Can't Trust Myself

difficult topics.

The Stargaze

This Match

Just Let Go

Last Ride

Cant Trust Myself

When the Clouds Clear

Medicinal Madness

My Little Incident (Halloween)

Sad But True - a shitty cover

Zay freestyled his verse, I wrote mine as we smoked some phat doinks. ZIMO was just vibing, he doesn't solely focus on hip hop beats so I threw down that shitty melody and it turned into this concoction of interesting vibes. Never met before making this n never saw them again after the fact. Still one of my favorites to throw on in da whip.

Lola (Ft. Isaiah) Prod. by DJ ZIMO

Alright, let's get this straight
I'ma get this money, and I hold my weight
Yeah, I practice patience, up until the day ends, no mistakes
No, I ain't perfect, but I keep working, so that shit don't break
I don't pray for me, but I'll throw my hands up to the bitch that hates
I'm busy with working myself into the mindset it takes to be building a life
You busy with putting this shit to side
No cap, all the lies
I don't lower my voice for the ones in the back tryna talk on the fly
But never confront me, unless it's a dummy remark, I'm the shit they despise 

The more I speak truth, then the more they leave
That's why I don't speak, my shit don't stink, I'm Mr. Clean
Like mister please don't leave, I miss her, but she missed her shot, that shit don't sting
And the bullets ring
All the way out of the door, and please do not follow me, I cannot take no plea
I'm working like I murdered a beat while seated, I got demons, hurt, and purpose
But I can't blurt this, y'all stay teething, heard my words, they still got meaning 

What I mean is, I got a dream to fulfill
Don't take my pills so I stay ill
Don't stay, I will, no breaks, all wheels
y'all fake, I'm real, all snakes get killed
Mistakes get made, I get paid still
No pain, no feels, no brain, no skills
No payments, waste your days for real 

The grass is greener now that I have watered it
All of the snakes in my grass, so I slaughtered it
Starting from scratch like I'm breaking the patterns that everyone brought and I'm taking my heart with it
Take it apart when all of it's faltering
Filtering all of this mix up, I'm fixing to risk it all for the deposit
I just wanna live but I'm pushed to the bottomless pit 

I just wanna love but I'm pushed to the bottomless pit
So I'm spitting a vision like venomous wishes
I'm distant, I'm still in revision of all that's been written
I'm hidden in plain sight
They tell me that I ain't been living, and I say they kidding, but they's right
I've been living the same life
I'm dulling the blade, I've been cutting shit out with the same knife
So now that the stains' wiped
I can see how I take life
Too serious
All this money and shit, man it makes me delirious
Going through strife and hysteria
What is the theorem to deal with my peers when they instilling fear in him
Young boy with a problem, he's begging for help, and nobody's stopping
He checks on himself, so he gets the deposit
That's how he deals with his problems 

No pain, no gain, he don't stop feeling and he don't stop killing and he don't stop winning while cutting his losses
He gets into trouble when dealing with bosses
Just being honest, he don't really know what all of this costs him
So he rakes in the money, and fills up the coffins
He's death but he's walking 

Alright let's get this straight
I'ma get this money, and I hold my weight
Yeah I practice patience, up until the day ends, no mistakes
No I ain't perfect, but I keep working so that shit don't break
I don't pray for me, but I'll throw my hands up to the bitch that hates
I'm busy with working myself into the mindset it takes to be building a life
You busy with putting this shit to side
No cap, all the lies
I don't lower my voice for the ones in the back tryna talk on the fly
But never confront me, unless it's a dummy remark, I'm the shit they despise 

The more I speak truth, then the more they leave
That's why I don't speak, my shit don't stink, I'm Mr. Clean
Like mister please don't leave, I miss her, but she missed her shot, that shit don't sting
And the bullets ring
All the way out of the door, and please do not follow me, I cannot take no plea
I'm working

Reaper

Fly (ft. D.A.)

Prod. PUIA

Lyrics:

Resuscitating life in this rap game
Living life, fast lane
Never find me halfway
The way I grab a mic like a clutch, as if that's same
Shifting through positions like BJJ, that's gay

My last name is like a new way to spell music (Mzyk)
They say it's got a ring to it, like a bell do it
In my shell, screw it, give me hell, I go through it
My flow's spewing
Leaving them hoes on low fluid

They begging me don't do it, but anyone's prone to it
My enemies know who it is; ME
My destiny's telling me let em rest in peace, seldomly
I'm the best to be
Never in 70 centuries could anyone step to me
I'm ready like 'press any key'

Most of these rappers sounding like Kenny be
Never speak comprehensibly 
What the helly you mean?
I'm so upset at the beat, so I beat it senseless
Like chemicals leak
I dare the devil to settle this beef
I got the recipe


Gimme room, let me breathe
I don't flee from the scene, I just peak
I'm a fiend for the green, rehabilitated
Take a pill like we in the matrix
They tell me I'm a dick, and you'll find that I'm bigger than you anticipated
Like I was inflated

This is hell, not a purgatory
I exist in a cell, just like a murder story
Don't make the same mistakes that I make
You never know when fate'll make or break your psyche's at stake
I use it to kill the blood suckers, ruining my day
When i'm stressed I kill the humbuckers, shred em away
Left my room to view the sky now I reside up in space
This is hell, not a purgatory, I ain't making way

I lift this
Bar so high by checking off all my wish list
Existence
Painfully takes the cake for my wishes
Mac is my assistant, I miss him
It's like reliving his vision by sticking with him
We distant, so I envision him like stars in the system
And these bars are for listening
The homies matter most, we all the same, don't resist it
Let's be realistic
An idealist of sadistic behavior, murderin' victims
These words were my enemies, but now I've learned to enlist em

