,
I’m in the rain, head clouded, I’m lost,
Day to, day, contemplate
Won’t talk
I’m ashamed, knew it was all gon fall,
It’s a, shame, didn’t wanna wait that long,
Sorry, ayy, I don’t like hopping on calls,
Ayy, I don’t talk about shit,
I make songs

I, keep it all inside, 
this is my getaway,
I stay getting high, 
it don’t help anyway,
I think life’s a lie, 
I don’t trust anything,
No, I don’t like anyone, anyway

I won’t lie,
Since you came around 
I’m feeling a little better ayy,
I don’t want you by my side,
Everyone that comes around 
Just ends up leaving anyways.

Chorus #2
Oh, I don’t know 
What did I do wrong,
I took the blame,
But it wasn’t even on me hoe,
Say I fuck around,
Told me it was all my fault,
From the start something felt off,
I wanted to be wrong,
Oh, I know I’m worthless 
But I know you weren’t worth it,
Thought what we had was picture perfect,
Oh no no no,
My hearts still hurting 

Verse #2
I won’t slow down,
But I’ll pick up the pace,
So tired of the drama,
I just stay out the way,
I really wanna talk to you,
But I stay getting baked,
If you leave me right here, 
There ain’t no one to blame,
I wouldn’t even be mad, I’m an asshole,
I’m sure you’d be glad, if it all goes,
No I don’t talk, because I know it’s all wrong,
I really fuck with you,
But don’t know if you’ll hold on

I’m, lost in my mind,
It’s been a long ass time,
What am I gon find?
Getting played by these hoes,
I don’t even know why,
It’s been way too long,
Get it out of my mind.

Chorus #3
Oh, I don’t know,
What did I do wrong?
I took the blame,
But it wasn’t even on me hoe.
You say I fuck around,
Told me it was all my fault,
From the start something felt off,
and I really wanted to be wrong.

Worthless

What did I say?
It’s always been the same
Prescription drugs really numb the pain
Still sad now I just can’t elaborate 
Still lost, Now i’m all alone again
All alone in my head, there’s no escape
All the time we spent, what a waste
All the things we did, what a shame

No,
No no no no no no no,
Woah woah woah,
I’m lost
All alone lone lone 
With my thoughts
I don’t know know know,
What you’re on
I don’t know what you’re doing
Why are you still hanging on?
I don’t know what you’re doing,
How’d you easily move on?
No I don’t know why I tried so hard,
We didn’t even get along.
I loved you more than you realized,
But you had to do me wrong.
I don’t know what I’m doing.
Why am I still hanging on?
I thought we got shot by Cupid,
But I was the only one.
No, I don’t make shit up when they leave,
I just let it be.
I don’t know if anyone will see anything in me,
But I’ll just wait and see.

What did I say?
Its always been the same.
Prescription drugs really numb the pain.
Still sad, now I just can’t elaborate.
Still lost, now I’m all alone again.
All alone in my head, there’s no escape.
All the time we spent, what a waste.
All the things we did, what a shame.

No,
You broke me down
Because I have nobody else.
I know you’re not going through this on your own,
You went and got somebody’s help.
I can’t help, I’ve been on my own,
I can’t even save myself.
Doing too much coping with being alone
I’m just ruining my health
Lost or confused? 
I don’t know.
Stuck, making music, all alone.
Don’t know my rights, from my wrongs.
I’ve been lost, all along.

Always Been The Same

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