prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@menthol100s
put me down but im moving full force
getting tranquilized not unless by horse
all the Frankenstein drugs theyll find in my corpse
she gon leave me, know that of course
you can find me at the same spot as before
picking up glass shards that I left on the floor
by the counter top, cause I slit my wrists when Im bored
i don't got shit that Im living for 

@2005memories
you let me down and ive never felt worse
you cant hear my screams ima ghost on earth
shes so sick of me treat me like a puppet when shes bored
tell her ill just slit my wrists i cant do this anymore
cus it ended in the fall with her crying in my arms
never wanted you to leave but youre tearing us apart
and im feeling like a skeleton a body with no heart
she just used me from the start, just end me

meet me at our spot w/ wifiskeleton prod jacko

need her hawk tuah w/ wifiskeleton

i was sick whenever i recorded this

@menthol100s
i really wish things were fine
i really wish i could just take my life
i had a dream me and mandy both died
but we survived just like the other times
bullet hole should be piercing my spine
take me out the first time im live
come up on stage and blow my mind
i fucking hate ?

@2005memories 
wanna take ur life 
thatll fill the hole thats deep inside
but i never go thru cus youll stab my back
fuck all ts ima crow wearing black
always making music to escape my thoughts
with this razor in my hand i feel so goth
even tho its been a couple years shes in my thoughts
i js really hopes she loves my songs

trying to find all these reasons to die
suicides haunts me while taunting my mind
constantly telling people that im feeling fine
knife in my hand cus i cut all the time
rot in bed dont have no where else to go
kicking lonely dogs thats on the side of the road
wander helplessly i think she might be my home
dont have no friends ima die all alone

suicide is the only way out w/ wifiskeleton

youre always stuck in my head
she left ill rot in my bed
sometimes i like the violence
slit wrists with blood in my hands
wander till i find my home
7 days then ill be gone
you miss me u hear my songs
text me if you feel alone
really hate when i feel like this
always been like dis since i was a little kid
wonder to myself if its all pointless
hate my life and i hate these pills
love them tho when i have these thrills
down this bottle and i hope it kills
you hate me dont call me baby
doin drugs hopin that they help the day dream
couple blue pills tell that bitch entertain me

im just a pathetic loser

@pinkblxxd
i just wanna die dont wanna wake up
i just wanna learn to fly and find my way up
you would think i wanna die jus cus ian say much
i be getting fucking fried i keep my head up
and she making fucking promises she never say trust
and i ask her what
i dont wanna cry
i dont wanna cry
ima grow some wings you gon see me fucking fly
baby i asked for ur time why u always gotta lie
and i thought we were clicked now she just come and talk
i dont wanna cry
i dont wanna cry
ima grow some wings you gon see me in the sky

@2005memories
blurry fucking visions
dont know why im livin
takin hella pills now im sleepin in my kitchen
always fell in luv w benadryl the only thing im missin
ima fucking faggot
keep the razor in the cabinet 
if i really wanna kms im gonna make it happen
i keep drinking while im takin pills i love my fucking habits
disappeared like magic girl my suicide was tragic

die w/ pinkblxxd (leverfall)

@youlooksodivinetonight
slow down
i dont wanna miss you at all
slow down
i dont wanna miss you at all
youre feeling tired i know

@2005memories
if the stars align im laying in my bed
then my dreams get deep she sin my head
i might cut a few times you watch me bled
death upon us no want her dead
always ina rush get i always feel stuck
if i gave u a gun u would make me duck
this will be the end
wanna live instead
but i feel
nothing but dread

@youlooksodivinetonight
but dread
youre feeling tired i know i know
but dread
youre feeling tired i know i know

untitled notepad w/ graves

you keep telling them the opposite of what i said
ur such a bad liar cheeks turn red
i jus wanna kill you i just wanna peel your skin
stuck in your head and i know it hurts
ur a vampire and my blood turns red
i think itd be better if ur laying in my bed
you wont see my face anymore cus youre a whore

shes a bad liar

fuck los angeles w/ wifiskeleton

@2005memories
youre my only dumb obsession
love this girl she came from heaven now
at my crib its half past seven
come here girl i have a question oh
this is true love girl this is true love
only one i love girl my feelings are stuck to you
only one i trust girl the only one i trust
fuck all ts girl im tryna make love to you

