Happy Face! (Sound Cloud Exclusive Mixtape)

Offend Me Please!

No Goodbyes! (Freestyle)

Lyrics:
Ooo 
Its a tale as old as time
Im running in the dark I will tell you what I find
I really need the light
Did it flash before your eyes
Your second guessing me
Guess your not to quick to think
Its getting scary
Thats the knife I carry
Worry bout yourself, no one cares, and no ones daring

Im telling time
But its seeping out the angel’s eyes
I guess they cry
But theirs nothing left in sight
Why why
Do you wine
And most important
Why you still alive?
Don’t you wanna die? 
Or do you wanna eat the night
See the signs
Eat the lies
They shove it down your throat until your praying and your out of time
I thought I told you Im the keeper
And what you do it goes much deeper than your life
Its the roots, I told you twice

Pick the fruit 
I wanna drink you
Drink me, this is not happening
Why and where
How did I go so wrong
And what is my life, 
When did I choose to suicide
Haha Are really that ignorant
You only choose to see through you
Your so incompetent 
Why do you cry?
Your brought yourself to your demise
Ill ring the bell
I hope you love your stay in hell

Im telling time
But its seeping out the angel’s eyes
I guess they cry
But there’s nothing left in sight
Why why
Do you wine
Most important
Why you still alive?
Don’t you wanna die? 
Or do you wanna eat the night
See the signs
Eat the lies
They shove it down your throat until your buried and your out of time
I thought I told you Im the keeper
And what you do goes much deeper than your life
Its at the roots, I told you twice

If they said they come kill me
Why don’t they just come and get me
If my doom is impending
I guess its cause Im so ready
Don’t ever forget me
I guess you’ve done that already
I guess Im down on my luck
So put a x on my cup
I drink it down when I’m ready
I gave up love for the fun
I see the witch then I run
She keep the stash on the run
I fill the cup when Im done
I seal the place and die young

Im telling time
But its seeping out the angel’s eyes
I guess they cry
But theirs nothing left in sight
Why why
Do you wine
And most important
Why you still alive?
Why don’t you wanna die? 
Or do you wanna eat the night
See the signs
Eat the lies
They shove it down your throat until your praying and your out of time
I thought I told you Im the keeper
And what you do it goes much deeper than your life
Its at the roots, I told you twice

Time Seeker!

Floating!

Lyrics:
I pulled the plug again
No single here to lend
No more strangers in my bed
But I’m no stranger to the dead
They lie inside head
They say that their, "my friend
And though me may not follow
You’re no stranger to the dead"

You're No Stranger To The Dead!

INTRO
(Do you got the cheats?
I'm going 333,
Do you feel for me?
Like did you 333?)
Faded as they come
I'm faded as they come

CHORUS
Put your faith in a love? (I'm not ready for love)
It's not enough, take it all back
I don't wanna go into that
Well back up! (back up!)
I wanna trust (I wanna trust!)
I wanna love (I wanna love!)
I want the fun
Been trying to hold it all in
Cause its the only think I got (it's the only thing I got?)
You wanna tug
I wanna fall!
Faded from the drugs, I'm gone! (I'm gone)
I'm in a tug of war and I think I lost! (Think I Lost)
To the drugs,
And I think I'm on my way to the inner sun (To the inner sun)
I'm not fun, but you can see by how I get it wrong (On how I get it wrong)
You wanna talk about it
But there nothing much, nothing to love
Nothing inside (inside)

VERSE 1
If I'm in tight spot
Then im in the rough
Please shoot me right up to the top
I wanna run (I wanna run)
I'll prolly face my inner thoughts,
It's not enough 
Hold it all together,
But it only errupts 
Fuck it, I'll do anything just to find the cause 
I am way over my head, if you think about it
Now I'm too lost!
Like a ghost I will wither away! (away)
If you like it or not!,
I'm never gonna stop
Take the job,
Take it on the rocks, if we wait till we fall
Take it till she call
I'll take it when she leaves me in the dark
It's a spark but I feel it in my inner carp

CHORUS
Put your faith in a love? (I'm not ready for love)
It's not enough, take it all back 
I don't wanna go into that
Well back up 
I wanna trust (I wanna trust!)
I wanna love (I wanna love!)
I want the fun!
Been trying to hold it all in
Cause its the only think I got
You wanna tug,
I wanna fall
Faded from the drugs, I'm gone! (I'm gone)
I'm in a tug of war and I think I lost!
To the drugs!
And I think I'm on my way to the inner sun 
I'm not fun, but you can see by how I get it wrong
You wanna talk about it
But there nothing much, nothing to love
Nothing inside

VERSE 2
And I pray I make it out alive
What am I saying?
If there's a god then Im fucking wit the devil
She's got plans on every level
Sorry that I couldnt level
She's been holding me since I was a little
Kid
Took me on that road trip
Staying in for weeks
Maybe they all thought I wasn't stable
Prolly forgot the label
I won't sign to any label
Figure me out
The only thing you'll find is something evil
I've been taking all these drugs, I'm on leave
I'll never wish this upon my enmies
But they see everything that I've been doing, sheesh
How I'll make it out alive? 
Do u got the cheats?

