Real Boys

I had a dream 
Where you 
We’re all I lived for 
Unfortunately 
It’s was real 

You were everything I  ever could’ve wanted 
You were everything I could’ve asked for 

You the one I be picturing in moments 
You the one I be wishing stars for 
wishing stars for


I can’t say 
I love you

I’m sorry I’m so fucking scarred I don’t know how to love anymore 
I’m sorry you my best friend through the cold and I left you out to go n rot 
You can blame me it’s my fault 
You can blame me it’s my fault 
I had the world in my palms
 
I had a dream 
Where you 
We’re all I lived for 
Unfortunately 
It’s was real 
It was real

wishing star

Really had a bad time 
Every time I path find
I try to mind craft every single damn line 
Whenever niggas just leave me behind I extort em cause wtf man ion even support em 
I’m supposed to go and show yall I’m the Mann 
But I can’t when you niggas really can’t 

Cause you’ve shown me things I don’t understand 
Adhd acting up 
Man you pussies ain’t really filling cups 
You mf just wanna get drunk 
While I’m 
trying to make some fucking songs you can dance to 
We’ll jam soon 
Niggas I’ve been out in Cancun Mexico 
now I’m tryna 
take a day trip to out to see koalas 
mo money mo wylin 
 mo problems

All these mf nobodies don’t mind them 
I’ve been finding so many things in myself 
I’ve been building up my own thang now will it help 
Cause You can fucking blame me 
You can fucking go n blame me 
You can go ahead blame me 
Cause I guess it’s my fault 

My daddy always telling me why you always acting so stupid 
It’s like Cupid shot that nigga in his heart 
Rs Cause how tf you found love
 it’s been like 3 weeks dawg give it up 
No hard feelings though 
To each his own I’m getting stoned in the house when I’m home alone 
Which is everyday every hour 
Snorting powder on the dresser with feelings turning sour 
Need to read more books I guess cause that’s something I guess 
Cause Idk wtf else to do with my mess 
Everybody up in my room and I’m pressed 
On tres 
On three 
Kill these mf for free 
My flow hot I Body eps 
What you want 
You’n want it with me 
I’ll dead you quick leave your head for receipt

untitled

Don’t wanna die young 
Dope boy you high enough 
You only 13 picking up that guys gun 
You only 14 hitting on dry crumb 
You only 15 with your mom in the ground 
You only 16 now sober and gifted 
Then you turn 17 went ahead left it 
Swear I don’t remember that year 
disappeared 
quicker then my father 
who care 
Got it  bottled
I’ll cope
At my bottom 
I hope 
Crazy 
wasn’t my low 
Haze
Covered my scope 
Was the man on the moon 
 was a goon with no room 
Was my doom with no tomb 

was always asking if I’m dying real soon 

Will I die young aye 
Well all die young 

Heart gone stop
Halos not 
Ain’t no revives 
Ain’t no lives 
Ain’t no cops 
Ain’t no guys 
Around 
When you shot 

I take drugs like eating candy 
I’m stuck in my room damaged 
I don’t wanna feel no more 
I don’t wanna feel no more 
I don’t wanna wake up 
I don’t wanna wake up

No Role Modelz

336 ft u.v

Where do you go 
When no one Is near 
Where do you go 
with no hero’s here 
Where do you go when you on road 
stuck with the man in mirror 
This is the road that I’m on To be alone 
Cause Fuck  a attachment I’m scared 
All these scars 
all on my arms 
All the pent up agression inside me  for years 

I was thug at 11 

I was  young 
 Dumb Adolescent 
 
I was long gone 
Little meanace 

We wasn’t long john 
Wearing children 

We was in big ponds 
Wearing silly bands 
In the city bus  
doing silly stuff 
Till we found out what life really was 
Weathered down by the elements 

Doctors saying I’m needing medicine 
Everybody here feeling numb within 
Count on them from 1 outta 10 
Always had myself The fuck I need friends 
Put my mind on mils worthy for the end 
Know I gotta chill I’ll pay my sins 
If I fall for you I’ll lose my common sense 
If you down for me well we can make amens 

Cause Then Ill say I found you 

In a crowd I be saying I don’t belong here 
I don’t belong here ya ya 

Woah

scars

Lyrics:
Air mattress 
Air gasping 
Everybody gotta have it 
Everybody in this bitch got addicted to the bragging 
Everybody aint safe 
Everybody ain’t padded 
Everybody’s pain resides when release hasn’t happened 

