Absence + Yametsu

everything done by me 
(except coverart done by @haroldsboxers) 

lyrics: 

I got so lost in the moment
I forgot to check my head
most of the time im complaining 
Why am i so god damn bitter?
Im so done with it im so done with it

you still linger in my headspace 
thought the only time id see you was my death day
im detaching just to get payed 
guess the only thing that matters is im fed 

whats fucking wrong with me?
I hate on everything 
I need some chems in my chest to feel alive again
whats fucking wrong with me?
I wanted everything
But everything is nothing
cuz nothings everything

Bitter

✦Produced by me✦

@mysticbummer
[intro]

omg, yeah ive been feeling greedy
got my bands up, didnt know that you could see me
ive been on the road, hitting rounds with my city
dont know who you is, yeah that nigga tryna be me, yeah
on my life, you got it backwards
why they tryna hit me up like think you worth sum, yuh
in the front, we smoking backwoods
oh its a flop? yeah think you got it backwards, yuh 

they been talking online, but so what? 
in the end, you still looking like a bum
yeah they run when they see my silhouette
they not even worth my time, like pipe down
like wow, brodie really thought he had a chance now 
youre so down, sorry man i got you stressed out


omg, yeah ive been feeling greedy
got my bands up, didnt know that you could see me
ive been on the road, hitting rounds with my city
dont know who you is, yeah that ngga tryna be me, yeah
on my life, you got it backwards
why they tryna hit me up like think you worth sum, yuh
in the front, we smoking backwoods
oh its a flop? think you got it backwards, yuh 

(mysticbummer on the track yuh
thats so cringey, im not doing that omg)

Backwards++greedy

ROADRAGE! PROD.METEOR

@owtiss
@yashio20k

i think ive had enough
could use a little help
u never meant me well
i think i hate myself
things never go my way
things always end the same
no matter what i say
i always take the blame

if u have something to say then u should lmk
i notice all the little things even if u dont
all the little things i hate i still like u tho
so how much longer will it take cant take any more
im not honest alot
think im talking too much
im not "cautious enough"
already told me again and again and again!
i dont wna know
i dont wna know..

i just wanted to do it all my way but
i could never be honest about what i want
i think that i was dumb
but i dont i was wrong
u were the one who showed me that song i-

remember oh so well...
(i wanted to be honest)
remember oh so well...

remember (yashio, owtiss)

figure me out

lyrics:
you dont wanna figure me out
baby im fine
i been smokin that loud
i only feel right when im high
losin track
losin track of the time
wh-what

you dont wanna figure me out
baby im fine
i been smokin that loud
i only feel right when im high
losin track
losin track of the time
wh-what uhhhhh

lay down, i wanna picture me with you
stay proud, oh girl you know what i would choose
listen to me, i wanna talk to you
oh baby, you know im never gonna lose

geeked up i wanna get out
im lost but i'll get around
im in love, im in love, this is what i found
i dont mind, i dont mind, girl i want dis now

woah x10000

you dont wanna figure me out
baby im fine
i been smokin that loud
i only feel right when im high
losin track
losin track of the time
wh-what

you dont wanna figure me out
baby im fine
i been smokin that loud
i only feel right when im high
losin track
losin track of the time
(wh-what uhhhhh x2)

figure me out

lyrics:
@777evil
even on my worst nights they love me want me hate me baby 
you don’t got to realize your silver tongue and words won’t change me 
even tho i let you down 
i still think it was the best decision 
i need to get my head straight 
cause i been losin it losin it
i don’t think that i’ll ever change 
im not new to this im true to this 
so what if you’re asking me for closure 
you can talk shit all you’ll ever be is a poser 
me and the gang blow the motherfucking place up 
catch me in the club with my brothers and we turning up 
even on my worst nights they love me want me hate me baby 
you don’t got to realize your silver tongue and words won’t change me

