<3 MYSELF FIRST - MILESHIGH 

Produced by youngspoiler
Mixed by Matthew Facca & mileshigh
Written by mileshigh
Preformed by mileshigh
additional vocals by Kathy Doors


<3 MYSELF FIRST

BILLY'S PROLOGUE

a video series of singles that released every Wednesday for three weeks leading up to the latest single release by mileshigh - 'BILLY ELLIOT'

nike's intro 
produced by sypooda
written by mileshigh
VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FFfIbwQJF2A 

cherry eyes
produced by hieloways
written by mileshigh
VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_kO05Jn4eA

gloom groove
produced by greyskies
written by mileshigh
VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7C5DTCYvCo

outcast summer
produced by pilotkid
written by mileshigh
VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hq4krVt9Cpo

outcast summer

nike's intro

Released by:
mileshigh
with s.a.d.i.e. independent 2021

Release date:
25 June 2021

Prod. by theworstkindofperson
Written by mileshigh & theworstkinfofperson
Mix & Master: Matthew Facca
mileshigh

Explicit

MADONNA

'MADONNA'

SMELL OF BLEACH*

PRODUCED BY MILESHIGH
WRITTEN BY MILESHIGH


GUITARS BY LOUISMOON
ADDITIONAL VOCALS AND BACKUPS BY GOLDMOLAR

MIXED BY MILESHIGH
CO MIXED BY SOPHIA PORTER & CHILE MPUNDU
MASTERED BY MILESHIGH

RELEASED 03/11/2022
BY MILESHIGH WITH S.A.D.I.E. INDEPENDENT

SMELL OF BLEACH*

"FREAKS" - mileshigh


Produced by mileshigh
Written by mileshigh

Cover Art by Miles Nowhere



with s.a.d.i.e independent®


FREAKS

Dead End Justice - The Runaways (REMIX)

Broke & Nasty

Broke & Nasty (feat. darian & Louis Moon)

FADING

Strangers

5OULCRU5HER v.001

Produced, Written, Recorded by Miles Nowhere

Soul Crusher

ANXIETY

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Zh9MSc12G4


prod: CRCL
mixed&mastered: mileshigh

Lyrics:

I'm fucked up
I'm not alright
I'm fucked up
don't feel right
I'm fucked up
I'm fucked up
all black can't see me with the lights on
I'm fucked up 
I'm fucked up
got pain that I can't get rid of
I'm fucked up            (I'm fucked up)
I'm fucked up           ( I'm fucked up)
you know                   (you know)
that I'm not alright (don't wanna)
far from right           (talk)
I'm not alright          (don't text me)
fucked up                 (don't call)

black jeans, cold heart
ripped up like my love, it's gone 
fuck that
fuck love 
I am too depressed for that
used to wear my heart outside my sleeve 
then she ripped it up and left me 
all fucked up
feeling like the sun don't shine for me 
emotions in the nighttime 
day time got anxiety
surrounded by these people 
I dont want near me 
so get the fuck away from me

I got social anxiety 
none of these pills help me 
full stomach but I feel empty
marijuana temporary 
but my gums still locked up
I don't ever wanna speak
I don't ever talk much 

I'm sad and low, yeah 
I feel alone, yeah
my heart is broken
my feelings loading... 
wait, up
like
wake, up 
am I in a dream  
this can't be real
daytime's a nightmare
am I in hell
5th pocket pills 
get me alright 
I still don't feel
like im alive, no 

I'm fucked up
I'm fucked up
all black can't see me with the lights off
I'm fucked up 
I'm fucked up
got pain that I can't get rid of
I'm fucked up           (I'm fucked up)
I'm fucked up           ( I'm fucked up)
you know                 (you know)
that I'm not alright (don't wanna)
far from right           (talk)
I'm not alright          (don't text me)
fucked up                 (don't call)


black jeans, cold heart
ripped up like my love, it's gone 
fuck that
fuck love 
I am to depressed for that
used to wear my heart outside my sleeve 
then she ripped and left me 
all fucked up
feeling like the sun don't shine me 
emotions in the nighttime 
day time got anxiety
surrounded by these people 
I dont want near me 
so get the fuck away from me