Now we going out 
Impatient rocking wild 
Wanna knock them down 
Everybody harbored now 
Everybody want the smoke 
Everybody black n molds 
Everybody wanna run the city 
Last 100 miles 
Everybody hopes 
And everybody copes 
everybody chokes 
And then everybody ghost 
Everybody floats 
I mean like every body floats 
I mean air buddy in everybody 
Ain’t nothing wrong 

Everybody think they betta 
Everybody say to let up 
Everybody got opinions that they’ll tell ya 
Everybody in my face n I won’t let em 
Everybody want recognition I won’t give em 
Everybody trying to get in my ear n hate that  I won’t listen
Everybody 
don’t see the picture bigger picture 

I’ve had problems in past no more going backwards 
Although It’s feels like revolving doors from where I’m standing 
Chasm that I’m filling up this void that I don’t ever fathom
I dug my grave a couple times it’s an annoying habit 
You can’t sit a do none n let time pass ya 
I’ve been living real fast and I’m dying faster 
I ain’t have to go to school 
Cause My mom passing 
And I ain’t have to follow rules 
I’m an iron master 
I ain’t have to do shit 
Til I’m left behind 
Acting like I ain’t only
 human

human.

Lyrics:
30 mins ago 
You was gold 
5 years ago 
So far away 
 I need to know  
where my time go 
Did I let it go all to waste 
Don’t say it’s all love 
Cause finally my heart outta space 
Turning 20 now I’m not better now 
oh wait  
maybe cause I needed parents god told me no way 
Provide for my sisters 
I wasn’t out of 9th grade 
Hope ma you listen 
Hope we talk soon 
Hope you cool 
With all the smoke in my room ya 

It’s like a trippy dream 
It’s like a one way hell 
Enough to make you scream 
God done made me vulnerable 
I can barley walk straight 
I can barley walk straight
  ya 

Bout time to stop blaming god 
Bout time to start blaming me 
Bout time to be a man or nit 
Decide weather your the enemy 
Tough love was ,tough luck hmmm 
Telling me all the things that  illl will never be 

Fake love woah 
Fake love woah


Fake love
Why you show your face 
When you 
Wake up
Are you okay 
Okay 
Ya

Fake love
Why you show your face 
When you 
Wake up
Are you okay 
Okay 

Ya 

Trial n error
All my efforts 
Hardly hanging on 

Im prepared for 
For whatever
 always been alone 

Break the pedal 
Wouldn’t settle 
For less then a ton 

Tell the devil 
I won’t help you 
Cause I rather be my own 

Never been a soldier uh uh 
World on my shoulders uh huh 
Never bending over uh uh 
days are getting colder uh uh 

Ain’t no where 
To go and stay 
But my life isn’t over uh uh 
Ain’t no way 
So time to make 
one

To be or not to be 
I am all I need

file: congrats

Lyrics:
If worst comes to worse 
I’m sure I’m not the first to be 
You live n you learn 
You only growing up to be the person that you were 

The fuck is it killing me 
The fuck done got in to me 
Pls answer my prayers 
N keep me aware of all of my enemy’s 

Talking like you was the man 
Talking like who was the mess 
Full of shit they not riding til death 
Niggas don’t let me forget 
All of the dhit that I did 
They so unfamiliar 
But I’m familiar to them 
Talking that I’m familiar 
Like I don’t know they intent 
Talking bout came to support 
Next second they already dipped 

Cause I don’t know 
where my control just went 
 Solo how much I spent 
These So so rappers I know 
With bunch of polo n lint 
If there’s no where to go 
And we falling right in 
Into the hole 
No coming back out from it 

How we lost at 17

file: low

WTF Ain’t No Way You Said You Only Need 30 seconds…

file: unfinished project 47

untitled: birds

Random shit that I’m never gonna go back to

untitled: peace with you

Looking back when shit was different 
I was Always in my head 
my thoughts was kicking 
Idk just Punching air 
What am I missing 
Idk I feel no love 
That’s the difference 

Everybody say they love me 
Why it feel like lies 
Idk who I am 
I’ve been searching for it all my damn  life 
Searching for so long 
I always put it in my mf songs 
I’ve been in the dirt so long I made it home 
no one ever hears all the struggles I’m alone 
I came for the Throne bitch 
Ya I came for the throne 