OUTRO
(Do you got the cheats?
I'm going 333,
Do you feel for me?
Do you 333?)


Lyrics: 

I take CC's
I trippled up on that 333
At the ending of a road (3,3,3)
Am I a demon?
Am I an angel in the snow?
Or am I fiend and,
Will I ever let it go? (I'm missing the feeling)
I take 33 (3,3), keep it dreamy and the streets clean
Dress her up in the whitest clothes (keep it dreamy)
I'm bloody for the feeling
I always say I'm gonna leave it
I'm gonna leave a dirty note

Will I ever be him?
Skipping every stone
I want a deal in writing,
Making my own wish known.
She's a bloody killer
I'm wit her for the thrillers
All those scary nights alone.
Am I in the picture?
Or did you scratch me out?
I mean, who am I kidding?
I fucking 22 years old,
And I got the feeling
Love is only but a joke
But I must believe it
I must believe its said in stone.
Should I trust or should I let you go?
I'm at the edge of my head
It levels down to the crows
If they pick apart my flesh 
I'm like the dying of sun at most
Slow walking in the fire 

(I got the drugs in my pocket
Gotta locket
Wrist watch to clock it
Just popping
Just popping all these drugs)

Tripple CCC! (2021)

Lyrics: 
I been taking all these drugs
I couldn't tell you which one
I've been so lost in the gutter
I was a cutter, my arms were bleeding

They told me
Take it down the lonely street
Guess I will never be in her story
Cause she's pushing me away
Do u got drugs I can take
I need to medicate the pain
I'm only telling you to stay
I'm so incapable of love
Is this really how I'm bout to die?
All alone in the scary night
And I wander why

Dont tust me 
I'm anxious, unworthy 
Don't love me
Unless you feel that way
Don't touch me
I'm dirty
I'm filthy, brain dead but I walking
The walking dead close doors 
Not working
I'm in the dead plain
Dead faith 
Dead ways
You gotta find another pain
She's mine, don't take that away

I been taking all these drugs
I couldn't tell you which one
I've been so lost in the gutter
I was a cutter, my arms were bleeding

They told me
Take it down the lonely street
Guess I will never be in her story
Cause she's pushing me away
Do u got drugs I can take
I need to medicate the pain
I'm only telling you to stay
I'm so incapable of love
Is this really how I'm bout to die?
All alone in the scary night
And I wander why

Lonely St.

ADD Part II! (Interlude)

Lyrics:
(For another reason) 
Aye
Make me wander if I wanna meet up,
My mind is searching for her memory,
But I don't see em.
Witchcraft,
I got the daughters of the devil leaking from my ceiling.
I'm taking drugs just to find a reason,
A reason to die.
For no reason.
I wanna eat the sky,
So I wander why I have ceiling,
Why do I wander at all?
For no reason.
I'ma go into that night,
And I think I'll wanna meet her.
Pray the feeling
Pray your never gonna leave me in the deep (at all)
What a waste
Why did you walk into that fray?
I need a reason!
(I need a reason?)
I need a reason to stay!
(In my coffin?)
Step over my grave!
You better watch it!
You better take your time
Going thru this lie,
I mean thru this life...
I mean what's the difference?
I can't lie (I can't lie)
I'm a bomb I'm about to blow
And they key is my ignition (*sniff*, uh)
I never talk about my depression
Cause if I do they won't accept me
They will be scared to upset me
Well isn't that upsetting?
And you keep forgetting! uh!
I'm not good at goodbyes
I'd rather die to Medusa's eyes
Sitting still, opium is my latest high
I don't die
I don't cry 
I lay awake in bed at night
I'm not good at goodbyes
I lie awake at night
Cause I'm not good at goodbyes
I'd rather die to Medusa's eyes
Sitting still, opium is my latest high

I'm Wicked!

I think this is in my head
I fall and feel again
The sea is scared beyond death's topic
That I hold my heart
Free fall, I follow, sleeping
Don't walk, don't look, don't let them 
Call me when I'm sleeping
Call me on the weekend.

Self starter, took it up
Put it on Prada
Got it on the footrest
Took her out, chart her
Too slow, she's too slow though
Tip Toe, there goes her smile
IF you feel like I don't watch you
If you want to, don't look through
I subcum to all the ghost I come to
I won't let anyone else in except you
Cause I think I want it all
But don't let do, don't follow
Me, this not a party, if you wanna party
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you.

I think this is in my head
I fall and feel again
The sea is scared beyond death's topic
That I hold my heart
Free fall, I follow, sleeping
Don't walk, don't look, don't let them 
Call me when I'm sleeping
Call me on the weekend.

