As of 2024 this song is finished but I am not releasing it. If you want to hear the master dm me here or on Instagram and I will send you a link

he loves the trees - demo

blue guitar - voice memo

Guitar & vocals by me
Bass, drums, and effects by Evan Campbell
Recorded in July 2024
Written in July 2023

pretty - mayfly demo

break me down like water falling
say you hate me, now you’re calling me
i can’t see clearly through the smoke
your lungs have spoken

tell me pretty lies, i’m pretty
drive me out, i hate my city
all the words i swore you never said
my love is dead

when the seasons change the leaves fall off
when it’s cold outside i’m not enough 
i’ll chase a storm to get away from you
i’ll leave the party if i have to

kiss my scars and say you’re sorry
didn’t want your blade to cut me
now i’m all alone and bleeding out
wait til you find out

i’m so sick all my friends hate me
i get drunk, call me a baby
i don’t think i could have loved it worse
and everything hurts

away - voice memo

i’ve been so blue
all of my life
the sky is green
i don’t know why

tell me my name
i’ve changed it twice
the house caved in
isn’t it nice?

and this was written in the stars
we might not know just who we are
i don’t think i fit in this world
i’ve always been a shadowgirl
shadowgirl

i love the sea
i love the moon
the stars are mine
i don’t miss you

i think i’m pretty
even when i cry
i really love this city
i feel alone at night

my skin is too tight for my bones
i’m so afraid and no one knows
they’re smoking cigarettes on pearl
but i’ll still be a shadowgirl

i’m never good at being loved
i fit everyone like a glove
there’s no one like you in this world
probably ‘cause i’m a shadowgirl
shadowgirl

i’ll never be this young again
dyed my hair, now i got split ends
you tell me anything, i listen

i like vanilla and green tea
nobody’s listening to me
nothing worth loving’s ever free

i’m trying so hard to be soft
nothing could ever set me off
summer feels like a broken clock

sometimes i think i miss my friends
nothing could be the same again
do you think nightmares ever end?

and i’m a victim of my love
is this the life i’m dreaming of?
i lost and found myself on pearl
and all that’s left is shadowgirl

and i hope when you hear my name
the daggers cut you all the same
if i know nothing in this world
at least i’ll know i’m a shadowgirl
a shadowgirl

shadowgirl - voice memo

voice memo


tell
tell me you know me
underneath the leaves
i never know what you’re thinking
where does the sky end
or does it depend
when you live with them
parasites in your bones
you’ll never find your home

sit
let me sit with it
cut me with your lip
turn me grey when we’re fighting
i wonder if you hurt
fingers full of dirt
i should be your ruler
and im so enamored
the way you throw your words

wheredoestheskyend???

BLEEEEEDING (mayfly practice)

draft 1

i'm shy like the moon
when i look at you
you feel like the sea
with your eyes on me
i feel like the air
with my hands in your hair
you look like the stars
when you heal my scars

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