@soliooooo
took me 10 months to know you

now everyone that i know is below you

now there’s a hole in my heart ya it’s so true

i wanna make it to the with or without you

and her tears fucked it up again 

inside she’s worse than a friend 

playing games ya, she thinks it’s pretend

ya it’s torture it might never end

i’m a lost cause i’m my only hope

ya i’m the one to call if you’re ever gonna choke

1 call left ima be the last guy you know

gotta throw it back you should learn from last guy ago

i’m the problem feeling like the but of the joke

wouldn’t doubt it that’s everything seems to go

couldn’t save you now everything feels like a stroke 

now you’re guts on the tree and you’re blood on the oak

ya sick of lying feeling like i’m always under oath 

had a fear of boredom now i got a story of my own

always staring at the clock and shit i don’t know what i’ve done 

ya you’re words are like a gun always blow me up and run

@nokerbforever
yeah ive been running away
for u and me its to long i know
now im walking through places
that i never thought id show up for

baby how u doing
i know ure not fine
dont know how to prove it
this shit is not right
tell me where we moving
u said ure alright
but baby i see through it
when i look in ur eyes

tongue tied
i never wanted this to end
girl its alright
something i never shouldve said
im cutting all ties
im in the spotlight
im clearing dark skies
while im chasing bright lights

sippin on this beer
mix it with liquor
im off the pills and i still really miss her
im seeking thrills but the voids getting bigger
im still right here but u cut me out the picture

2 2, 2020
i might be the one 4 u but u wont let me
i i knew, my visions steady
i told u ill make it thru but u forget me

worst nights

worst nights - evilmiku, solio, nokerb

100 pills on the dresser on a seven month bender
Couldn’t take the pain away so why not find how to suppress it
Pop a cap into my dome I’ll keep it low with a suppressor
The way I burn all of my bridges I’m a number one stressor
Got a couple dozen hoes that keep liking all my posts said she wants us to get close I said you don’t even know me
You don’t know my pain or my scars on my veins I’m a god you’re a saint but this shit ain’t gon be holy

Only 23 having an existential crisis
I’m forbidden from glory but the glory so enticing
Driving with no license
Ciggie filled with ricin
I’ve been on a losing streak it’s time to turn the dice in
Fist went through the wall I broke my wrist I had to ice it
What we had is lost so all the memoirs are priceless
I don’t need no hype man
Bitch I said this my shit
Think outside the box cutter is fresh I’m tryna die lit
Fucked my whole life up I don’t get how I could forget her
Offered up my love in return I got something lesser
I’ll teach you a lesson
Young Phreyla the professor aye
I need some more pressure
I said I need some more pressure

100 pills on the dresser on a seven month bender
Couldn’t take the pain away so why not find how to suppress it
Pop a cap into my dome I’ll keep it low with a suppressor
The way I burn all of my bridges I’m a number one stressor
Got a couple dozen hoes that keep liking all my posts said she wants us to get close I said you don’t even know me
You don’t know my pain or my scars on my veins I’m a god you’re a saint but this shit ain’t gon be holy

Rolled out on a stretcher
My shawty want me to stretch her
Unfortunate formal mess up
On both of us so I left her
My corpse in the morgue I’m resting
At 4 in the morning stressing
Doctor says I got depression so I buy my own prescriptions

100 pills on the dresser on a seven month bender
Couldn’t take the pain away so why not find how to suppress it
Pop a cap into my dome I’ll keep it low with a suppressor
The way I burn all of my bridges I’m a number one stressor
Got a couple dozen hoes that keep liking all my posts said she wants us to get close I said you don’t even know me
You don’t know my pain or my scars on my veins I’m a god you’re a saint but this shit ain’t gon be holy

Scripts

s/o @staggyucrazy


I’ll swerve in that beamer right there
While smoking my greens no kale
Shit help me see things so clear
I’m supplying dope fiends with pills
I follow my dreams don’t fail
Said they hating on me? Don’t care
They ain’t getting no feedback here
Tryna act like leaches yeah
Like damn
Young Phreyla feeling the man
You don’t understand
I got the whole world in my hands
Drunk bitch fucking for a xan
I don’t fuck fans
I don’t touch shit besides bands
Balling out running my errands
Do my lil dance
Pretty boy vivienne earrings
Pockets full of dead presidents
I feel like Terrence
Running up bands getting cramps

Flip phone buzzing sound like bees in the trap
Face a couple blunts just to ease and relax
I put down the pills so I should leave it at that
I hit the plug up anyway cause it’s an easy relapse
I don’t give a fuck
I probably never will
My styrofoam cup
Told twin go crack the seal
I smoke Tacoma bud
You’ll choke ‘til you don’t feel
I mari-wanna love
But I don’t think it’s real