Self starter, took it up
Put it on broadway
God! It never look so good inside the long days
If I go one way, then I go all the ways
I go all the way
I been dreaming
Thinking maybe I'll go way back down
Just to feel it, just to kill it in the end, like I'm Found!
Really need it! Like the smoke I'm blowing, I'm Cloud!
No sign of winning
I'm just living
I need a girl to level out my feelings
I've been dealing
With the evil in the home of the under treatment
I've been creeping
I've thinning 
I've been laying in the daughters weekend.
Or so they see it.

I think this is in my head
I fall and feel again
The sea is scared beyond death's topic
That I hold my heart
Free fall, I follow, sleeping
Don't walk, don't look, don't let them 
Call me when I'm sleeping
Call me on the weekend.

Call Me When I'm Dreaming!

INTRO:

(That night, you were looking into your eyes for some kind of pain.

Did you find it?

Well you did it anyway.

You felt numb to the core you said, “This is how I play”.

You must be right, so i choose to die today.)


CHORUS:

Im crossed up

That's too tee-ed, I'm too out of it

I'm on the roof, you said

"Just wait!" (Please wait!)

But I got nothing left to say

"That's ok,

I was never into talking to you anyway"

Ok, ok

I can leave by tonight

Oh! now you wanna be a part of fate?

Too late!

I keep a copy of the snake

I keep the knife inside the safe

I overdose to die today

I'm waking up inside a tape


VERSE:

Say “I'm safe

I done made it out alive

Made it to those pearly gates”

I just think, what a waste

What are the chances we survive?

“Nevermind the eyes you wear when you wake

Teardrops on your face,

That night you were making a mistake,

I couldn't blame, just a shame that I was always too far away

If you took your life today,

I would've sold mine to the fakes uh

For the sake of my life”

(Tears drops, you've been calling "get them all!" I say that's all! I'm falling so I'm your doll, listen, "take it! how dare you!")

So I told her bring the rain 

I told her Ill bring my parade

Your in your cell

Im tough to cage

Lock it up 

Threw it away

I won’t be going back today

Or tomorrow or the next day

I gave you up, I gave you love

I gave you up because you took to much

You took too much.

You took too much!


CHORUS:

Im crossed up

That's too tee-ed, I'm too out of it

I'm on the roof, you said

"Just wait!"

But I got nothing left to say

"That's ok,

I was never into talking to you anyway"

Ok, ok

I can leave by tonight

Oh! now you wanna be a part of fate?

Too late!

I keep a copy of the snake

I keep the knife inside the safe

I overdose to die today

I'm waking up inside tape

Just Wait!

Lyrics:
My goddess, oh my god!
My goddess, all alone!
My goddess, oh my god!
My goddess, see you soon. (2x)

Insane, this girls insane!
The way she picks my brain.
My godess, this girls insane,
I might just walk away.
To late, it
Took to save it,
Medicate it, pain mistaken
She say just take it
Made it, Devils station
Daughters waking, quick sedate it
I pull up in a lotus
I just hope that no one noticed
I'm too shy to be so clueless
All of them, they want me dead
Ive noticed
These pills will be my focus
If they try they'll be my fade

My goddess, oh my god!
My goddess, all alone!
My goddess, oh my god!
My goddess, see you soon. (2x)

Oh My Goddess!

Lyrics:

Lock me up, but say it's danger,
(I've no time to talk with strangers).
Lift me up, I take the danger,
(Overdose, but wake up stranger).
Check my pulse, I'm fucking dead,
(But I'll wake up, I'm scare of death)!
I've seen enough, but there it went?
(Lock me up, my mind is sin!)
How can I let you in?
(You took my freedoms, where it went?)
You Spin, you spin, my,
Head around, up and down.
(Fucked around, where have you been?)
Your so complicated, I just need some medication
Why I've come for simplication? If you don't understand?
The situation, you are just of imperfection,
You're perfect in every imperfection.
That's why I love you,
I'll just keep on guessing if I'll make it to you.

Imperfection (Feat. Haiden)

lyrics: 

I am 10 steps ahead
Always ahead 10 steps
Take that step
Walk into the night, it's a test
I might die, but I know I'm waking up again
Never seem to find an end
The book I read it never ends
Following a lie, but life cant be pretend
I see the circle when it bends
I cross the moon, asdecend I am sent
In the willow, I decent 
I see your eyes, they looking dead

You had to loose alot, just to gain what you searching for
Prada bags, Fendi store
I got the corpse, dealing daylight as a source
Putting money on a whore
I can stand to be alone
So I buy whatever,
Of course, I don't love you anymore 
I just wanna see me happy
I don't fall in like it pours
Rain rain, don't go away
Blanket me and shield the pain
Shield me from the fakes
I don't fuck wit all their hate
Getting t'd is mistake, but I don't care anymore
Take 3 Path, take 3 Path

I don't wanna go in that door
I don't wanna fall in anymore
I don't wanna catch stones when I sore
I don't wanna deal in death anymore
I don't wanna go in anymore
I don't wanna fall face on the floor
Pavement is speeding in a sorts

3 Path (Haiden)

There are II sides to every story. In the most basic terms, there are II sides to me...

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