Blackcat

go support mæsk

lyrics-
i haven’t felt the same about anyone since i met u
and i’m so sick and tired of just laying in my room
thinking bout the memories that we could of grew
maybes things would of work if we met
next june

remember those nights in september
shit was it december
i guess my brain blocked out all the memories i could remember
i starve myself till i look slender

i don’t know way i feel this way it makes wanna fall to the floor and collapse
i’m sorry i can’t open up and tell hoq i feel i’m not good at that
i’m not good at that

choking on the words i could never get back
watch my hands dry as they start to crack
i wish u would of told me what it is i lack
what it is lack

.mæsk
u dont really know how much u meant to me
baby Im jus living in these memories
breaking down my world, the sky is falling, nd its only been a week
I still feel ur touch, could we just talk I cant just let it be

its growing, a fight against time
u know that we dont need to see the signs
call me back, I bet
she the one that felt more
lets do it all againnnn

lets do it all again
ive got too many memories, they’ll stay until the end
touching on my hand
whispered on ur skin
this moment can last forever
if u feel more than think

i haven’t felt the same about anyone since i met u
and i’m so sick and tired of just laying in my room
thinking bout the memories that we could of grew
maybes things would of work if we met
next june

collapse ft. mæsk (prod. wisssery & jolst)

lyrics -
they say i’m okay but they don’t there lying
nothing fucking changed and i’m so sick trying
but i guess we changed, we can’t talk without fighting
walking through these forest, as these stars my only lighting

they tell me your alright
cause they never seen me cry
i’m seeing only gray, u see no color in my eyes
color me useless cause i’ve been it my whole life
i guess i’m not enough it’s just in my design

they say i’m okay but they don’t there lying
nothing fucking changed and i’m so sick trying
but i guess we changed, we can’t talk without fighting
walking through these forest, as these stars my only lighting

they tell me your alright
cause they never seen me cry
i’m seeing only gray, u see no color in my eyes
color me useless cause i’ve been it my whole life
i guess i’m not enough it’s just in my design

just another ogject for u to use
till it broken on the floor collecting dust
till my bone weak could be broke by any touch
cause never fucking eat so i’d look good enough
to be somebody ud love

but i know deep down i’m an machine for ur lust
leave in ur backyard while it rain and watch me rust
watch the drops fall into every cut
n wash away the blood

every night i’m scared i’m gonna die
i over think every lyric that i write
and every thing that say or type
there’s no color in my eyes
color me useless cause i’ve been it my whole life

they tell me your alright
cause they never seen me cry
i’m seeing only gray, u see no color in my eyes
color me useless cause i’ve been it my whole life
i guess i’m not enough it’s just in my design

they say i’m okay but they don’t there lying
nothing fucking changed and i’m so sick trying
but i guess we changed, we can’t talk without fighting
walking through these forest, as these stars my only lighting

color me useless (prod. wisssery & brody)

lryics -

sky dark blue i’m all alone
why can’t we talk like before
wish u were there when i fell to the floor
but u were snug behind his door

everything’s over, it happened fast
now i’m just wishin that’d would text me back
u said we’d still talk what happened to that
cant keep holding to nothing i’m losing grasp

i close the hatch
seems like she good at getting detached
well maybe she never was
guess i’m good at being dun
and being tossed to the side every month

zbee.
I guess that l have to learn every month
Hurting me now I swear that is enough
I get attached and I start to bluff
Saying that we’ll make it through the rough

I knew that we couldn’t even really make it
I dunno why I even decided to go off in spaceships
Maybe because you were next to me
Maybe aliens will help us truly, woah

everything’s over, it happened fast
now i’m just wishin that’d would text me back
u said we’d still talk what happened to that
cant keep holding to nothing i’m losing grasp

put up more defense
cause ever time i love i get hurt in the end
i’ll tell u fine guess i love to pretend
told u the a millions times, but this time i’ll avoid lament

alone with moon and the stars
id scream my lung out my body but they never talk
at least they’re not ripping my heart
into a million parts

into a millions pieces 
i’m just so tired of feeling these feelings 
but like u ever cared 
into this dark blue sky i will stare 

sky dark blue i’m all alone ( into nothing )
why can’t we talk like before ( into nothing )
wish u were there when i fell to the floor ( into nothing )
but u were snug behind his door ( into nothing )

into nothing
into nothing
behing his door

hatch ft. heyzbee (prod. metlast)

https://youtu.be/9QH0GKw7IRw
new song, hopes u like :)

lyrics - 
i hate knowing, i didn’t even matter at all
after all of my growing, still hurt when i fall
but if i could back i’d still pick up that call
use to fall in love, now fell nothing at all
i hate knowing, i didn’t even matter at all
after all of my growing, still hurt when i fall
but if i could back i’d still pick up that call
use to fall in love, now fell nothing at all

