nightfall 2 out !!
hope u guys enjoy this one as much as the first!
shoutout mask and daniel for the ft's 
zbee will def be on nightfall 3
okay peace peace

nightfall 2

followed the fireflies

lyrics -
i could leave or i could stay
u won’t notice either way
u don’t notice i’m in pain
but still i stay am i insane

all my pain i wish away
i don’t cry so i’m okay
i wiped every tear from my face
try to get from day to day

i will go and u won’t know
i forget how it felt being alone
december felt so long ago
can’t figure out how to let go

tried moving on but your all i ever thought about
i hope u hit me up next ur back in town
back around
i had some time in my head now i’m breaking down
for a minute u were someone i could not live without

i’ve been on my own
even when i was with someone else it felt like i was comatose
wish would hit me back i’ve been staring at my phone
i never knew it hurt this much to be alone

to be myself swear it wasn’t like this before
wish i could tell everything i can’t anymore
i’m too shy to scared that i’ll ignore
without u i don’t think i’ve ever been this bored

i could leave or i could stay
u won’t notice either way
u don’t notice i’m in pain
but still i stay am i insane

all my pain i wish away
i don’t cry so i’m okay
i wiped every tear from my face
try to get from day to day

day to day (prod. wisssery & lavendertxwn)

lyrics-
i didn’t need to set that alarm
i was up all staring up at the stars
constellation gave me motivation
sadness makes the lyrics easier to write in my isolation

sit in my own imagination
dreaming of the life we could had if i was more patient
or if i was better i know i was complacent
looking at my problems like damm i need to face this

hate the fact i’m not someone u held onto
hate the fact that i can’t hate u
without u what i’m i to do
if done nothing with my time but sit in this room

i didn’t need to set that alarm
i was up all staring up at the stars
constellation gave me motivation
sadness makes the lyrics easier to write in my isolation

turned the lights off but still awake
can’t catch no drift can’t hit the hay
i’ve been thinking more about u, and i really miss those days
i’ve been thinking about it more and i wish u could of stayed

no sleep can’t close these eyes
1am still up by five
should of loved u more when u were by my side
watch the moon arise
and the stars as they light up the sky

i didn’t need to set that alarm
i was up all staring up at the stars
constellation gave me motivation
sadness makes the lyrics easier to write in my isolation

constellation (prod. nevrfall)

go support mæsk

lyrics-
i haven’t felt the same about anyone since i met u
and i’m so sick and tired of just laying in my room
thinking bout the memories that we could of grew
maybes things would of work if we met
next june

remember those nights in september
shit was it december
i guess my brain blocked out all the memories i could remember
i starve myself till i look slender

i don’t know way i feel this way it makes wanna fall to the floor and collapse
i’m sorry i can’t open up and tell hoq i feel i’m not good at that
i’m not good at that

choking on the words i could never get back
watch my hands dry as they start to crack
i wish u would of told me what it is i lack
what it is lack

.mæsk
u dont really know how much u meant to me
baby Im jus living in these memories
breaking down my world, the sky is falling, nd its only been a week
I still feel ur touch, could we just talk I cant just let it be

its growing, a fight against time
u know that we dont need to see the signs
call me back, I bet
she the one that felt more
lets do it all againnnn

lets do it all again
ive got too many memories, they’ll stay until the end
touching on my hand
whispered on ur skin
this moment can last forever
if u feel more than think

i haven’t felt the same about anyone since i met u
and i’m so sick and tired of just laying in my room
thinking bout the memories that we could of grew
maybes things would of work if we met
next june

collapse ft. mæsk (prod. wisssery & jolst)

lyrics - 
it started
it finished
was over so quickly

now my whole life just passing time
did u ever care how i felt inside
did u ever realize
that i was down two
it just wasn’t you

but i guess it doesn’t matter now
cause it’s all over now

so sit and start reflecting
and writing stupid songs about my ex’s
and how i fell inside
all these tears i cried
turn into more lyrics i can write

write more about how i feel inside my head
how sometimes i think i’d be better dead
or how i get no rest
or how i rot in bed
or how she won’t respond again


i’m like a deer to the head lights
i come awake at the night time
and stay up till the sun rise
cry until my eyes dry
a drop of a tear all u hear on this silent night
the stars in the sky the only light
only light
only light

it started
it finished
was over so quickly

emotions like blue when they snowball
i come alive at night fall
flow with some flavour like menthol
music turn into a day job

it's over. (prod. idly blare)

lryics -

sky dark blue i’m all alone
why can’t we talk like before
wish u were there when i fell to the floor
but u were snug behind his door

everything’s over, it happened fast
now i’m just wishin that’d would text me back
u said we’d still talk what happened to that
cant keep holding to nothing i’m losing grasp

i close the hatch
seems like she good at getting detached
well maybe she never was
guess i’m good at being dun
and being tossed to the side every month

zbee.
I guess that l have to learn every month
Hurting me now I swear that is enough
I get attached and I start to bluff
Saying that we’ll make it through the rough