ANXIETY *video in the description*

holesinthedrywall 
Feat. @madimarieabel
Prod. @killedmyself

Lyrics:
[mileshigh]
stuck in a rut 
don't got what I want
everything's changing and it's got me anxious  
I'm thinking alot, Ive been thinking to much 
sitting alone inside my broken home 
that don't feel like home to me anymore
I feel so alone
yeah 
I feel so alone
empty and bored 
feeling incomplete 
I wanna cry 
but I can't cry 
I wanna scream 
till I rip my chords 
and I can't breath 
punch the wall until it's covered with me
burn me now so I can scream so loud 
scream so loud
let these demons out
fuck my life
I wanna die 
but I can't go now 

Madi Marie
(ooh, ooh, ooh)
i wanna die but i cant go now
(ooh, ooh, ooh)
i wanna die but there's no way out
stuck in this trance 
how could you let me fall through your hands
feeling absent, even my own soul told me to quit
I don't blame it
you know this, feeling repressed 
i think it's best to end it
(ooh feeling repressed i think it's best to end this)
stuck in this trance
how could you let me fall through your hands
feeling absent
(even my own soul told me to quit)
i don't blame it
you know this feeling repressed
(i don't want this)
ooh i don't want this

holesinthedrywall ft. Madi Marie (prod. killedmyself)

reject me you did that..

prod: yung skah
FT. @scummusic
mixed&mastered by mileshigh

Lyrics:
[mileshigh]
reject me you did that
told me you'd call back
you said you loved me
then you took it all back
left me a broken mess
my hearts a fucking reck
picked up my pieces 
and used them to stab my back
you said you had my back
and left me to bleed
so, burn me
i cant erase none of our memories
they'll die with me
i hate myself so much
for you leaving me 
my hearts in agony 
and this will die with me

 [scum]
and leave me to bleed
and leave me to die
to many times i spent all nights
all alone you never called
and after all, its all my fault
head spins
but you can't tell
my brain
is my little hell
and all i wanted was your help
but you never even, called back

leave me to bleed ft. scum

I'm no good for you..

prod. Biv @Biv
mixed&mastered by mileshigh & Brevin Kim
Featuring Brevin Kim @brevinkim

Lyrics:
[mileshigh]
You're better off to leave me alone
I am no good for you
You're better off to leave me alone
cause I'm no good for you

I'm not right
no I'm not right 
ohh ooh ohh ooh ohh
my heart been broke
i've been betrayed 
fucked up and i ain't the same 

I'm no good for you
even though I'm
so in love with you
ohh oo ohh ooh ohh
ohh oo ohh ooh ohh

[Brevin Kim]
Your better off dead , that’s cool but you probably shouldn’t do that again, I can’t be taking care of your friends, I thought we were friends

black out , ya 
back out again 
lash out , i’m sorry 
i’m not myself 
drink doesn’t help
overthink doesn’t help
only think bout myself 
i don’t think about nobody else 
No

things don’t change no 
people don’t change no
i am the same , no 
tell me which way to go 
tell me which way to go
tell me which way to go

new face 
new life with a new place 
a new taste 
i feel alive 
i’m still better off dying

[mileshigh]
You're better off to leave me alone
I am no good for you
You're better off to leave me alone
cause I'm no good for you

I'm not right
no I'm not right 
ohh ooh ohh ooh ohh
my heart been broke
i've been betrayed 
fucked up and i ain't the same 

I'm no good for you
even though I'm
so in love with you
ohh oo ohh ooh ohh
ohh oo ohh ooh ohh

You're Better Off w/ Brevin Kim (prod. Biv)