Idk where to go I’ve been lost 
Driving thru the rain can’t see thru the fog 
I don’t want  talk to niggas 
They come  talk to me 
I don’t need no company 
Or sympathy 
I’m everything 
Imma ever need 
It’s a lot 
Like allah 
I’m a lot 
something better for myself 
When I’m not 
On the job 
Push myself to overdrive 
Speeding car 
On my mom 
I’ll be flying out this Junk 
Be okay when I’m done 

Shit be so exciting 
Got me even higher then the fiends I’ve been  supplying 
I’m a human waste 
Get a taste 
of how my mind is 

Imma Need something better
 I gotta find it 

Wanna be on ziwe 
Look pops  im on tv 


I done went thru hell 
And these niggas won’t believe me 
wanted me to fucking fail couldn’t tell me any different 

They pretending 
They ain’t down 
Like I am let me finish 

I ain’t tender I was built like arnold Schwarzenegger
Came up from the mud 
Made some bricks 
On my nana uh 

Came up from the hood 
Made some space 
Imma never 
Look back 

Haven’t looked back since 
I ain’t looking back for none 
That’s just life 
Fuck it imma pay price 


Everything ain’t what it seem 
When you looking back 
I had dreams went to extreme
Since I’m looking back

intro

Forty carrots
On my necklace 
I’m no friend of mine 
I’m like 40 seconds 
Till my Patience 
Tell that bitch good Bye 
Want like 40 acres 
Real big paychecks 
I do what I want 
With the money makers 
Money making I ain’t got no time 

I got 
cocaine 
Gold chains 
fucker don’t look my way 
Is you police 
Hoe please 
A nigga just want some peace 

I’m go ape shit 
Dawg quit 
Fucker this real quick job 
What’s a pay stub 
What a test drive 
Need a  o of bud 

I ain’t paying taxes 
I’mma just stay relaxing 
I ain’t no crash dummy 
I’m in the bank real happy 

Lighting a candle 
mama 
Tried what she can do 
Finally Admitting that am a handful 
Fuck it I don’t understand you 
Fuck it I don’t understand you
Told you I’d have this shit handled aye 
Told you I’d have this shit handled 
Yeah 

On tha lawd been a minute 
Didn’t think I just did it 
Im a man not a menace 
Not my fault that you didn’t 
want the fame 
Nah the benzes 
With tha shit 
Not the pellets 
I just came just kill it 
Rocking heads 
Mind your business 
Piolet man 
High as dentist 
Romaine get the lettuce 
Slow gain imma get it 
These hoes lame oh 
Same pain same goals 
On plan on go 
On man’s Lord know 
I ain’t playing no mo 
More planes more shows 
Won’t phase for sure 
Whole face all swole 
Whole days on the road 
Shit ain’t free y’all know 


Forty carrots
On my necklace 
I’m no friend of mine 
I’m like 40 seconds 
Till my Patience 
Tell that bitch good Bye 
Want like 40 acres 
Real big paychecks 
I do what I want 
With the money makers 
Money making I ain’t got no time 

I got 
cocaine 
Gold chains 
fucker don’t look my way 
Is you police 
Hoe please 
A nigga just want some peace

CRASH!

Days I’m not here 
World so gray no more tears 
Ain’t shit change but more bills 
Ain’t been good in some years 

I got pain on my chest 
I got pain on my chest 

got braids on my hair 
Tik tok changes he’ll ya 
No one saved me 
when I went through things 
By Myself 

I’ve 
I got pain on my chest 
I got pain on my chest 
I got pain on my chest 
I got pain on my chest 

wish things went different 
New shit new ambitions 
New problems with homies 
New problems on missions 
Hate all your sorries that don’t pay commission 
Hate all your sorries you don’t try to fix em 
need drugs in my system 
At Parties im gone 
Forties n pistols 
The dhit that I’m on 
8 balls an nickels 
I’m raised to hold on 
Color my shirt 
Ain’t no paintballs 
No more 


Days I’m not here 
World so gray no more tears 
Ain’t shit change but more bills 
Ain’t been good in some years 

I got pain on my chest 
I got pain on my chest 

Hope I don’t got no problems 
Days I’m not here 
World so gray no more tears 
Ain’t shit change but more bills 
Ain’t been good in some years 

I got pain on my chest 
I got pain on my chest 

got braids on my hair 
Tik tok changes he’ll ya 
No one saved me 
when I went through things 
By Myself 

I’ve 
I got pain on my chest 
I got pain on my chest 
I got pain on my chest 
I got pain on my chest 

Days I’m not here 
World so gray no more tears 
Ain’t shit change but more bills 
Ain’t been good in some years

Pain!