I knew that we couldn’t even really make it
I dunno why I even decided to go off in spaceships
Maybe because you were next to me
Maybe aliens will help us truly, woah

everything’s over, it happened fast
now i’m just wishin that’d would text me back
u said we’d still talk what happened to that
cant keep holding to nothing i’m losing grasp

put up more defense
cause ever time i love i get hurt in the end
i’ll tell u fine guess i love to pretend
told u the a millions times, but this time i’ll avoid lament

alone with moon and the stars
id scream my lung out my body but they never talk
at least they’re not ripping my heart
into a million parts

into a millions pieces 
i’m just so tired of feeling these feelings 
but like u ever cared 
into this dark blue sky i will stare 

sky dark blue i’m all alone ( into nothing )
why can’t we talk like before ( into nothing )
wish u were there when i fell to the floor ( into nothing )
but u were snug behind his door ( into nothing )

into nothing
into nothing
behing his door

hatch ft. zbee (prod. metlast)

lyrics -

sorry i can’t be the guy that u want me to be
sorry i can’t change
it’s just my dna
it’s just how i was raised
and i think it was pretty great
but u still see every imperfection in my face
and my personality to the little things i say
and i hate the way i sometimes hate my brain
and i hate the way i always feel gray

ull let me decay then leave me out to the crows
ull say that i’m fine but u don’t really know
i feel sometimes i should go
the silence of the forest reminds that i’m all alone

and i know fairy tales arnt real but a man can hope
that there by a happy ending by the time the curtains close
but there’s always cone a storm


the light bugs light the up sky
cause the stars don’t glow on a stormy night
the light bugs light the up sky
cause the stars don’t glow on a stormy night

sorry i can’t be the guy that u want me to be
sorry i can’t change
it’s just my dna
it’s just how i was raised
and i think it was pretty great
but u still see every imperfection in my face
and my personality to the little things i say
and i hate the way i sometimes hate my brain
and i hate the way i always feel gray

the light bugs light the up sky
cause the stars don’t glow on a stormy night

for francis

light bugs (prod. idly blare)

lryics -

i don’t talk i lock the door and hide away
what would they even say
to make things any better
i’ll just slowly drift away

sit inside my mind
slowly i’m realizing
i mess up most times i try
so i’ll just hollow myself
become a shell
so the next girl that met
can make me a perfect machine
nobody really seemed
they like the old me

no one really see
i’m drifting quietly
i wish upon the stars
for some serenity

i can barely breath
damage me verbally
i’m driving me insane
a woried place inside my brain

i’ve drifted
past the point of fixing
i wish we never shifted
ever problem that i face
i always run away
i never wrap my wounds
i just in pain and slowly drift away

no one really see
i’m drifting quietly
i wish upon the stars
for some serenity

i can barely breath
damage me verbally
i’m driving me insane
a woried place inside my brain

drift away (prod. idly blare)

https://youtu.be/9QH0GKw7IRw
new song, hopes u like :)

lyrics - 
i hate knowing, i didn’t even matter at all
after all of my growing, still hurt when i fall
but if i could back i’d still pick up that call
use to fall in love, now fell nothing at all
i hate knowing, i didn’t even matter at all
after all of my growing, still hurt when i fall
but if i could back i’d still pick up that call
use to fall in love, now fell nothing at all

i hate felling like this
but i grown used to the loneliness
but that doesn’t mean i’m okay with
i think and think and bit my lip
still i don’t hate you
if ur still down, im cool
oh no, oh no, i need to let go
shut up, shut up, i’ll cry later and alone

i’ve got so much to say too you
but we talk once a day or two
u promised that, knowing that you’ll never follow it through
guess ur just another girl i gotta lose
and if u knew
how much i hate me u would hate me too
lay alone i can’t help but weep
wish i saw u while i dream but i never sleep

i’ve grown to learn i’m just not enough
i kinda hate who i’ve grown to become
i know i’m a wreck and a mess and i suck
and still i thought i’d be someone u love
i didn’t know
it could hurt this bad, being alone
try to get u to see me but u look right through bones
i need to let go

i hate felling like this
but i grown used to the loneliness
but that doesn’t mean i’m okay with
i think and think and bit my lip
still i don’t hate you
if ur still down, im cool
oh no, oh no, i need to let go
shut up, shut up, i’ll cry later and alone

shut up, shut up (prod. bloom)

did a cover of incompatible by 9tails on like an acoustic beat, one of my fav song by him