Keep my foes close with the doors closed and Lord knows that they switchin'
The light be shining through the door's hole and it's Nicholson
I found my soul's home and though I'm broke
I put all my nickels in and I stick with it
Tryna put my foot in the door
I stick a pen in it
Prying my way into the flow
I'm sick of spitting it

So I changed the pace and my migraine is basically migrating away from the highway
Man, I could go all day
Writing like Mark Twain
Lost in the Stargaze
I chose to go my way
And start swaying off the bars, weighing em out
Like George St.
And the more I wait to take the pen out
The more weighty the door makes me

Resuscitate

All my life I'm waiting
To meet my final destination
When I will I make it
This day and age is far from basic
Displacing hatred, displaying faces like they will change it
Take it, rape it
No chasing spaces of angst when it's time to replace it
With traces
Of memories, complain and worship how it turns your life into erasing (a race and)
Moving too fast, you make mistakes in
The lines confined inside your mind like that's been straightened
The passion's wasted
Go back to class and trace it back to when your childhood was taken from you short
Shit end of the stick and everyone's got it (yup)
Suspend my ass, give me bliss, I'll take the time to take a shot at
My own brain cause
It ain't fair
Woe is me, my own worst enemy
Fuck it, I'll settle for painless death
When they find me there will be a stench of pennies on my breath 

In other words, I put my money where my mouth is
So give me mine, I'm living life from 9-5
The rest of my time's spent on being stuck in my mind (in my mind)

I'll never be gentle
I'm better off mental
I said it, I meant to
Here's a memento
You're the cola, I'm a mento
I'd rather be dead though
So what is it like to enjoy my life
I'm asking anyone, friends too
I've been lying to everyone, saying I'm great, appearing with strength
When I disappear, I'm straight until I get ready to feel the weight
Skipping the line, I don't wanna wait
I do this shit til I die
Never be graceful, my my
I live with the angels, bye bye
Stuck with this feeling of dread in my head, I'm guilty because of it, but
I try 

Oh, Lord do I try 

I hope that I inspire them to get higher than I (then I)
Can admire them
No fire comes from shit that's wired in right
Though I aspire, my fire's been tired and prior to lying, I was fine, I guess I'll be fine again
But nevermind it now
I'll deal with it later
Let's get this paper
Write my suicide note on the back, to let em know I did em a favor
I ain't no savior, but the reason I'm alive is cause I tried to save her
I guess it's the reason I'm distraught
But will it be bought
Cause I'm just drowning in thought 

Pennies for mine, it makes cents
I'll waste your time and no less
Subject to stress
I'm one of a kind of fatal messengers
I digress
When I say there's money on my mind (on my mind)
I still taste the pennies on my breath (on my  breath)

Pennies

SO LOST

What you gon' do for me?
Baby, can you move for me?
Listen.
What you gon' do for me?
Yeah, what you gon' do, tell me what you gon' do?
What you gonna do for me when I'm on the way up?
Baby, can you move for me?
Let me see your passion
I would never lose homies,
Homies stick around
And when my time is up, then I'ma turn this music upside down

I'm finished with the
Collective back and forth, I
Will need to set the mission
And I will rack the score up
This is the red edition
No need to mop the floor up
I'm leaving blood upon the walls, repeating, 'that's an order'
And if you listen to me
You might just back the source up
I wish you could resist me
But I'm the magic sorcerer
I ain't no dummy-sissy
I ain't what y'all have thought, I
See through the bullshit, and I'm getting by, by acting bolder (bye-bye)

This is the moment that I peak another vision
Listen when I'm talking or you won't get the message
Finessin' everything I want with my tenacity for peace
I preach relief for healing when the demons seep in
When I'm sleeping, I'm dreaming of my beliefs
So let me ask you, what do you believe in?
Is it peace or screamin'?
Are you friends with the demon inside your head
Or are you just another sheep of the people that bring the evil to eat ya?

What you gon' do for me?
Baby, can you move for me?
Listen.
What you gon' do for me?
Yeah, what you gon' do, tell me what you gon' do?
What you gonna do for me when I'm on the way up?
Baby, can you move for me?
Let me see your passion
I would never lose homies,
Homies stick around
And when my time is up, then I'ma turn this music upside down

Come on, baby, bounce that
I don't need no pictures on my nightstand, need a bra-strap
Playin' with my kickstand, need your bike rack
A titty for the stress to get the weight off my chest
These bitches hate, I got no patience that's left
Yeah, I'd love to hear all the things you think you know about me
Doubt me
I got myself this far, now myself tryna drown me
Already been kicked, cut, yeah, before you found me
So hard not to ask how long you got me

Til' I'm on top
What if I stop?
What if I fail?
I do the impossible
I wanna prevail
There is no obstacle
Don't get in the way
Causing a block
Tell me you need me
Say you my flock
But how do I know that you love me or not?

Start with the truth
Show how you move
I'm not what you're used to
I'm hard to manage
I love to panic so much
I would shoot for you
You could kill for me
And I'll still be askin'-

What you gon' do for me?
Baby, can you move for me?
Listen.
What you gon' do for me?
Yeah, what you gon' do, tell me what you gon' do?
What you gonna do for me when I'm on the way up?
Baby, can you move for me?
Let me see your passion
I would never lose homies,
Homies stick around
And when my time is up, then I'ma kick the ladder to the ground

WYGD - Aker, D.A.

in the mud - don't tread on me.
current status;
transformation.
elevation.

important info;
there is much beauty in a dense forest.

you are you. nobody else.

advice;
think freely. independently.
selflessly.

fucking breathe.



new music coming soon.

Aker

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