@imsinsane
fall away from your own love
you never trusted me with your own heart
and thats what u say when ur so stuck
im sittin here by myself in just the dark
falling for your love
why are you always ina rush
i cant eat no more
you left me here lying on the floor
fall away from your own love
you never trusted me with your own heart
and thats what u say when ur so stuck
im sittin here by myself in just the dark

my new girlfriend w/ sinsa

lyrics:
@2005memories
feel so fucking goth theres blood and razors on the countertop
met her at a party might go ghost bc im always drunk
feelin like a nazi gas me up bc i love these drugs
live in my own world i dig a grave her body's in the trunk
who am i really
im not that guy
if you wanna kys then play this song and take your life
saw her turn into a witch she had a broom flew in the sky
asked me if i really loved her while the blood dripped down her eyes

@pinkblxxd
watch the blood drip from her eyes
i cant help but see her cry
bitch im cutting all my ties
ima leave them terrified
bitch its life or death i cant pick a side
yeah the shrooms ain working ima take some time
niggas focus on my lows but they never see my highs
this a stick up lil nigga dont be funny someone dies
yeah i never had a truthful bitch nigga they js lie
yeah im sick n js bleedin out dont even capitalize

memories x pinkblxxd - bleed (prod. 333)

@imsinsane
my dog just ran away now im feeling pretty bad
everybody hates my guts and now im pretty fucking sad
ill just pop these other pills just so people can be glad
so just kys i dont really fucking care
so just kys i really dont care
just kys i really dont care
just kys i really dont care
just kys i really dont care

@2005memories
ill peek inside ur mind hoping you think of me
all that stupid fucking trauma and these bruises make you weep
always think bout her voice and how it helped me fall asleep
nvm im so retarded she just sees me as a creep
i wonder if she still loves me
stare at her face shes so lovely
she might cheat cus im so ugly
anorexic no recovery
kys i dont really fucking care
wanna end my life but i broke the folding chair
never found my dog ive been searching everywhere
just kys i dont even fucking care
kys i dont even fucking care
just kys i dont even fucking care
i said kys i dont even fucking care
please kys i will never fucking care

searching w/ sinsa

@reddhedd
i swear i cry every time you smile 
u look so pretty can we talk for a while
i wanna take u out, i wanna eat u out 
if i fucking drown, would u love me now
u got a body like a goddess, break bones but ill never break a promise 
do u want me back, u know i want it bad 
don’t wanna go out sad, don’t wanna go out like that 
so stoned idk where im at, said im so fucking pretty but i’m always sad
and i’m straight sipping henny with some weed in my lap, said i’m such a fucking stoner hear the weed in my laugh
but i’m always high and i’m always sad, and i’m always high but im still so sad, and im always high, still so sad

@2005memories
when youre around i dont feel sad
i kinda hate myself just like my dad
when i take these pills i dont feel mad
man im kinda fucked up from my stupid past
fucking want real love but it never lasts
now im sitting in my room with this fucking glass
shards in my hands i stabbed your back
jumped out your window into your grass
ran across your lawn ran into your cat
now im singing these songs thinkin bout our past
man i really hate that bitch glad it never last

glass shards w/ reddhed

girl i did it for you
cus you ain gotta tell me what to do
kinda hate myself i cant fill this hole
im stuck inside of my home
im always alone
but with you i feel so good
fuck, do do do do do do do do
do do do do do do do do
fuck, do do do do do do do do
do do do do do do do do
cant stand just being alone
kinda hate myself i cant fill this hole
im stuck inside of my home
im always alone
but with you i feel so good
fuck, do do do do do do do do
do do do do do do do do
fuck, do do do do do do do do
do do do do do do do do
cant stand just being alone

panic (prod. casper's pishogue)

snowing w/ wifiskeleton

begging for help

@2005memories
hate my hoes ion give no fucks
emo bitch with her wrists so cut
memories can you eat my guts
hoes down bad ion fuck these sluts
hoes passed out inside my home
ex bitches ain got no pulse
take this dick then you gotta go
hit my blunt cus i feel so cold
love my bitch cus she dress in black
ima fuck her shit ion need no bag
gave u love wont give it back
u took that knife and stabbed my back
might get big and rock these shows
might get big and meet the pope
find me dead beside some rope
fuck that bitch i lost my hope