You can count on me 
I’ll follow you you 
Are these just dreams 
Could this be true true 

I’ll find my way 
To get to you oh woahh
It’s hurt to be 
Away so long I hope I do 

Find you 
Hold you tight 
Remind you it’ll be alright 
It’ll be Alrighttttttttt

I see 
You and me 
I’ll be 
What you need 
What you need 

Find you 
Hold you tight 
Remind you it’ll be alright 
It’ll be Alrightttttttt


It’ll be alright

alright!

Spin out 
Real out 
Pussy ass nigga what it is now 
Nah mf ain’t yo pen pal 
I won’t remember what I did now 
Pop another xanny I’m man now 
Aye aye 

Aye watch me swerve 
Watch me get so high look Issa bird 
Watch me crash 
my whip 
Like nigga swerve 
Idgaf if you mf hurt 
I’m a m fucking beast 

Give af bout the cops um 
Send em a couple shots um 
Me and my boys gone ride um 
Wet em up bring the mop um 
Them niggas getting washed um 
Many men want me stopped um 
Won’t slave for a plot um 
Fuck em all you gone watch yuh 

I’ve been up for days 
Medicated eyes so low 
can’t even see 
I’ve been in my ways so long
Not even phased 
I’m the only grade a nigga in my state 
Aye aye aye 

Aye watch me swerve 
Watch me get so high look Issa bird 
Watch me crash 
my whip 
Like nigga swerve 
Idgaf if you mf hurt 
I’m a m fucking beast 

On the prowl for some real money 
100 miles an im still running 
100 rounds n the steel coming 
Don’t Fuck around when we deal something 
Don’t fuck around when we deal something 
Aye 
I can die right now 
I just wanna see couple thou right now aye
Watch 
I can die right now 
I just wanna see 100 thou right now aye 

Aye watch me swerve 
Watch me get so high look Issa bird 
Watch me crash 
my whip 
Like nigga swerve 
Idgaf if you mf hurt 
I’m a mfucking

Mf beast aye

SWERVE!

limbo!

LIGHTNING!

Won’t lie but I pour my heart online 
For support im insecure so I want my time 
To be a cost cause I’m tired of most the times I cried 
Put a pause in the work just to hold my nights 
to be alone for a minute purpose all my life I’ve been immersed in these feelings 
that hold my stride 
Don’t mind me  
this For all my guys 
I’m so sorry sum wrong with me 
pls don’t blow my high 
Story clearer then seeing through crystals 
I don’t like energy pls stay away I don’t miss you 
With a big percentage of come n I’ll hit you 
But that’s the only way I was taught to handle issues 
So 
I’m Paranoid staying up nights 
Got dreams n the visions of some humbling grinds
Done got lost in the mission of the crumbling 
Trials 
Rough start don’t mean I’m not putting the miles 
I say fuck all things that they said I won’t do 
Aunties even saying on my own that  I’d be doomed 

But I’m not 
Cause I clock 
In 
On the dot 
When I leave 
It be dark 
Get my keys 
Then I’m gone 

I’m not done 
Grinding my teeth til they chip off 
Team no sleep I get fomo I won’t lift off 
Be all I wanna be 
Be a cousin with the keys to the benz 
Cause they helped a part me at a time when 
I wasn’t myself rethinking my decisions 

Wasn’t true to myself who was a friend who isn’t 
I’m on a path where my flaws get a light shined 
Hard truths everybody ain’t a friend of mine 
My family isn’t blood I mean not really 
they the ones that believe in me 
Make me feel fearless 
I can’t let em down 
I stopped hanging round 
Chilling 
they got babies now 
They not who they use to be 
We don’t relate no more 
It hard to talk to em 
Got distance building between us
Miss Everything we stopped doing 

I’m happy for em 
All love for where y’all go
Gotta make my own way 
The steam is running low 


Think about em every now and then  
Passing time with the passing wind 
I’m finally in after mad attempts 
It’s no problem I’ll just keep  on paddling 
I’ll Keep swimming won’t look back again 

I don’t know wtf I’m gonna do now

INERTIA!

