BROTHERS INSTR0

wrote this song about thee emotions of going through deconversion from a deeply religious life.

lyrics
And Time.and time again
I open up the page
And i sing that song
O blessed be your.name
And All the words come out
But they dont
feel the same
Cause i lost my faith
So this is my farewell.

how far will i go
Before i hear the call
Is god really saying oh son
Please come home
And i really  miss.you
Look your.there.in.the picture
Sitting.by my side
You.said ride or die
you gave me
your whole life
 cause i
Laid down mine 
and i
wont stop
knocking on your door
Cause i
still love
More than ever more
And your searching for.the clues
Looking in the wrong.places
Feel the beat inside
Just know that i made it
-And im waiting
-cause.im.patient
wont let.you fall 
keep your feet on the pavement
Follow the signs 
Why dont you walk straight and
Dont.look.to.the left
Turn.away.from the right 
Stay concentrated 
Walk the line

And i know that your'e feeling all alone
Not seeing
In the promise that im given
Cause a sinner needs forgiveness
wicked from the birth
You always needed jesus 
Cant enter heaven
Cause your soul need cleaning
Walk away from me
You are sadly misleaded
Like all the fallen angels
Come to join the heathens?
Why would you leave me
You know you really need me
Open up your eyes
And youll see the picture clearly
Im the creator
None can defeat me
I wrote down this game
No opponent can beat me
Ill take the devil
And ill tie him dowm in chains
Cause he.didnt obey
Do you really want the same
I dont really play
No you dont want to diss me
Ill send you to hell
If you decide to ditch me
Believe me

And Time.and time again
I open up the page
And i sing that song
O blessed be your.name
And All the words come out
But they dont
feel the same
Cause i lost my faith
So this is my farewell.

Dear god ,its been way too long
So im putting a prayer
Right into this song
And ill.try to make it short
ill.try to make it simple
I know using big words
Wont impress you
where.do i start 
Or how should i begin
Im in loss for the words
And its hard to explain but
I Keep on moving and im growing
Learning everyday
I see the world,In different angles
different ways
Cause you gave me reason and i
I choose to use it
you gave me power,does that mean
I abused it?
Im reading your.book
And i have a lot of questions
Are they silly stories,or 
did they really happen
No evidence For all The
 claims they.are making.
One true religion
All the rest mistaken
Even though in church
A lot.of.them are fakin
Thats where i once was 
Call.it masquerading
And its getting really hard
To believe in all the stories that you
choose between nations
Love one only
it seems like you need attention
Cause you are lonely
Let me make a bunch of people and they
Will adore me
But that plan failed
No it didnt really work
 you made a 
heaven and a hell
Make the people 
burn, Seemsbsadistic 
messed up a crime
To.torture somebody
After they die
you choose
Who.to.love
And who.you should hate
Romans chapter 9,
Its written on that page
I thought we were equal.
One in the same
Every soul.created
In the  image of your name 
 But this seems like 
Just another attempt to
Make sense 
Of the mess 
were all 
placed in

And Time.and time again
I open up the page
And i sing that song
O blessed be your.name
And All the words come out
But they dont
feel the same
Cause i lost my faith
So this is my farewell.

MY FAREWELL TO GOD

KREV-FALLEN

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