Ever get blocked out of the friend group so you stop talking to anyone then they say ‘oh you just won’t like us and you are ignoring us”?

Holy shit Mad Tsai literally just summed up my friend group in this song 🥰

my life today my "friends" are ignoring me and keep pushing me phisicly and mentaly

here cause they're not coming to my birthday

My upload 7/5/21

Written, Produced, Played, Mixed & Mastered by Cameron Sanderson - Broken Thought 2021 ©

Lyrics:
Sad boy summer
Sa boy summer
But for real man like
It’s ridiculous
I don’t understand how
It can always be our fault
Yeah facts
It’s just
Oh fuck it

Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I’m fucked up
Wait I’m too scared to be honest
I don’t wanna be myself
But I don’t wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so

You gotta like fast cars
And go hard
And gotta stand up tall
And be strong
So why is everything so scary
If you’re a man then nothing’s heavy
I’ve gotta stay silent
And don’t scream
And have no emotion
And don’t sing
Look we just don’t want you to get lary
Cos I know you’ll hurt me maybe maybe yeah

Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I’m fucked up
Wait I’m too scared to be honest
I don’t wanna be myself
But I don’t wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so

I’ve been killing myself just to feel alive
Couple blunts to the face and I’ll be alright
You won’t ever see how I feel inside
Cos I’m fucked up endlessly
Woah
So let’s roll up
And get faded
Lets push the limits too far
Yeah let’s crash the whip
Doing stupid shit
And give a fuck about a battle scar
I’ve been dying on the edge tonight no mind
And i’m hoping that I get it right at least I try
If you see me and lean don’t be surprised
I’m going off my grid tonight

Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I’m fucked up
Wait I’m too scared to be honest
I don’t wanna be myself
But I don’t wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so

Hurting Myself Is So Fun

Fictional Men

fool

Hex · 80purppp

produced by kirk

lyrics:

[chorus] (miseryfell)
scythe on my back and i'm feeling like a demon slayer
if you really want smoke i'll make your ass disappear
nails painted black with my hand around your neck
if i, wasn't clear enough

talk, down on me and i'll put you in the mud
put you back where you came from if you want blood
i ain't really into conversations
smash his skull on the fucking pavement

[verse] (infinityghxst)
kill that demon with my fist, satan is a fucking bitch
she wanna suck my fucking dick, throw a blade into her clit
carve my name into her tits, pour my blood onto her wrist
imma grab her by the throat, and then she'll wanna have my kids

[audio]
"you look lonely
i can fix that"

i don't, wanna go fucking nuts
cause, imma keep fucking up
i, wanna keep taking drugs
but, imma keep fucking up

imma kill that demon, imma kill that demon
kill that fucking demon, imma kill that demon
imma kill that demon, imma kill that demon
kill that fucking demon, imma kill that demon

imma kill that demon
imma kill that demon
kill that fucking demon

[chorus] (miseryfell)
scythe on my back and i'm feeling like a demon slayer
if you really want smoke i'll make your ass disappear
nails painted black with my hand around your neck
if i, wasn't clear enough

talk, down on me and i'll put you in the mud
put you back where you came from if you want blood
i ain't really into conversations
smash his skull on the fucking pavement

demon slayer. (feat. infinityghxst)

I don't wanna die alone

Take a listen to Roadtrip: https://soundcloud.com/dreamtraps/roadtrip

LYRICS

[Verse 1: Dream]
Don't lack imagination
I'm just too scared to try
Afraid that I won't make it
But if I never step outside

[Pre-Chorus: Dream]
Of my comfort zone, here in my home
I'll never know where I could go
It's worth it to make some mistakes
You miss all of the shots that you don't take

[Chorus: Alec Benjamin]
I really wanna change the world, but can't change my clothes
Wanna find a girl, but can't find my phone
I just lie in bed 'til the afternoon
Dreamin' 'bout the things that I wanna do
If I wanna change the world, I should change myself
I should make my bed, I should dust the shelf
Shouldn't lie in bed 'til the afternoon
Dreamin' 'bout the things that I wanna do, mhm

[Post-Chorus: Alec Benjamin]
Mhm, mhm
Mhm, mhm
Mhm, mhm
'Bout the things that I wanna do

[Verse 2: Dream]
At first, my calculations
Seemed bulletproof to me
There can be no humiliation
Without accountability

[Pre-Chorus: Dream]
If I just stay home, here all alone
In my comfort zone, but now I know
It's worth it to make some mistakes
You miss all of the shots that you don't take

[Chorus: Dream & Alec Benjamin]
I really wanna change the world, but can't change my clothes
Wanna find a girl, but can't find my phone
I just lie in bed 'til the afternoon
Dreamin' 'bout the things that I wanna do
If I wanna change the world, I should change myself
I should make my bed, I should dust the shelf
Shouldn't lie in bed 'til the afternoon
Dreamin' 'bout the things that I wanna do, mhm

[Post-Chorus: Alec Benjamin]
Mhm, mhm
Mhm, mhm
Mhm, mhm
'Bout the things that I wanna do

[Bridge: Alec Benjamin]
I'd rather find out than regret never tryin' now
I won't let inhibitions take control, mhm
I'd rather fail than spend my life in a jail
Of my very own creation
Of my very own creation

[Chorus: Dream & Alec Benjamin]
I really wanna change the world, but can't change my clothes
Wanna find a girl, but can't find my phone
I just lie in bed 'til the afternoon
Dreamin' 'bout the things that I wanna do
If I wanna change the world, I should change myself
I should make my bed, I should dust the shelf
Shouldn't lie in bed 'til the afternoon
Dreamin' 'bout the things that I wanna do, mhm

[Post-Chorus: Alec Benjamin]
Mhm, mhm
Mhm, mhm
Mhm, mhm
'Bout the things that I wanna do, mhm

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Couldn't find this song on soundcloud so I decided to upload it myself :D

Starring Mad Tsai
Director: Caitlyn Phu
Assistant Director: Drake Konishi
Editor/Storyboard: Caitlyn Phu
Treatment: Mad Tsai
Producer: Jason Quan
Director of Photography: Zayd Ezzeldine 
Production Designer: Payton Jane
Production Assistant: Kiyan Ahmadi
Production Assistant: Alana Bliss
Key Grip: Matthew Pang
Steadicam Op: Daniel Willard 
1st AC: Ethan Smith
2nd AC: Zed Friedman
Gaffer: Chase Okimura
Colorist: Edgar Reyna
Best Boy Electric: Nathan Kadota
Art Assistant: Adalyn Verstegen
Hair and Makeup: Sophia Woolsey
Caterer: Paige Petersen

That Friend - Mad Tsai

City of Angels

Hello World

The Eye Color Ballad

a LOVE song for those of us who haven't experienced love like that quite yet.

LOVE

[Verse]
I asked the moon it stayed so quiet
Stars just blinked in their silver riot
The wind laughed low through the trees tonight

[Prechorus]
But you
You hold the word I need
The only key

[Chorus]
Give me the word
Give me the spark
Give me a reason to light up the dark
Dai dai dai dai dai dai dai
The word to let me love
To let me love again
Dai dai dai dai dai dai dai

[Verse 2]
The clocks spin backward the rivers dry
Every moment's frozen in your eyes
Say it once let it multiply

[Chorus]
Give me the word
Give me the spark
Give me a reason to light up the dark
Dai dai dai dai dai dai dai
The word to let me love
To let me love again
Dai dai dai dai dai dai dai

[Bridge]
Your silence is loud it shakes my ground
I’m falling up but I can't come down
One word one sound set me free
Say it loud say it back to me
30 августа 2025 г. в 12:50


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