I miss some moments 
I miss my dawgs 
I look at photos 
Drop tears n aw 
Rewind the time 
Take back my faults 
See me in my lowest 
Just to be like nah 
That ain’t here for yah 
You growing up 
Never backed out 
Always been like sup 
Hope success 
One day love myself 
With my feet placed 
firmly on the ground 

Seen my mama crying 
Seen my papa doubt 
Seen the worst days 
With a open smile 
Held it inside 
Cause there was no one else 
Bread was low but no one knew 
I’m way older now 
Some friends stayed thugging 
others went they way 
Some Homies stayed nothing 
Some brothers motivate 
N all the real hustlas 
Happy they on they way
While I be writing raps 
With hopes it all be straight 
Will I be ready for it 
Doubt comes a hunnid ways 
Big homies told me 
I’m only for me 
I’ll make my space 
While being high as hell
 I’m on a different pace  
Hards times make 
strong people 
I’m holding dreams

time.

Ain’t even funny 
Niggas be acting so bitch made 
They probably get low for a lil money 
They crew gunk n 
Loose chump change 
Few fucks in a new tough game 
I don’t beef with inferior 
It’s not that I’m not mad 
Its just I don’t take you niggas serious

No playing we on planes 
Looking down 
bag of propane 
We high up in the clouds

So sane with a pocket full of rillos 
So tame for a man with no hellos 
So unfazed when dealing with life 
So amazed that we did it aight 

Go pray if you afraid for your life 
A Ghost made when I’m touching the iron  
Can’t say that 
Can’t take back 
Nothing at all 

Why would I go back anyways
I celebrate my failures and wins 
I’ve seen the down side of plenty days 
We all shoot ain’t no nba 
We all lose sometimes that the penalties 

One day I’ll paid in full 
Invested my time labor n my soul 
At first didn’t care for bronze or gold 
But now I want it all 
So that’s what I’m taking home 

To adamant to admit defeat 
To proud  of myself to give up on me 
No shade in the sunshine state 
To O P problems come find me 

Situationships for the moment 
Relationships on the brink of the closing 

Sugarcoat it if you like 
No pays for some nights 
Heavy on the one day I’ll get it right 

Momentary is the pace for the place 
 face inside replace with haste some niggas getting tired 
Incase for the fade get a case then I’m out 
No i ain’t finna wait time to make the world mine 

Umm momma said that 
Momma also said 
That this place aint where he’ll at 
Um I live to inspire 
Um Im literate now 

Know some niggas that got quiet cause I’m bigger right now 
Know some niggas throwing salt while they tumbling down 
Humbled themselves cause my arms got as big as they mouth 
No just  Know my approach ain’t  talking things out 
Um well done 
You fucked yourself over my nigga 
You had your fun 
Now it’s you gotta run n keep running til you reach the sun 
Burn out

churchhill downs freestyle

for you prod: recluse

Before all the bimbos 
We had holes in windows 
With ten foes n ten poles 
With 4 lokos in a 
Subaburan coup
Going through residential 
White people sound they alarms on to my tempos 

I ain’t timid just don’t fuck with you niggas 
I admit it I ain’t pop out in a minute 
Timing with it got baking inside the kitchen 
Rising in this hoe let’s get to fucking business 

Bar exam 
Struggling Mortal man 
The art of man 
Arctic inside 
in all demands 
Wiling then
Wiling now
Check my bank account I swear I’ll make it out 
Don’t Talk shit in yo momma house 

Play boi like I’m carti
I’m hella crème an you sorry 
Calamari got the sauce 
I’d look good in Armani 
Don’t play with nobody 
I’m pompeii when it’s rowdy 
Your Talking over excessive 
You obsessed with somebody 

Nobody tell me shit 
Nobody hear from me 
In the end I’m good 
Been equipped for these 
Ol broke ass hoes 
Ol grown ass kids 
Ol save yourself 
Oh kay that’s it 
Don’t play that 

Imma ride 
Ight Tell them boyz Slide  aye 
I’ll be alright 
Imma ride 

Different breed 
Dope boyz riding out with atvs 
Ain’t tv 
Made for the drama likes shows on abc 

Aye 
Young bull will hit you 
Brand you with his initial 
Run off with your belongings 
Then buy Arizona n tissues 
 
Bitch I’m on one 
Bully my way 
I’m getting it all done 

Make em fall likes it autum 
kill my boredom 
Disappear em like hoffa shit 
Your bitch a homie hopper 
Your poppa done raised a bitch 

I won’t pay no mine 
Roll another smoke weed 
up all night 
Where we go 
I can’t see 
Let’s ride

RIDE  [prod.Stoic] mixed by.813Marvin B.

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