This is just an experiment with Massive, I was playing around with filters etc.
Lyrics

Mea Culpa 

I should shut my liar’s mouth
This intractable addiction
And embarrassment  of wrongs 
You let me do to you
You have taken all the shame
It’s been borne by you completely
I stole your sun, reason your hope
And your faith in life
Won’t you hold me
Like you hold my hate
Which you carry as an angel bright
Obscured by my shadow is where you stay
Won’t you tell me you’re OK now
And make me believe 
You won’t fall down
As I direct my ire 
In my game

mea culpa logic

Americana influenced

Eat Me Alive 
Ooh my baby  (oooooooh)
You never miss a thing (oooooh)
Your ears to the ground (oooooh)
Always 
Faster than sound (ooooooh)
PRE CHORUS
Ride or die             (Ride or die)
Is what you tell me  (aaaah)
Baby I would go anywhere  (anywhere)
Darkest dreams and city spaces   (mmmmm)
Alone is alone (oh oh)
But that is not here
(But that is not here)
CHORUS
Go on eat me alive  (alive)
When life goes down  
It intensifies (I’m on fire)
I lost my way 
There’s no way back  (oh no)
No happy ending   (oh no)
No happy ending 
Go on eat me alive (Alive)
No glory here
Just love in her spite  (love’s on fire)
Which is what I deserve (can’t take it no more)
(You) know my needs  (ooh)
I’m always wanting more  (ooh)
You see my darkness  (ooh)
Can’t hide 
I’m so forlorn  (ooh)
I’m capricious  (ooh)
(As) daisies summer season  (ooh)
As the starlings (ooh)
Airborne
On beauteous wings (ooh)
They don’t crash and burn      (will we fall to the earth?)  *I sing ground
They know which way to turn  (do you my darling?)
PRE CHORUS
Ride or die             (Ride or die)
Is what you tell me  (aaaah)
Baby I would go anywhere  (anywhere)
Darkest dreams and city spaces   (mmmmm)
Alone is alone (oh oh)
But that is not here
(But that is not here)
CHORUS
Go on eat me alive  (alive)
When life goes down  
It intensifies (I’m on fire)
I lost my way 
There’s no way back  (oh no)
No happy ending   (oh no)
No happy ending 
Go on eat me alive (Alive)
No glory here
Just love in her spite  (love’s on fire)
Which is what I deserve (can’t take it no more)
Out Section
But that’s not how (ooh)
This story ends  (aah)
Or is it my love? (ooh)
Burning Hearts 
And Flaming Wrecks (aah)
I’ll pull you out and above
CHORUS
Go on eat me alive  (alive)
When life goes down  
It intensifies (I’m on fire)
I lost my way 
There’s no way back  (oh no)
No happy ending   (oh no)
No happy ending 
Go on eat me alive (Alive)
No glory here
Just love in her spite  (love’s on fire)
Which is what I deserve (can’t take it no more)

Eat Me Alive

Experimenting with my out of tune piano

	Ringmaster
	
	
	You roll in for the show from outta town
	With your charlatans
	And your renegades
	And with your sleight of hand
	Weave a     glamour for the wastrels and dreamers
	The ringmaster with his crew of the damned
	
	Make them dance, make them dance 
	They are  your puppets 
	Conjure up,  necromance
	Your golems alive
	In a trance, in a trance 
	They do your bidding
	They slake all your thirst as 
	You suck them dry
	
	
	With the freaks 
	The crazies  innocents
	And the crazies
	And when the rose is deflowered
	And you are thus spent
	Repentance  eschewed
	For your nest of serpents
	O ringmaster doomed 
	Excess of excess
	
	
	The greasepaint won’t comes off
	The dirt’s  underneath
	And you are decaying
	O Decadence’s Peach
	Roll on good Sirs 
	Move and shake till you crack
	Roll on good Sirs 
	And never look back   
	
	Till the next town
	Till the next town
	Till the next town
	Till the next town
	
	 
	You roll in for the show from outta town
	With your charlatans
	And your renegades
	And with your sleight of hand
	Weave a     glamour for the wastrels and dreamers
	The ringmaster with his crew of the damned

Ringmaster

I wrote the melody and lyrics
which should be as the following
(as performed by Led Gremlin with me on keys)
Gasoline  
Arched back
20 feet
overdose
that tastes so sweet 
got me going 
to this crazy beat
I’m electrified 
gonna hit the street

like some crazy cat
who walked the line
and then got beat
time after  time
and time again
now frenzied up
for Friday night 
It’s looking up

light the match
so I can see
can’t read the label
but it
smells like gasoline


palsied, shaking
desperate, quaking
like a holy roller 
who is rapture bound
like a howling dog
that’s scratching round 
say I’ve no money
say I’ve no green 
say what I want 
man it’s obscene 
like a ticking bomb
you’re gonna scream
cause I time it right 
cause I live the dream

so

light the match
so I can see
can’t read the label
but it
smells like gasoline


breaking loose
just what I want
don’t try to stop 
the roll I’m on
dance with molly
going down
feel like god
I love this town
Raise the roof
Praise the lord 
Spinning round 
Don’t get caught 
I just steal my way
I want your heart
Don’t bother trying
Cause I run real fast 


light the match
so I can see
can’t read the label
but it
smells like gasoline


light the match
so I can see
can’t read the label
but it
smells like gasoline


light the match
so I can see
can’t read the label
but it
smells like gasoline

GasolineNewInnMay2019

Push Me

(This song was part of a set of songs I wrote for a film bid)

All the colours of my life
Seem to fade 
As I'm in this moment now
These city streets 
The sirens going past
Make no sense only sound
And I think I know just where I'm going
And I've no chance to trace my steps 
And I'm crazy scared and baby I show it 
But you haven't said a thing yet

You just push me
Push me away
Push me 
And radiate 
With your loving arms 
And your loving ways 
You just push me away
Push me away

The urban jungle 
Looms at large
But with you 
I'm not really scared
I know fates in charge
There's no broken hearts
Just two smiles 
In a butterfly dance

You just push me
Push me away
Push me 
And radiate 
With your loving arms 
And your loving ways 
You just push me away
Push me away

NatalieForgo