sever

mathy ballad beat, works best at higher volume.

casper

heart//break

dissipate [beat]

begin [beat]

attention deficit [beat]

untold [beat]

emo rap shit. inconsistent recording and some stumbles.

LYRICS:

tryna fix myself but i keep falling down
got offered help but i turned into a clown
known only as that bitch with a frown
keep tellin myself that i'll turn it around

ive been lost again and now im getting reckless
tripped over my ego and shattered it to pieces
im allergic to your bullshit but still huff your diseases
i cant fuckin wait until all of this ceases
outta my mind but still stuck in my head
the craziest of thoughts still fill me with dread
she'll pick anyone else but me instead
still waiting for the capsize that leaves me dead
work way too hard for too little bread
i sulk alone when i curl up in bed
never really hungry but im quite underfed
feet draggin feeling like my boots full of lead

oh no, are those withdrawals?
is my drinking problem so far from resolved?
aint been sippin in bathroom stalls
but im still drinkin to feel 10 feet tall
mind on some bullshit i hide in my apartment
lights are all off as i withstand the bombardment
hide all my secrets away in this locked up compartment
i dont have that much but take these words on this parchment

drowning in my liquor
finna meet the ripper
poison in the beaker
bitch ive been the fuckin reaper
murder a beat like ill murder a bride
wordplay and rhythm and annoying ass lines 
say love comes easy but its been hard to find
one day i hope someone will truly be mine

i want to get better but this wet sand pulls quick
all of the therapy and medication, they dont help with shit
i cant help myself with all my ego and sharp wit
life requires more than elbow grease and some grit
i was unlucky that i never died young
couldve died with ignorance of what is to come
eternity a prison from which we cannot run
what is the point of existing when it all leads to none

worldviews are shaped by microcosms in our brains
our perceptions aint nothing but the waxing and wanes
our eyes are a window but we see through the panes
our lives are a blip in the universal game
how do we cope knowing this existence means nothing
thoughts that i ponder as i clean the bowl that im stuffing
my vision is flawed and my mind always bluffing
is anything real or is this all just debugging

dread [demo]

dm me to use anything! all free for now :)

bittercxp

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