I’m snortin Monica
While bumpin Lauryn Hill
Nice hotbox in the Ozone
I take percs by the boatload
Just so I can feel
Got my trap phone buzzing
I don’t feel nothin
I don’t see the sun cause baby I be in the dungeon
Take the soul right out of me cus girl you know I love it
He said he wanna be like me I promise that he doesn’t
This shit is terrible
I’ve done too much damage to myself it’s unrepairable
(I just wanna leave)
Ghosts telling me to do things I can’t
Postman I got bricks, cocaine
4 xans in my pink rosè
Ok
I’m booted
Daddy calling from that cell, deep rooted
Without substances I can’t do this
I can’t lose but feels like I’m losing
Just tune it up

Flip phone buzzing sound like bees in the trap
Face a couple blunts just to ease and relax
I put down the pills so I should leave it at that
I hit the plug up anyway cause it’s an easy relapse
I don’t give a fuck
I probably never will
My styrofoam cup
Told twin go crack the seal
I smoke Tacoma bud
You’ll choke ‘til you don’t feel
I mari-wanna love
But I don’t think it’s real

Bees (feat. Staggy)

prod: @1juhiss

ay listen up 
I just made like... 10 bands... inna day :p 
fuck u do?
... 
nah im joking XD 
I havent made shit 
alright peace 

Chorus: 
She said that i hate her i said baby say the truth
I don't wanna talk if i'm not talking to u <3
They think they my level cause they walking in my shoes
They wanna join 𝔤𝔲𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 yea they wanna join the group
But it's really nothing new
Post me up on 𝔤𝔲𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 this is my debut!!
Caught a couple bodies yea :p fucking caught a few
Wheredafuq the competition at got no clue

Verse:
Yea i really got no clue
Yea like baby fuck who u
Yea like this is my debut!!
Walk a mile in my shoes

Now they see me on the top they below
They like kuro wtf? How u grow?
Now they seein now they seein how i go go go
Now they seein now they seein all the mo…

…tion
I'm on potions (i do NOT drink lean)
Just like mysticbummer dropping bombs got explosions (mysticbummer - smoke 💨 w/ 00sev)
Always all this talk this commotion
Wrist just like it's disney cause it's frozen (walt disneys head not the movie)

Yea my wrist just fucking frozen (zen zen zen:))
Miss me with that hoe shit (shi shi shi)
Fuck it making potions (tion tion tion )
Movin I don’t know shit (shi shi shi)

Chorus: 
She said that i hate her i said baby say the truth
I don't wanna talk if i'm not talking to u <3
They think they my level cause they walking in my shoes
They wanna join 𝔤𝔲𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 yea they wanna join the group
But it's really nothing new
Post me up on 𝔤𝔲𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 this is my debut!!
Caught a couple bodies yea :p fucking caught a few
Wheredafuq the competition at got no clue

Clue clue clue
Yea yea I really got no clue got no clue XP

///debut!!///🎉 (prod. 1juhiss)

Jaded (prod. foreless, greyrock, akkiru1) prod: @foreless x @greyroxx x @akkiru1

I cant sleep at night anymore
ive been waitin on my time what a bore
we could skip to what they never expected
like im turninn heads with diamonds on my neckless

Ive been dreading of this time of feeling jaded
yeah but everday just feels the same, i cant escape it
n-never wanna think of life so i stay fadedd
well yeah lets face it, i feel amazing
ive been busy gettin hundreds with my troop (shout out gutter group <3)
yea we selling out the venue
you know what we do
and these haters still be talkinn
but i dont hear it
watch how all these tables turn, yea they turninn real quick

it hasnt always been this easy
wish you could see from my perspective and believe me
been spending time all by myself, ive been lonely
but imma do it for this wealth and my family

but im falling through the cracks and im tryna keep my head up
waking up like everyday, i feel the pressure
but imma do my thing while battling depression

Ive been dreading of this time of feeling jaded
yeah but everday just feels the same, i cant escape it
n-never wanna think of life so i stay fadedd
well yeah lets face it, i feel amazing
ive been busy gettin hundreds with my troop (shout out gutter group <3)
yea we selling out the venue
you know what we do
and these haters still be talkinn
but i dont hear it
watch how all these tables turn, yea they turninn real quick

(Ive been dreading of this time of feeling jaded
yeah but everday just feels the same, i cant escape it
n-never wanna think of life so i stay fadedd
well yea lets face it, i feel amazing
ive been busy gettin hundreds with my troop (shout out gutter group <3)

ROADRAGE! PROD.METEOR

THEWAVYT