i hate felling like this
but i grown used to the loneliness
but that doesn’t mean i’m okay with
i think and think and bit my lip
still i don’t hate you
if ur still down, im cool
oh no, oh no, i need to let go
shut up, shut up, i’ll cry later and alone

i’ve got so much to say too you
but we talk once a day or two
u promised that, knowing that you’ll never follow it through
guess ur just another girl i gotta lose
and if u knew
how much i hate me u would hate me too
lay alone i can’t help but weep
wish i saw u while i dream but i never sleep

i’ve grown to learn i’m just not enough
i kinda hate who i’ve grown to become
i know i’m a wreck and a mess and i suck
and still i thought i’d be someone u love
i didn’t know
it could hurt this bad, being alone
try to get u to see me but u look right through bones
i need to let go

i hate felling like this
but i grown used to the loneliness
but that doesn’t mean i’m okay with
i think and think and bit my lip
still i don’t hate you
if ur still down, im cool
oh no, oh no, i need to let go
shut up, shut up, i’ll cry later and alone

shut up, shut up (prod. bloom)

did another cover sorry lol news songs soon hopefully

but cover of i start to rust by sewer, one of my top sewer tracks hope u like it i made it in like 15 minutes but i wanted to upload it and a like the song and idk bye have a nice day 

lyrics -
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (cover) (prod. idly blare)

nightfall 2 out !!
hope u guys enjoy this one was the first!
shoutout mask and daniel for the ft's 
zbee will def be on nightfall 3
okay peace peace

another bad night (prod. hero)

ghost ft. maesk (prod. hero x emptychest)

i see fireflies through our tent (cover)

wasted days ft. izzyk (prod. waves)

when i wake (prod. wisssery)

shelby's gone (prod. irby)

followed the fireflies (prod. saint mike)

joke (prod. grayskies)

if you want (prod. irby)

i could not provide u all that u needed
but it hurts me more
knowing somebody else like me met those needs and exceeded them
well good for him
trust me im so happy ur together and u feel the same way about him
i could write a million letters about this unique pain so I did and then I shredded them
im ur little keepsake
stuff me in ur shoe box
when he makes ur heart ache
ill be here to cry on
i would never judge u
cause im already long numb
ill be here to cry too
when he does u so wrong

shredded lettrs interlude w/notcursed (cover)

second single off album "black cat"
 
lyrics ~
before u go
say u love me on more time 
cause i can tell that u were never mine
my heads just filled with neverminds

maybe u realized 
i never fell out of love with her
i ran away to never hurt  
i still wear her fathers shirt 
i think ill cry on april first
dont really care about the rose bowl
but memories they hold 

i know i’m not a perfect person 
i know im hard to miss 
i guess i wish u cared a little bit 
i guess this wishful thinking

days pass 
they never seem that long 
i know i’ve never seemed that strong 
ur hair blew in the wind that fall
fell in love more with every call
shirt fit baggy ur pops was tall 
remember talking bout it all
stargazing, thinking we’re were small 
almosy burned the shirt im glad i stalled

before u go
say u love me on more time 
cause i can tell that u were never mine
my heads just filled with neverminds

maybe u realized 
i never fell out of love with her
i ran away to never hurt  
i still wear her fathers shirt 
i think ill cry on april first
dont really care about the rose bowl
but memories they hold 

fathers shirt (prod. irby)

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It Was Different Even Then

Lame as Ever

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Fathers Shirt

Black Cat, Bad Luck

Nightnday

Lullabies

Skin N Bone

Shade of Green

Till My Arms Break

Sweet Tooth

Mortal man, fragile minds
And I'm terrified all the damn time
And I'm tired of feelin' tired, wish I retired
But you'd be sad if I was gone at least
But I wish that you felt different
So many sleepless nights, I'm countin'
And I wish I wasn't such a coward
So bring me down, that’s what you do best
I'm sorry I'm so depressed
But you wanted that, didn't you?
But you wanted that, didn't you?

Leave my body in a field
Girl, I'll send you a postcard
At least you didn't have to see me cry
I hate this town 'cause it reminds me of me

Fragile man, broken hands
'Cause I've been typin' all the things that you did wrong
And I'm tired of overthinking
And I'm drowning in the consequences of talking to you
I'm sorry I'm not the one to carry this torch for you
To be the man you wanted me to be, I can't carry on like this

Leave my body in a field
Girl, I'll send you a postcard
At least you didn't have to see me cry
I hate this town 'cause it reminds me of me

the boy made of paper (cover)

blackcats
thanks for listening 

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