[fall 2024]

prod @yumenikki

i could never do wrong
didnt think id really fuck up
i would never get lost
lay awake till the suns up
i was falling out of love
didnt really mean to hurt you
but you took so much
watched my wings slowly turn black

i will never get my soul back
now im walking down the wrong path
i lost friends i wont get back
i lost friends i wont get back
i wish i could just forget you
i wish i could take it all back
now im ruined cuz i let you
all my fault, yea i know that

i just get left on read
make me feel lesser than
fake life i play pretend
fake thoughts inside my head
i like to cut myself
try to get lost again
i dont need any help
rock bottom is in my bed

rock bottom is nodding off
so hard i lose my breath
unconscious almost dead
wake up and see your face
youll look so terrified
ill feel so dead inside
pinpoint dots in my eyes
but ill still want to be high

pinpoint eyes prod. dollmaker

@diegointhedark
**OUT ON ALL PLATS**

tell my bro im proud of him
Prada body
Prada limbs
theres just too much going on
and i feel like im crowded in
body found
from below
like someone devoured him
tell ur team to check the score
yall shoot n only hit the rim

seeing blood
in the Snowprints
ur face reminds me
of a lotus
i feel so alone
am i really that hard to notice
screaming in my face
i flush it out
i cannot focus
not tryn be in yo collective
bru yo whole team moving bogus

cant be myself
when around u
fake love being shown
who gon stay around u
i defended u
when everybody would clown u
seen em switch up
bra i wish i never found u

shit runs deeper
than u think of
hate alcohol
but im the reason u drink up
i could get yo bro knocked off
hell na
he not gettin beat up
had to jugg u out yo shit
bruh u thought that we would link up

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Snowprints @diegointhedark

crying so much, need to hide my face 
from this feeling, try to run away 
dont let them in, tryna close the gates 
shouldve lied when u asked me how i feel 
didnt want u to be sad to what i deal 
but ig it doesnt work
cuz we’re both hurt 
standing in the rain ya by myself 
smoking out my pain, fucking up my health 
messing up my head cuz idk what to do
u cant relate cuz u never been inside my shoes 
when ur hurt, sing my songs
what i say, read along 
everything u do, ya it feels too wrong
but together ya we can be strong

it doesnt work (liliya&yandere)

six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about what they could want
dragging my name through the dirt wasn't enough
six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about what they could want
dragging my name through the dirt wasn't enough

i see monsters in the walls and the side of my bed
meet them in the eyes whenever i'm laying my head
paralyzed with fear knowing that i'm not enough
scary monsters hiding inside of the walls
in the mouth of a home that could swallow me whole
fitting my leg through the hole like it was made for me
and if you didn't see it you wouldn't believe it happened
in the belly of the beast anything could happen
it's the worst case scenario if you're afraid of what you're meant to be

darkness in my heart i can't abide by
watching from darkness sitting on the sidelines
these walls are all alive thinking like a hive mind
consuming all of me yes i know
if i'm a lost cause then i won't go
was it the right call i'll never know
and was it easier than just letting go
if it's a world away i will not go
not settlement
auspicious handling
propitious to the outcome
consolidate the feelings in your past 'til they're welcome
congratulations you can handle it like everyone
but do you really think that you're done
six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about every single one
pulling myself through the hole like it was made for me

i see monsters in the walls and the side of my bed
meet them in the eyes whenever i'm laying my head
paralyzed with fear knowing that i'm not enough
scary monsters hiding inside of the walls
in the mouth of a home that could swallow me whole
fitting my leg through the hole like it was made for me
and if you didn't see it you wouldn't believe it happened
in the belly of the beast anything could happen
it's the worst case scenario if you're afraid of what you're meant to be

afraid of monsters (prod.heroz)

1 purgatory @deathloop @llati
2 Tell Me If U Like It @pyu
3 last december @pyu

%%% EP ㅤㅤ ㅤ「2025」

Prod @minasxx

Lyrics: 

Letter to my dear
Girl i need you right here
You’re so far but so near
My life’s going nowhere 
I can feel it slip away
And it got me so scared
I know that they don’t care
I hate that I don’t care

Rip my heart out
Ya it’s made of tin girl
I’d give it to you
I want you until the end girl
I can barely breathe 
Living through machines for you
Love me through the screen
Can’t you see my heart
It beats for you baby

What are we waiting for
It’s got me so torn
My whole world hurts
From the stars to my bones
Give you all you deserve 
Bleeding out on the curb
Diamond ring it’s for her
Everything is for her

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letter to my dear @ikari

cover  (vox r so bad sry)


there was a time once, i thought i could be like you
you should've seen it, all of the meaning, and all of what i can't do anymore
there was a time once, that i believed in you
thought you'd keep me safe from my weaknesses when i'd speak to you


burn it out in the sun alone
fix my body, fix my soul
pour the fever from my pores
i'm better on my own
because i know what i'm like on the inside
i should know the way i can make it right
but i don't, and i'm warm and terrified
it just feels like a bad dream


and i don't know what's happening
and i don't know what happened to me
and i don't know how i can be clean again
think the dirt settle in way too deep
let it into the rest of me
and i give all the best of me too
i don't like what is left of me
i don't know what is left here to do


burn it out in the sun alone
fix my body, fix my soul
pour the fever from my pores
i'm better on my own
'cause i know what i'm like on the inside
i should know the way i can make it right
but i don't, and i'm warm and terrified
it just feels like a bad dream

and i don't know what's happening
and i don't know what happened to me


there was a time once, that i believed in you

bad dream

stay awhile

you used to make me feel like i could walk on water
now most nights 
im just sinking down and down

you're the reason why i cant listen to those same songs
i used to

i write songs about you all the time
i bet i dont run through your mind

ive given up on you
but it still hurts to know you're not alone
dont worry
ill keep out of your life and stay awake at night

its 4am and ur keeping me from closing these sleepy eyes
does the thought of me keep you up at night
like the light on the ceiling of your bedroom?
lately , my dogs the only one around 
tht listens to my problems

its been a lonely year

i write songs about you all the time
i bet i dont run through your mind

ive given up on you
but it still hurts to know you're not alone
dont worry
ill keep out of your life and stay awake at night
with just my skin and bones
it hurts to know you're not alone
ive given up on you
and my skin
and my bones

bad dream

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