yolo

She called me on the phone last night 
I could tell that something wasn’t right 
Silence followed by a heavy sigh 
Said these words and she began to cry 

If I were you
I would really wanna kill myself too 
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills

He drifted into sorrow and pain 
I never knew what I could say 
To help him alleviate his ache 
I wonder what goes on inside his head

If I were you 
I would really wanna kill myself too
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills 

If I were you 
I would hurt me just to make myself feel 
I hope it heals 
Only wish to feel whole again
 
I don’t wanna live 
If everyday feels like I’m dying 
I’m hurting

Mixed by Zuirfan Jamil

If I Were You

Mike Edge

Been So Long

idk bout this but here ya go
lyrics:
baby’s got a heart
that’s crushed beneath some wine and broken starts
he’s always talking ‘bout 
how he doesn’t want anyone anyone around
still every week
I see him with another
seems like a distraction to me

you don’t know who you are
you don’t know who you are
cheap tricks and cheap guitars
cheap tricks in cheaper bars

hold her hand ‘till it breaks 
I can’t stand watching this
waiting in front of an open gate
I just want this to quit
you turn the lights off and everyone besides us 
looks the other way

you don’t know who you are
you don’t know who you are
cheap tricks and cheap guitars
cheap tricks in cheaper bars
you don’t know who you are
you don’t know who you are
cheap tricks and cheap guitars
cheap tricks in cheaper bars

cheap heart

peach

only try

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P5zxNC7-Jys

roomie wasn't here tonight so i got to record :)

original song by https://soundcloud.com/beabadoobee

soundcloud covers

beabadoobee - bobby (12:8:18, 1.08 AM)

leo - night shift

if there’s one thing you should know
it’s that i’d rather play the fool 
i’m good at showing that i care
was never one to play it cool

you could've told me all your secrets
i would’ve told you all mine back 
but you left me in the dark
and let it all just fade to black

are you gonna let it die?
you’re not even gonna try
cause you’d rather let it die
you’re not even gonna try

i tried to wish it all away
i even tried to cry it out
i worked until the break of day
drove with the music way too loud

sometimes i think i hurt your feelings 
and other times i think you're fine
i wonder if things would be different
if you had just considered mine

are you gonna let it die?
you’re not even gonna try
cause you’d rather let it die
you’re not even gonna try

// written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo
instagram.com/bianca.jpeg/
www.youtube.com/user/ocampobianca
www.urbanationmusic.bandcamp.com/

Maybe Someday

Plant Song

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beabadoobee - bobby (12:8:18, 1.08 AM)

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