A track from my album known as "To Discover The Truth".  
https://goroththemusician.bandcamp.com/album/to-discover-the-truth

All vocals, lyrics, instrumentation, and editing done by Goroth The Musician/Thomas H.


LYRICS:

I
Was lost at sea…
…That’s when you found me.

I
I couldn’t be…
…That’s when it hit me.

I wanted to see the world,
The world I could create.
Not to hide behind the fear,
The fear left on my plate.
For you only live life once dear,
So live it while you can.
Do not hide inside here,
Sheltered from pain and-..
-And the rest of life,
You hold the knife,
So tightly to your chest.
Walking on the tightrope,
Until you cannot rest.

I wanted to see the world,
The world I could create.
Not to hide behind the fear,
The fear left on my plate.
For you only live life once dear,
So live it while you can.
Do not hide inside here,
Sheltered from pain and-..
-the rest of life,
You hold the knife,
So tightly to your chest.
Walking on the tightrope,
Until you cannot rest.

So stay true my dear,
You never know,
Despite this road you walk.
Stay true my dear,
You never know,
The lines are made of chalk.
And you can just erase them,
Redraw them as you please.
To life the life you always wanted,
To put your soul at ease.

---

Here in pain you’re drowning down,
Never here to reach the ground,
From this world you’ve come unbound,
The strings in your mind so tightly wound.
Stay true dear you never know,
Just how long your road will go.
It will end soon with the river’s flow,
The world will crash down far below.
So stay true dear,
Your dreams are ash,
Look back at the crumbling path.
It’s a shame you never did the math,
So wrong infact…
Stay true dear,
You never know,
Just how wrong it all could go.
Beneath the bridge,
Drowning way below.
In your sorrows,
We both know.

Stay True My Dear You Never Know

Track 1 From my 2022 album "Souls Return"

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCuSlAogpG0

Bandcamp: https://goroththemusician.bandcamp.com/album/souls-return

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6OmTgRcDMVCfTHQ1MlpR6g

Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/souls-return/1607356513?uo=4

LYRICS:

I don’t know where you are.
You were my shining star.
Unfortunate fortunes unfold…

...We lose our grip.
We’re getting old.
We lose our grip.
We’re getting old.

Thirteen wolves upon the hill.
An omen, there’s no time to kill.
And yet I lag behind.
The oceans of meaningless sound we find.
In the basement, bound in time,
Remnants of a dying mind.
In the basement, bound in time,
Remnants of a dying mind.

Frustrating how we go nowhere,
Only backwards, I don’t care.
I can’t carry anymore,
The weight falls down upon the shore.
I am just a lifeless bore,
No one wants this anymore.

And yet I lag behind.
The oceans of meaningless sound we find.
In the basement, bound in time,
Remnants of a dying mind.

And I don’t know,
Where to turn.
The bridges fall,
And some just burn.
And I don’t know,
Where to run.
Seems in the end,
We’ve had our fun.
We lose our grip,
On the story told.
We lose emotions,
We grow cold.

We grow cold.
Frustrating how we go nowhere,
Only backwards, I don’t care.
I can’t carry anymore,
The weight falls down upon the shore.
I am just a lifeless bore,
no one wants this anymore.
We lose our grip,
On the story told.
We lose emotions,
We grow cold.
We grow cold.

From my new album "slipping away"

https://goroththemusician.bandcamp.com/album/slipping-away

Acid Rainwater

LYRICS:

Yeah yeah yeah…

Oppressive sadness,
Derail the train,
Thoughts in fragments,
Vital pain.

This is the motivation,
The reason I move ever forward,
sickening notation,
The end I’m moving ever toward.

Death creep, death creeps
Towards the grave.
An end ever nearer,
A mind so depraved.

Oppressive sadness,
Derail the train,
Thoughts in fragments,
Vital pain.

This is the motivation,
The reason I move ever forward,
This sickening notation,
The end I’m moving ever toward.

And the time won’t come back,
The cruelest heart of Saturn rises,
My Mind won’t come back,
Truest part of this demise is…

We all meet this fate,
Doesn’t matter how you frame it,
It fills me with hate,
And I just cannot tame it.
And I just cannot tame it.

Death creep, death creeps
Towards the grave,
An end ever nearer,
A mind so depraved.
Losing it all,
Watch me fall,
I fall from grace,
I lose my face,
My heart and soul,
Become unwhole.