@suicidalloser
fuck you all im goin ghost
i fuck ur hoe shes fucking gross
dress in black just like these crows
i take these pills and fuck her throat
i light this blunt till i just choke
smoke these runts so i can croak
emo in the back she cut her wrist cus the red match my coat
ur voice just makes me shiver
20 shots straight to my liver
i know soon im finna die
so drink a lot itll happen quicker
left that bitch i do not miss her
love is hard my ex is thicker
she want all this shit to last but told her i cant pop in pictures

pictures w/ scabs (eyeblind)

beat by @julsbeatssuck
mixed by @mulahs

fade away
and you ask why i feel this way
and you ask why i do these things
suicide when i blow my brains
no girl just one more quickie
i swear you said you miss me
you said you love me dearly
now im dead and you feel so icky
ill rot inside my grave 
and the only thing left is my past remains
maybe ill die with a cult of fame
but they hate my guts cus i blew my brains
just come back one more time 
cus i hate this bitch but i love her eyes
starin at her soul cus i wanna die
and i hate the lights cant go outside
i swear you said you miss me
i swear you said you miss me
i miss when you would kiss me
now im downing shots of all this whiskey
i swear you said you miss me
i swear you said you miss me
i swear you said you miss me
i swear you said you miss me

blew my brains @jul

woke up with this feeling before
now i hate my life cus my girls a whore
taking pills till i fall on the floor
ill be one with the wind if i drink some more
her love youll never find in me
im stuck looking for the remedy
just take me away
just take me away
wont forget how it feels
wanna kill this bitch but it seems too real
wont forget how it feels
yea i cheated on you now its such a big deal
"please stab me" bitch gladly
feining for her love thought it would be everlasting
please just take me away
just take me away

love isnt real you fucking whore

i cant forget what you said
the words are stuck in my head
baby i js feel so dead
without you holding my hand
can you tell me where to go
cus i lost my trust and i lost my hope
and i lost ur love and i lost my hoes
but i keep ones tucked just in case i wanna-
im such a loser for you
im such a loser baby
ur love it drives me crazy
i cant think when u make me daydream
ur love it drives me crazy
ur so cute but u js wont date me
im such a loser for you x4

god im such a loser for her

@camelcrushextramethol
Woah Woah Woah Woah
Woah Woah Woah Woah
Woah Woah Woah Woah
Rotting like a corpse
So sick and tired of sleeping on the fucking floor
God I want you more
I keep on running don't know what the fuck I'm running for
Tell me what the fuck I'm supposed to do
Open up your eyes I'm right in front of you
It's all a sacrifice I got to pick and choose
I'm such a fucking prick all I do is lose
I'm alone by myself I really need some help
I tossed my wish in a well
I wish you knew how I felt
So you could feel all my scars
I'm tryna get high as the stars
I promise it's just the start
I promise it's just the start

@missingmemories
Sorry
I guess I found my demise
I hope you're thinking of me every time you stare in my eyes
Maybe I'm just so alone
That's why I ended up dead
Regardless I'm still in your skin
Find me dead or find me out
I left some pictures of us in your house
So now I'll find you dead or find you out
I hope you leave me pictures in my house
I didn't want it to end I never wanted to die
But now I sit inside my sorrows while I'm watching you cry
Fell so deeply for you I wish you did it for me
All alone being haunted falling asleep

Falling Asleep (ft. Prodii)

@missingmemories
gave you all my love but i guess i dont really care
lay right in the sun while the wind roams right through ur hair
god the distance sucks why cant life always be so fair
girl ur one of one i just want u to be aware

cant stop watching girl i cant stop watching
stuck inside my head and now i cant stop stalking
holding hands with you girl i cant stop walking
want a mini you so i can put inside my locket

i just want ur love cus i think that its the best
when im staring at ur face think im running out of breathe
this is really true love i can feel it in my chest

man fuck
guess im really obsessed
with this girl, yes i really love this girl

@imsinsane
you broke my heart i can't forgive you
set you apart oh god i miss you
every text you sent was it all true?
fuck you whore you were the issue

grab the flowers out my hand
can you tear them up for me?
fall away from you own love
i just wanted to be free

grab the flowers out my hand
can you tear them up for me?
fall away from you own love
i just wanted to be free

you broke my heart i can't forgive you
set you apart oh god i miss you
every text you sent was it all true?
fuck you whore you were the issue

grab the flowers out my hand
can you tear them up for me?
fall away from you own love
i just wanted to be free

my new girlfriend (PT. 2) w/ sinsa

its you, its you, its you
its you, its you, its you

you treat me so toxic
i know what that means girl
this smoke in my lungs
i choke like i just cant breathe girl
no i just cant leave girl
no i just cant think girl
our love is so toxic i need

you only call me when hes not around
i hear you whisper but dont make a sound girl
ill figure you out
more secrets more doubts
you had your fun but every lie comes around

you treat me so toxic
i know what that means girl
this smoke in my lungs
i choke like i just cant breathe girl
no i just cant leave girl
no i just cant think girl
our love is so toxic i need a relief

more secrets, more doubts

sorry i was so secluded

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