i’ve been waiting for you
for so long
never again, never again
prisms of gold falling through my head

i went swimming alone 
in the sea
my arms are weak
how inspiring
how easy 
to fall asleep
to fall asleep

i been wasting my time 
i been wasting my time
now there’s blood in my eyes
now there’s blood in my eyes 

in my ears and out my spine
kill me now and drink the wine

in my ears and out my spine
kill me now and drink the wine

blood in my eyes

i wanna breathe with u right now
i cannot be with you somehow
running away into the woods
to speak or die i think i should

i have angels on my stomach
metal poked into my skin
crystal sculptures in my bedroom
ribbons tied off all my limbs

i am held in ancient statues
forest faeries unknown kin
rather hate you than to love you
darkness crawling from within

i wanna breathe with u right now
i cannot be with you somehow
i sit alone inside my room
and count the rocks inside my shoe

you wish

u wish Nightcore

came with some yen left with a lotta yen

this is so Weird i made it at 5am its just my psyche throwing up Bruh 💸

track IDs:

hell yea - sofaygo ft ken carson
duvet - boa
nowhere fast- meat computer
decay- bladee
rave rats volume 1: interdimensional life- ooxygen

Red Angel Mix

confessional

This is a live performance piece composed and performed during my undergraduate career in receiving a Bachelor's in music.  It is meant to be performed for Voice, Synth, and Playback File with accompanying visuals.

The program notes are as follows:

An atmospheric and improvisatory soundscape exploring the ebb and flow of human intimacy.  From inner soliloquy to interpersonal expression, it is a disjunct tableau of first meeting to final goodbye.

Special thanks to Anson for voice acting!

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