Almost Nothing
VIDEO: https://youtu.be/kU3N489afsY
Prod. CRCL @crclxx
mixed and mastered by mileshigh

Lyrics:
[intro]
i cant take this
no, im not alright
but you think im fine
killing me inside

yeah im running in the street lights
to get away
summertime, at night
heartbreak, mistakes
i remember everything
i wanna re-do everything 
20 something 
yeah i know thats coming 
and it got me fearful
thinking ill be nothing 

getting high on the roof of my car 
smashing my brand new guitar 
thinking bout her she was my world
but i got lost 
getting kicked out of my home
coming back now its no home 
i feel empty and alone
and no one understands

i cant take this
no, im not alright 
but you think im fine
kiling me inside

i want my words to reach through to show you
who i am, what i been through
what i feel
it'll be worth it in the end
if when i die i mean something

Almost Nothing *video in the description*

i'll die with you..

Produced by @psoul8
mixed&mastered by mileshigh and Brevin Kim
Featuring Brevin Kim @brevinkim

With You w/ Brevin Kim (prod. p.soul)

In a world I don't belong..

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/XGb16tkDv3g

Prod. CRCL
mixed&mastered by mileshigh
w/ @t_shan

Lyrics:

HOOK: [T Shan]
walking through my old hometown
enlarged pupils I'm strung out
and nowhere to go so I sit by the river
where things make sense!

VERSE ONE: [mileshigh]
when did I lose myself
I'm falling down, down deep in hell
how did i lose my head
I'm lost again, I'm lost again
I need help 
I need a way out 
but there's no hand to reach
i lost my head trying to release
this pain inside and now I'm way to deep

HOOK: [T Shan]
walking through my old hometown
enlarged pupils I'm strung out
and nowhere to go so I sit by the river
where things make sense!

VERSE TWO: [mileshigh]
I'm on my own alone tonight 
I'm on my own I walk alone
in a world I don't belong
and I'm falling to pieces
I just wanna leave this place!

OUTRO: [T Shan]
I'm on the skids I stand, I freeze
I'm out my wits I feel the breeze
standing on the ledge, I cant back up
standing on the ledge, i cant back up

LOST! ft. T Shan *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

tired of trying..
linktr.ee/mlshgh

Prod. Jody
mixed&mastered by mileshigh

Lyrics:

[hook]
i gotta say
i'm tired of trying
i'll let you know
before i go away
i'm done
living a life i hate
fucked up 
wasting my life away

oh i feel so lost
tell me why i shouldn't give up

cuz everything i love
is gone fallen apart
i cant go back now
living with a broken heart

[verse]
i love the dreams where i die
oh i'd love to make it end
this feeling that i have
so deep inside my head
oh its so deep and i cant crawl out 

i'm so tired
i don't wanna try

i don't wanna try
no i don't wanna try
just wanna die
yeah, yeah
i don't wanna try
no i just wanna die
no i just wanna die
no i don't wanna try 
no i don't wanna try
yeah i do wanna die (die, die, die)

[hook]
i gotta say
i'm tired of trying
i'll let you know
before i go away
i'm done
living a life i hate
fucked up 
wasting my life away

oh i feel so lost
tell me why i shouldn't give up

cuz everything i love
is gone fallen apart
i cant go back now
living with a broken heart

TIRED

you kept me alive..

written and recorded by mileshigh & Alex Bent
produced by CRCL
mixed & mastered by mileshigh

SAVED w/ Alex Bent + The Emptiness

just another punk!


prod. imotape
mixed & mastered by mileshigh

anarchy!

walking through a world so cold..

music video: https://youtu.be/JMLh_M3C48w

prod. CRCL
featuring T Shan
mixed & mastered by mileshigh

ALONE! ft. T Shan *video in description*

am I lost in my head again?
or am I lost in the world i'm in?

