hahaaa ha i love songs! i love songs. 

official video out now on the crash youtube channel!!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9I94mZTzlI

next song is .. actually its a secret

Jugg walker prod. doin' fine & devi mccallion (video out now)

10 years in the SoundCLoud dot com made U a fucking PUSSY !!!!!!!!!!

verse by ily "rapper" sm
prod by stummy book (@stomachbook)
mixed by Aol the rapper (@aoltherapper)

CBMWSM4L!!! (Crash Blossoms Money World Suicide Mob For Life!!!)

next up .. idk but i got more singles i promise

Where the hell am i prod. STOMACH BOOK

Eggs (Alternate Version)

alien radio!!

it makes no difference

RAWR X3 PLURRRR

https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/

Oh, you don't know the things I'd do
For you

OH, YOU WOULDN'T KNOW
BECAUSE THIS IS JUST A GAME TO YOU.

OH, YOU DON'T KNOW THE THINGS I'D DO
FOR YOU.

OH, YOU DON'T KNOW THE EFFORT I PUT IN
BECAUSE IT'S ALL WORTHLESS TO YOU.

OH, YOU'LL NEVER LISTEN
BECAUSE I AM JUST A JOKE TO YOU.

OH. THE THINGS I'D DO.

A song about clubbing.

Mastered by Angel Marcloid at Angel Hair Audio: https://www.angelhairaudio.com/
Artwork by DeadlyComics: https://www.youtube.com/@DeadlyComicsYT

Lyrics:
You cannot seem to dig yourself out of this hole you're in
You should have brought a shovel
Your vision's getting worse, and something's crawling on your skin
It's really quite the puzzle

When they let you in the door
You find the thing you're looking for
Lights of crimson, sky and jade
Beneath those rainbow shutter shades
Keep it all inside the box
You cannot hear yet no one talks
Years from now you're gonna fade
Beneath those rainbow shutter shades

You try to make a little sound
You open up your mouth and words come tumbling out
Except they never hit the ground
Since the room eats them up, then chews and spits them out

When they let you in the door
You find the thing you're looking for
Lights of crimson, sky and jade
Beneath those rainbow shutter shades
Keep it all inside the box
You cannot hear yet no one talks
Years from now you're gonna fade
Beneath those rainbow shutter shades

When they let you in the door
You find the thing you're looking for
Lights of crimson, sky and jade
Beneath those rainbow shutter shades
Keep it all inside the box
You cannot hear yet no one talks
Years from now you're gonna fade
Beneath those rainbow shutter shades

When they let you in the door
You find the thing you're looking for
Lights of crimson, sky and jade
Beneath those rainbow shutter shades
Keep it all inside the box
You cannot hear yet no one talks
Years from now you're gonna fade
Beneath those rainbow shutter shades

Rainbow Shutter Shades

i want to be outside of it all
i just dont understand it at all
i worry im not wanted
i worry im not wanted at all

a lament from somewhere else

7 Stages is an EP I started by accident. I had another album planned, but this EP formed itself. Earlier this year, a complicated and abusive relationship I was in for a while ended. A month after the relationship ended, I was sexually assaulted by my former closest friend shortly after I confided in them and finally felt comfortable enough to tell someone about the instances of abuse I went through in my relationship. Both these things were absolutely crushing to me. I felt like I lost everything in the span of a month. I began writing songs for myself to cope with the difficult feelings that were coming up and this EP was born accidentally. I did not know if I wanted to post this, or if I would feel safe being so vulnerable, but I feel it is an important part of my personal healing not to suffer alone or in silence any longer.

This EP shows all the emotions of going through and recovering from those events. Messy emotions, having complicated feelings for your abusers, toying with the idea of regressing just to be 'loved' once more, etc. As the EP progresses through the stages of grief, it becomes a reflection of my personal rise into power, self healing, proper boundary setting, reclaiming myself, and coming into an era of self love after not having that for myself my entire life.

If you have been through or are going through similar experiences, know that you are heard and that you are very important and worthy of healthy love, friendships, and relationships. It DOES get better, I promise.

Eggs (Alternate Version)

NOCT

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