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Night time

love you all

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https://lontalius.lnk.to/surrender

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sleep thru ur alarms

LYRICS: 
I can't see through 
The tension in the air
So thick you could
Cut right through it

I can't seem to
Look you in the eyes
So scared of what
Your gaze will say

The silence pervades 
My every atom
Can't bring myself to face
Your reaction

(Let go of your inhibitions
Fall back onto yourself
See the patterns that surround you
Don't let yourself spiral again)

I can't see through
The look on your face
Is this the calm
Before the storm

Every word that
Spills out of my mouth
A sign of my
Anxiety

Avert my eyes
And hope you have mercy
About to faint
But let me down gently

Take me back to where I belong
I'm not made to have loved
I'm not here to be strong
I'm a coward
I have no spine
How can I face the truth
When you're not meant to be mine

I can't seem to
Hear what you say
Your words fall on
The deafest ears

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Spineless (demo)

Spring Time Blues

isn't it frustrating
how fastly things could change
in a span of a year

bliss is really nice
but when you were gone
i seem to lose the fight

poetry about you
aggravating yet satisfying
you are a work of art
misleading yet so beautiful

it's harder to leave
when you are the only one on my mind
it's getting darker in this 
shallow heart of mine
isn't it dreadful
how we could have been

we could have been

late nights are for lonely people 
laying awake hardly lying peaceful 
my mind is restless with the thoughts of you
and all the things you do 
i can hardly close my eyes

late nights are for lonely people

Library Lady

MAYBE this had to go to waste 
Didn't feel the same 
Caught in the old mess
MAYBE your love just faded away 
With nothing more to say 
But something still remained 


MAYBE  it's not my place to say
What went wrong with this 
Old love … this Old love

MAYBE I've gone to far to say
That I don't feel the same 
Lost in this Old place 

Maybe it's not my place to say
What went wrong with this 
Old love… this Old love

MAYBE

A very early song of mine I finally recorded for my EP 'Disposable Love'
You can find it on Spotify and what not if that's your vibe!
Pic by @alyciarubulis

//LYRICS//

Cause I don't know you but I'd like to know you 
If you know what I mean 
I might not like you but I doubt that I won't like you 

Roses are red, violets are blue 
and I think I'm in love with you 
Making me blush every time that I'm with you 

Something about you that make's me wanna light up inside 
It's to do with you eyes 
Nothing you say or do is ever gonna change my mind 
Cause I'm in love 

Roses are red, violets are blue 
and I think I'm in love with you 
Making me blush every time that I'm with you

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A Shitty Love Song

bedside kites - a sad song about a girl i no longer know

i accidentally deleted all of my ultrabeat samples so i ended up using a restoration hardware box and some mini maracas i found under my bed for the beat im deaaad does anyone want to send me a drumkit folder or buy me a drumset pls

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do what u say u will
i should really take my own advice
like i bit a bitter pill
shouldve learned made the same mistake twice
had a feeling i was a fool
now i know its true!!

the kind of bitterness i just can't shake
someone help me get rid of this aftertaste

forget the love i used to give
and send condolences to all my pride
the truth is hard to swallow
its alright just another thorn in my side

had a feeling it wasnt u
now i know its true
NOTHING MATTERS ANYWAY (TBH)
someone help me get rid of this aftertaste

--
video: https://youtu.be/x1EY6KlOkJ0
// written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo

urbanation originals

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bitter pill

What I'm Looking For

bye now ! ! !


written by julie  
recorded and produced by chris arreza and the julie cool boys 
be sure to check out chris' new project (FFO toro y moi)
https://soundcloud.com/galleryplace/hello-hello
photos by daniel z
artwork by elli

really nothing

here is a little collection of sounds.

it consists of two songs and a poem.

it is intended to be listened to in this exact order because technically it is a timeline of different thoughts of feelings, related to different things.
sleeping, anxiety and abuse to my body.

I'm sorry if these  aren't very interesting to listen to, but I guess putting these here is more about me than anyone else. but if it is of use to you then that's also BEAUTIFUL

enjoy x

a fool for my demon

Yummy - Single

Yummy

Song about getting heartbroken at a party. Thanks @urbanation for singing this song with me !

Will u be there for tonight?
Will u be getting drunk?
Or getting high?
We don’t have to stay if u
Don’t want to stay it’s cool 
We’ll share our night 

Did u really cry my name 
Did u even feel the same 
Before u came 
I’m too numb to feel the pain 
Who else am I to blame 
U left me drained

Will u be there for tonight?
Will u be getting drunk?
Or getting high?
We don’t have to stay if u
Don’t want to stay it’s cool 
We’ll share our night

After Party

welcome to my decade+ long sound diary / listen to my project Brunette Champion: https://linktr.ee/brunettechampion

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send birthday party invites to brunettechampion@gmail.com

bitter pill

brunette champion [fka urbanation]

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