Produced by micco
mixed&mastered by mileshigh

instagram: @mlshgh
twitter: @mileshighart

you can't run home anymore

suicide, my sweet suicide..

produced by Imotape
written & recorded by mileshigh
mixed & mastered by mileshigh

suffering on for too long

LOST IN THE SHALLOWS

produced by mileshigh
written, mixed & mastered by mileshgh
guitar by tanner quintyn

lyrics:
I got this itch in my bones
I don't why I can't get no rest 
Late nights I can't sleep 
I just keep thinking in my
Deepest thoughts
Deepest thoughts
It's dark outside 
No lights on inside 
Would it kill you to leave a light on

I've been 
In my head
I've been 
Lost in it
I don't 
Know where I'm going 

Lost in the shallows 
Got stuck in shadows 
I can't find 
Myself
Myself 
Myself 
Myself 
Lost in the shallows
Lost 
Lost 
Lost In the shallows 

I've been 
In my head
I've been 
Lost in it
I don't 
Know where I'm going
I've been 
In my head
I've been 
Lost in it
I don't 
Know where I'm going

I'm lost in the shallows
Got stuck in the shadows
I can't find 
Myself

©® mileshigh 2020

Lost In The Shallows

mileshigh

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/41yhnSUyeYo

Produced by Chichi Beats
Mastered by Riley Deacon

Released by:
mileshigh
Release date:
8 July 2020

LYRICS:
Yeah I'm dumb
For falling in love
Yeah I'm dumb
For falling in Love
For falling in love

It got me up
I can't think 
When I'm in love 
I can't do what I love when I'm in love 
I can't think when I'm in love 
Yeah I'm dumb

It's been long 
Late nights
Keep getting longer 
My addictions 
Keep on calling
And I can't call ya but I wanna call ya

It's been long since I fucking saw ya
And I can't get over 
The pain I feel
The pain I feel
The pain I felt
Every night 
And everyday I think of you
I think of the way it was
When I was young and in love 
With you
Young and in love 

Yeah I'm dumb
For falling in love
Yeah I'm dumb
For falling in Love
For falling in love

For falling in love oh oh 
For falling in love 
Oh Oh
For falling in love oh oh

I'm lost 
And I'm gone 
Late nights 
Im lost 

Oh I'm lost
Faded 
I'm gone 
Waiting for love again
Oh oh
Waiting for love again 
It won't 

Maybe it comes back 
Maybe it won't 
Yeah I'm in pain
In my sorrow

Maybe it comes back 
Maybe it won't 
Yeah I'm in pain
In my sorrow

© 2020 © 2020 mileshigh

LOVE FADES

mileshigh - Last Time

produced by Jody
mastered by dex riley

I'm high
Im numb
And im still in love x2

This time 
Wont hurt like the Last time
Fucked my heart up so many times
Oh I can't tell if i still work
Oh I'm hurting 

Oh I'm so lost
So why do I stay

Hit a subtance 
off it
I still feeling nothing 

I'm high
I'm numb 
And I'm still in love

I'm high
I'm numb
And I still want your love 

Leave me
Abuse me like you love to do
 Use me like a fucking tool
Hurt me 
Cut me down and watch me bleed 
Get me high to watch me fall
To my knees

You love to hurt me 
i can't get enough
Your my Fucking Drug
taking over me 
I need you and you need me
I use you and use me 

This time 
Wont hurt like the Last time
Fucked my heart up so many times
Oh I can't tell if i still work
Oh I'm hurting 

I'm high
I'm numb 
And I'm still in love

I'm high
I'm numb
And I still want your love

Last Time

mileshigh - 2 FISTS UP
produced by Jody
written by mileshigh






mileshigh2020

2 FISTS UP

OUTCAST CLUB !
linktr.ee/mlshgh

WRITTEN & RECORDED BY MILESHIGH
PRODUCED BY JONAH 
PHOTOGRAPH BY FOUR FOUR

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