Name: Hold On - The Internet by kanyastd
Duration: 7 min 55 s
Description: play this in the background as you cry, contemplating your live, or simply just want to stare at your ceiling in the dark.

*I DON'T OWN ANYTHING ALL RIGHTS GO TO DANIEL CAESAR AND HIS TEAM*
Art credit: Lynn.arty on instagram

Freudian, A Visual | Daniel Caesar | Slowed

Waste My Time (prod. by sunset drver)

Mary J Bigle - Share my world

Brian McKnight - Hold Me [slowed]

i will probably upload all my other tracks ive made so far on streaming platforms eventually but this one is a soundcloud exclusive. one of my rawest songs ive made, i needed to make this cause i just cant bring myself to feel anything positive or negative rn, im just living through the motions. i hope you find comfort in this despite my mediocre singing. more rap songs coming soon this is a one off for now.
lyrics:
i havent felt a thing since august
how the fuck is it already november
rot in the building im trapped in
tired of playing pretender
im stuck in a loop everyday of my life
at this point i wish i wasnt alive
cut out my stomach and come watch me bleed
i need that visceral feeling in me
i feel nothing
i know killing myself isnt the move
i wish i felt something
even if it wasnt anything good
everyday i put up an act
pretend that i care about this
but i know in due time ill be dead in a ditch
why the fuck should i even move
i dont like myself that much
i dont like my body
i try to change so fucking hard
but i never seem to

i havent felt a thing since august (prod. moneo)

James Joint - Rihanna

SWV - Anything

#R&B #slowed #reverb #smoke&luv #smokeandluv

Janet Jackson - Anytime, Any Place - (slowed + Reverb) { S M O K E & L U V }

play this in the background as you cry, contemplating your live, or simply just want to stare at your ceiling in the dark.

Hold On - The Internet

kanyastd

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