Some like to pretend,
But the story has an ending,
And it’s right around the bend.

Some like to pretend,
But the story has an ending,
And it’s right around the bend.

Call it what you want,
Look at it how you might,
What you do, what you say,
To get through the night.

Call it what you want,
Look at it how you might,
What you do, what you say,
To get through the night.

The lack of time does haunt,
Look at it how you might,
What you do, what you say,
To get through the night…

No…

Death Creep [2022 Reboot]

Cover of "715 CREEKS" originally by Bon Iver.
Lyrics and original song by Bon Iver.
Cover editing and vocals by Goroth The Musician.

715 CREEKS [Bon Iver Cover]

LYRICS:

I don’t want to see you fade away.
I walked for miles here with you.
A solemn dreadful memory.
I turn away.
I turn away.
Everything is cold.

I don’t wanna go out,
Or take care of myself.

I don’t wanna go out,
Or take care of myself.
I just sit in my head,

I don’t wanna go out,
Or take care of myself.
The bedroom is unclean again.

I’m very unattractive, full of anxiety.
Afraid to live but also,
I’m afraid to die.
I’m afraid to tell you what I feel.

Unmotivated to do anything,
I sit in bed.
 I stop caring about myself,
It’ll make you worry.

But I am far from here.
So very far from here.
I lie awake at night,
Wondering what it’s like to love.

It’s pathetic but I can’t help but think of your face.
Where once I didn’t want to know you,
Now I want too much.

You are something I can never have,
I feel regret because I didn’t even try.
I swallow all my feelings until my mouth is dry, 
And wait for someone to find me.

Sometimes it’s the people who make you happiest who make you so sad.

The future makes me scared and sad.
So I paint my whole room black,
I will turn off all the lights,
You are never coming back.

I regret that I didn't even try.
But I know better than to love,
I know better than to die.
Yeah I know better than to love,
And I know better than to die

We walked the road and found some dead animals,
We took them to the riverbed,
We sat them there within the dirt, and talked about how we wished things were different.
All together now,
So alone.

Sometimes Better To Just Pretend

Music from my album "The Nature of Waking Dreams: Volume 1" which can be found in full at the links below:

Spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/6FfIjvskkqkqe7mGNavxzR?si=PWDu7ozpQSGlZSP00tFIEg
 
Bandcamp  https://goroththemusician.bandcamp.com/album/the-nature-of-waking-dreams-volume-1

Apple Music https://music.apple.com/us/album/the-nature-of-waking-dreams-volume-1/1706718008?at=1001lry3&ct=dashboard&uo=4

YouTube  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_ZHBuAcY5Q

Gluttonous Beast

From my EP "The Nature of Waking Dreams: Volume 2" which can be found at the links below:

Bandcamp https://goroththemusician.bandcamp.com/album/the-nature-of-waking-dreams-volume-2

Apple Music  https://music.apple.com/us/album/the-nature-of-waking-dreams-volume-2-single/1706720861

Spotify  https://open.spotify.com/album/7mj9jAxuA7rHo7Bbs1uSHJ

YouTube  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ADpcwBP05A

Rising To The Occasion

from my 2022 album "Slipping Away"

https://goroththemusician.bandcamp.com/album/slipping-away

https://open.spotify.com/album/5LWzs8nTsoglYyhzunGWcX?si=sc6oGJQkRD-Xts4OUyA2Tw

https://music.apple.com/us/album/slipping-away/1649427682

Lyrics:

Heavy hitter,
Leaden feet.
Beaten down into the street.

I forgive her,
Can it be?
The problem all along was me?

Heavy Hitter,
Rewrite the book,
Drowning fast from your left hook.
Right hook swinging on the way,
Wake up bruised from yesterday.

Falling far,
now
Here we are.
Collapse - we won’t return.
Falling far,
Now here we are,
Bridges that we burn.

So twist the verses to your will,
If you think that this can save me.
But did you ever stop to think?
To question the words in the ink?
Someday we will all be wrong,
And no one here will sing our song.

Someday we will all be wrong,
And no on here will sing our song
So
Deep inside, you cannot hide,
And Cannot be replaced.
Falling far,
now
Here we are.
Drift into place.