hope u like

lyrics:

im being tossed around losing all my worth
and i dont really know if i should tell you that it hurts
pill powder in my frown these dont even work
pick myself apart and i just wipe away the dirt

i knew it when we met that i would fall in love again
but no one ever told me loved ones tend to turn their back
now im all alone just scrolling through my phone in bed
tears are hard to cry when i dont have no water left

watch a pill breaking down in the water when i stir
did it all on my own
this is not your fault i swear
i just starve skin and bones
its ok ill eat the air
spend my work on a shirt
and a pair of nike airs

i get sick when i think of your lips on his face
cause i know the love he gives you couldnt be replaced
by my soul and my blood by my heart by my taste
and im so sick and tired of just lusting your embrace

im being tossed around losing all my worth
and i dont really know if i should tell you that it hurts
pill powder in my frown these dont even work
pick myself apart and i just wipe away the dirt

incompatible (cover) (prod. idly blare)

did another cover sorry lol news songs soon hopefully

but cover of i start to rust by sewer, one of my top sewer tracks hope u like it i made it in like 15 minutes but i wanted to upload it and a like the song and idk bye have a nice day 

lyrics -
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (cover) (prod. idly blare)

made this in like 20 min idk have a nice night hope u like the song
more song coming soon!
nightfall

sitting here stuck (prod. nowhere valley)

new track with free willy hope u like!

music vid - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6IO0BWPV2mk

shoutout Zhang Weili

with all my heart ft. free willy (prod. wisssery)

nights about to fall again
ahah that was cringe nightfall 2 soon!
hope this lived up to the first one :)

broke pt. 2 (prod. nvki)

nightfall 2 out !!
hope u guys enjoy this one was the first!
shoutout mask and daniel for the ft's 
zbee will def be on nightfall 3
okay peace peace

waiting for you (prod. idly blare)

forgetting ft. daniel (prod. idly blare)

fallout (prod. idly blare)

stars will guide me home (prod. idly blare)

ghost ft. maesk (prod. hero x emptychest)

sunset, moon rise (prod. idly blare)

i see fireflies through our tent (cover)

wasted days ft. izzyk (prod. waves)

punching bag (prod. saint mike)

when i wake (prod. wisssery)

feel something again (prod. saint mike)

driving to the gas station to much, but its the only time i go outside (prod. pekarot)

shelby's gone (prod. irby)

pathetic (prod. wisssery)

crying for the moon (prod. nowhere valley)

nothings changed (prod. wisssery)

make it back home ft. daniel (prod. pekarot)

followed the fireflies (prod. saint mike)

lyrics ~
i wish that i could help 
but im quite lost myself
i wandered up that hill 
and almost ended on a self
all the words i coudlnt say
all the things i couldnt tell
all the moments i let pass
thinking they'd all be back

the walk home from urs 
always got me bored 
know i wish on every star 
that i would've cared more
im scared 
that maybe u never cared 
ill spend my life without u there
that ill think that i dont need air 
never again will i wear

the sweater the u bought for me 
misty eyes its hard to see
it gets so hard to leave 
maybe im just to naive

that day it still loses me sleep
the night still cuts me to deep
that day it still loses me sleep
the night still cuts me to deep

the walk home from urs 
always got me bored 
know i wish on every star 
that i would've cared more

im scared 
that maybe u never cared 
ill spend my life without u there
that ill think that i dont need air 
never again will i wear

the walk home from yours (prod. irby)

sorry for the lack of uploads, gonna start dropping more :)
thank you for all the support everyone shows on all the songs, means alot!

lyrics~
u used to tell me go to bed
but ive been staying up again
used to tell me eat some food 
but ive been throwing up again

the photo album under my beds
been picking up dust again 
staying up till dawn again

i miss the voice notes of ur lullabies
cause i said that i couldnt sleep a night 
use to say u couldnt sing 
but to me u could do anyhting
used to say u couldnt sing 
to me you could do anything
id give you everything
i would give you anything

the ghost of u
still floats around my room
still makes it harder to move 
i go to sleep because theres nothing else to do

no else to do 
i spend the day inside my room

dust builds up inside my chest
i wonder if theres anything left 
wish that i could say 
that i wish we never met

used to tell me go to bed 
my tonight my eyes just arent staying closed
ill keep that patch on my coat 
and walk the empty road

i miss the voice notes of ur lullabies
cause i said that i couldnt sleep a night 
use to say u couldnt sing 
but to me u could do anyhting
used to say u couldnt sing 
to me you could do anything
id give you everything
i would give you anything

the ghost of you still floats around my room
dsdadsdfssfdipiupsdf

lullabies (prod. wisssery)

blackcats
thanks for listening 
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