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so hyped to finally drop this :)
features a sample of party favor by billie eilish

@rxseboy x @sarcasticsounds - billie crylish

Two Moons

When u wore my coat

(Verse)
I keep on falling down
I’m falling
I keep on falling down
I’m falling

(Chorus)
It felt so magical
You looked so beautiful
When I held your hand
When u wore my coat
We could’ve been permanent
But then things turned to shit
And u slit my throat
When u wore my coat

(Verse)
I keep on falling down
I’m falling
I keep on falling down
I’m falling

(Chorus x2)
It felt so magical
You looked so beautiful
When I held your hand
When u wore my coat
We could’ve been permanent
But then things turned to shit
And u slit my throat
When u wore my coat

(Bridge)
x2
U could’ve been everything I ever wanted
U could’ve been everything I ever dreamed of
But then u stole my heart
And u tore me up
x2
I should’ve seen this coming
But my heart just keeps on running to u
Over and over again
Over and over again

when u wore my coat (Prod. DYL)

lyric video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GvKVU947e2E

pretty face with pretty bad dreams
no one knows i cry in my sleep
waking up feeling like shit
its a normal thing to feel like this

i dont care im feeling down
i wanna stay home
never go outside
summer depression comes every year
i just want to dissapear

summer depression
there's so much time to question my life
summer depression
its my 
summer depression

my worst habit
is my own sadness
so i stay up all night
wondering why
im so tired all the time

all my friends are doing things
its good for them
but im nothing
summer depression comes every year
i just want to dissapear

summer depression
there's so much time to question my life
summer depression
its my 
summer depression

spotify!!

summer depression

Probably deleting this soon...

Mixed by: @lofeetunes
prod by: @planteee

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Midnight Thoughts  ft.Ollie MN(prod. planteee.)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
?
[Verse 1]
ive been feelin sad ive been feelin lonely 
ive been wishin thatd youd come around and hold me
feels like somethings missin even when im with the homies
thinkin back to when you said you loved the old me
i lay in my bed and wish i could go back
wish i wasnt so ugly wish i wasnt  fat
lifes like a ciggaret that shits a drag
used to want it all now i just want you back
i dont live in the present im stuck in the past
love is a drug and i want yours so bad
dont really believe feelings faded that fast
lookin for my heart so im diggin thru the trash
if its just friends then i guess imma be there
gotta learn that lifes not gonna be fair
ive been breathin herbs moe than i breathe air
i fell hard like i tripped on some steep stairs
[Hook]
?
[Verse 2]
i know it ended but my wounds still open
dont know why but im too scared to close em
acting whole but inside im broken
hide my emotions cause im too scared to show them
ridin the wave of life and ive been coastin
our ship got sunk and i stood floatin
knockin back the bottles ill fix it with the potion
but ive turned toxic and oh so potent
i miss you soo much and each day it just hurts
hating mself and i question my worth
maybe a chance aint something i deserve
but im still gonna ask for better or worse
i know you got problems and i cant solve em
but i could be your drug i could try to dissolve em
writing you songs and maybe i should stop it
but writing bout my pain is a habit i cant drop it













prod: @oceanonthebeat
mixed by: @kammichaelmusic

I Miss You... (prod. ocean)

EP coming soon!! Love u guys <3
Producer @pauli-niemi

Lyrics:
v1
She want me
I know it
Even though I’m broken

When she look
at me i
see that she’s also hopeless

I notice her emotions flowing out 
Her heart is open 
Because she trust me
I think she love me

I hold her close with passion
Imagining what could happen
She acting like a bandage
she healing all my damage

Yuh she’s the one I’ve been waiting for to land on my planet
Unlike them other girls
She got my back and she won’t stab it

this is true love
No theres not a plot twist
Knowing what she’s thinking 
Yes Im friends with her conscience

Clearing out my toxins
Every time we talking
kiss me in the dark
Middle of are movie watching

U the best thing and everything a friend could be
U got my heart locked up I could never leave
Staying up late at night when we texting
My plates full But time with u ill keep on spending

C
I hate it when your not with me 
Cuz it feels like somethings missing 

v2
Imma show u everything
And everything I hide behind
Tell u my whole story
I can take u back to 99

Loving you is sequence
Keeps my heart beaten
Imma keep u warm
Even if it means I’m freezing

Used to act reckless
Then I met u
Both eating breakfast underneath moon

People think we crazy
From the stupid things we do
I love it when u weird
Cuz I know I’m weird too

Thats just how we live
Acting like a couple kids
Running with the bugs through the grass
In the mist

Girl I’ll give you everything
Thats my final offer
I can be your knight
And protect u from the monsters

Yuh

My Spotify

breakfast with the moon (Prod. Slipfunc)

prod: @mental
mixed: @mental and @kammichaelmusic

mental was here OwO

Worried (prod. mental)

Spotify

would look perfect | feat. Rxseboy (Prod. Prettiboi)

i made this song not bc i found love or anything, but bc i love each and every1 of my fans that take a listen :)<3

s/o nova garden for hopping on this track w me
and to losemygrip and taurusmoon for mixing and mastering 
+ a lil extra for dealing w our bullshit lol

[LYRICS]

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined 

i told u this all before
on the phone from 8pm to 4

looking so cute like u doing them poses
on my tl u be talking and boasting 
bout all the dates we be having together 
6hr call, there is nothing better 

best way to spend my time
is u inside my arms
would hate to see u cry
let’s slow dance in the dark

u telling me this and that
i do it despite the fact
i know u want it bad
so let’s do it till we pass out

I got a lil’, got a lil’ crush on you
And I was wonderin’ if maybe you could help my wish come true
Cause I believe in love and I believe in fairies too!
So maybe we could marry cause I think you’re pretty cool

Like oh-
I’ve got so much more left to say
If only I’d get out my way-
These butterflies are clogging up inside my throat, 
So baby please wait-
There’s so many things left to say
Let’s not let our heart’s fall astray
Just hold my hand, let’s fall in love today

So baby unfold
Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like a river- it ebbs and it flows
My Honest Apollo
I’m sorry my thoughts are so scattered
My mind is so shattered, so I’ll 
Let my true colors show!

Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like papier-mâché marigolds
I’ll swallow all of them whole
So that way when we feel the embers you’ll scarcely remember the coals
When your heart beat had froze

My heart skipped two beats and it never went back to normal
Like Owl City, if my heart was a house you’d be home

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined

i guess ur my other half (feat. nova garden) (prod. mixtape seoul)

Producer @maryjanexx

Verse 1:
U always do annoying things 
I kind of like it though
I fall in love with everything
Everything
Every touch
Every time I see that butt
Everytime I feel you close
I just wanna pull u closer

losing u is my biggest fear
Wanna get that ring for you 
but gotta wait like 20 years

U got some type of power putting smiles up on everyone
cant wait to go travel w u do shit that we’ve never done

Hook:
When I’m with u we aint even gotta talk
we So in love u can hear my thoughts
Ill drive an hour for a minute with u
every little thing about u I’m into

Verse 2:
I woke up with u wrapped up in my arms
I Love the warmth
Ill protect u like a shield and a sword
Look towards at our future 
We still got a lot left
I’ve been Recording with my mic
While u study at your desk 
You so cute
When u read your book
Sitting by the furnace
people jealous of us 
And they only see the surface
Listen up lil buttercup
U the girl for me
Dont pay attention to the other ones
sleepin in watching movies eating food its way better with u
having deep talks with a box of tissues
But thats no issue these tears will bring us healing
Praying for each other
it gets dark in certain seasons

Outro:
I’m into
Come kiss me
all my dreams are coming true
Its cold out
Come closer
ill never be over u

Hear my thoughts (prod. Mai.)

another Powfu x Rxseboy collab with them lofi romantic vibes <3
Produced by Kiyoto <3

YouTube

a kiss goodbye (Prod. Kiyoto)

"GIMME LOVE” OUT NOW. LISTEN: https://88rising.lnk.to/GimmeLove
NECTAR OUT JULY 10. PRE-ORDER: https://88rising.lnk.to/Nectar
OFFICIAL MERCH: https://jojimusic.com
#SCFIRST

Nectar

Gimme Love

prod. @tsuki_uzu
dont gotta be like them
You just gotta stay with me
Even when the monsters die
I dont wanna let you leave

Ya this city is a dangerous place
So I dont wanna spend our days a part
Even if I know your safe
I Hate not knowing where u are 




This whole town is numb
Cant trust in anyone
The time has come
When we barely see the sun

Found a way
Through the sewers
They would never find
Ya
 ill make sure that we never die

Hear the feet storm through the front gates
Gunshots and blood in the air ways

New world
Last breath 
For the innocent

Screams in the wind 
From the kids that I grew up with

I Dont wanna think of it

i hate not knowing where you are (.Uzu)

shoutout to sewer and slip for making this legendary <3

alone with the lightning

Intro

Listen to the birds singing 
Kissing in my car I
Idk if there’s a purpose

Feel like we moving at a high speed
Waiting for the lightning to strike me

Getting tempted by the eyes you hold
Hands warm but your heart cold

Verse 1

Dont wanna assume it
feels like u been acting
I dont wanna do this
u go push me back in

Stare at me with hate
Through those crystal eyes
And it kills inside
But im acting fine

U dont even know Me
I know that u scared too
U dont wanna fall in love by accidental
For when u decide to leave  to hard to handle
I wanted all of u
And not a sample 

Far away 
see a glimpse
Of your heart but
Its laying deep inside the shadows

After all things wont be the same
So Might as well use this as ammo

Verse 2

im breaking through the barrier
i still need to hurry up
baby what u pickin up
i cant tell if this is love
40000 years amuck
we still argue bout what star we from
but stop and look how far we come
damn i we didnt do enough

plenty men devoured by the evil lesser known
if i stay focused on the essence of my soul
i gotta prophecy entangled with my spirit that the stars
chose to bestow
i bleed from out my eyes into the late november snow
the fox inside my blood has chose his presence to be known
the human left inside me looks to find another home
he says im awful
im way above the ways of thinking lawful
im stuck inside the mouth of reason rippin out his tonsils
my energy is somehow tied to paleozoic fossils
its smothered deep in mother natures arms remaining coddled
but i like it
as for every mortal left alive your uninvited
we take this gift of earth and give it violence
id prefer if inside my world i could choose to keep it private
its not tinnitus
but this noise inside my head id like to attribute to sirens
insomuch i feel the rush of vehicles beside it
these flashing scenes of tragedy sit inside of my eyelids

waiting for the lightning to strike me | feat. sewerperson (slipfunc)

some boring love stories pt 5

the fire in your eyes keeps me warm

prod. nogfgoodnight
feat. @feelingmysorrow

sample from 'Dear John'

a classic lofi track <3

we won the war but i lost you | w sorrow (nogfgoodnight)

rest easy king.

austin was one of the best friends i've ever had. he had such a bright future in music and i'm extremely happy that we got this song done before he passed. love you bro.

@rxseboy x @ozee - somewhere else (prod. lxve)

just the two of us :(

con
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCIsCdBYkKiDGJxR8ZpeAYqw
https://www.instagram.com/beatsbycon/

Just The Two Of Us (prod. con)

I'm not a joke :) because jokes have meanings

something

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