(But I can’t say I didn’t deserve this fate, no)

(But I can’t say I didn’t deserve this fate, no)

Deep inside, you cannot hide,
And Cannot be replaced.
Falling far,
now
Here we are.
Drift into place.

Deep inside, you cannot hide,
And Cannot be replaced.
Falling far,
now
Here we are.
Drift into place.
My broken jaw will never heal,
The truth I know just can’t be real.
Deep inside, you cannot hide,
And Cannot be replaced.
Falling far,
now
Here we are.
Drift into place.
(But I can’t say I didn’t deserve this fate, no)

My broken jaw will never heal,
The truth I know just can’t be real.

Heavy Hitter

From my 2022 album "Slipping Away"

goroththemusician.bandcamp.com/album/slipping-away

open.spotify.com/album/5LWzs8nTso…QkRD-Xts4OUyA2Tw

music.apple.com/us/album/slipping-away/1649427682

Lyrics:

Yeah.

Yeah.

It grows ever nearer…



Yeah..

(yeah..)

I open up my eyes,
Eternity never comes.
I don’t want to disappear,
But the water slowly fills my lungs.

I open up my eyes,
Temporal all the same.
We never can adhere,
To the world in which we’re all the same.

I see the look within your eyes,
You question what I mean.
I see the book of all our lies,
We just want to be seen.
But we will never wake up,
Wake up from this dream.
No it isn’t realistic,
yeah this world is so sadistic,
A pain so nihilistic,
What does it really mean?

What does it really mean?

I see the look within your eyes,
You question what I mean.
I see the book of all our lies,
We just want to be seen.
But will we never wake up,
Wake up from this dream?
No it isn’t realistic,
yeah this world is so sadistic,
A pain so nihilistic,
What does it really mean?


I
Cannot breathe,
When we’re gone we’ll sing no songs,
I do not want to leave.
I
Want to be…
-Forever but that’s just a dream,
Nothing here is what it seems.

Why…
Cannot we? 
Live forever in our love,
And never fade away?
-Forever but that’s just a dream,
Nothing here is what it seems.
No, nothing here is what it seems.

And if I’ll never be that person,
The one who knows the way,
And someday we’ll lose everything,
Everything we say.
Everything we do.
Wish I could say 
That I’d miss you.
Everything we do.
Wish I could say 
That I’d miss you.
Wish I could say
That I’d miss you.
Wish I could say 
That I’d miss you. 

Temporal.

I 
cannot be…
I
Cannot breathe..
Why…
Cannot we? 
Live forever in our love,
And never fade away?

Temporal

Impermanent

Yeah..

Eternity

Just some random thing I made, originally as a joke, but I kinda liked it so I figured I'd post it.

Live Laugh Love Type Beat

My new Album as of 11/15/16 , known as "Float"...

Float

Chilly Winds (Instrumental)

Pondering

This is a cover of "Stumble" by Awakebutstillinbed, created by Goroth in FL Studio 12 & audacity, with singing vocals by Goroth (Apologies for not being able to scream like Shannon Taylor haha).

Stumble (cover) - Single

Stumble (Awakebutstillinbed cover)

Cover of "Love Will Tear Us Apart" originally by Joy Division

Love Will Tear Us Apart (Joy Division Cover)

**I dont usually post to soundcloud much anymore, please check the links in my profile for my Spotify, bandcamp, and Youtube, where I post far more often**

And original album by Goroth The Musician/Thomas H.
All vocals, instrumentation both real and digital, lyrics, and vocals by Goroth/Thomas H. (With the exception of track 1, "Dreaming of a place far from here", because that samples an older collab I did with my friend Gabe Furman).

Deeper Waters

12 AM in the morning

Nothing, Written By Nobody

From my new album "She Is Not Real"

Where you can find my album "She Is Not Real"

https://goroththemusician.bandcamp.com/album/she-is-not-real

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSnpNvkpCBI

https://music.apple.com/us/album/she-is-not-real/1550531771

https://open.spotify.com/album/4TdRUbACp9EDkh7FAE4BxW?si=llBiejs2TVCxFf5gMD853A

She Is Not Real

Artist. Poet. Human being.
I don't upload all my stuff here, just certain tracks. For more/all content, see my Youtube, Bandcamp, spotify, or apple music.

Goroth The Musician

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