Production: Jacob Vallen
Art Work: Saul Suttie
Vocals: Joshua Ponsonby
Lyrics: Joshua Ponsonby


(Intro)
In the Twilight 

In the Twilight 

In the Twilight 

In the Twilight 


(Verse 1)
What happened to love?

What happened to us?

We don’t speak enough,

Like you give a fuck…

Today’s another day 

But I’ve had enough 

Sitting in the same old pain 

Guess I’m outta luck 


(Chorus)
How do you love someone else 

If you wont even love yourself 

When will you know that your in heaven 

If you never go through hell

Another penny in the well 

Feeling so tired

Wishing that I never fell 

From the skyline 

Highlights

Of my life 

In the twilight 

In the twilight 


(Verse 2)
Another lone black bird staring at me strange 

Is it potraying this sorrow 

Or am I bugging in the brain 

So faded between a lover and the game 

I hate it how I’m supposed to keep my aim 

When faces only ever seem to change or turn and walk away 

How am I supposed to keep my faith when they just walk away


(Chorus)
How do you love someone else 

If you wont even love yourself 

When will you know that your in heaven 

If you never go through hell

Another penny in the well 

Feeling so tired

Wishing that I never fell 

From the skyline 

Highlights

Of my life 

In the twilight 

In the twilight 


(Verse 3)
Quater to 11 

The reservoir is still 

Crying through old photos 

Aint life a bitter pill 

Saw inside tomorrow

Captured every frame 

Futures looking narrow 

So take my breath away 

Googling the symptoms 

Of suicide victims

Seems the only way to rid this feeling that I’m sinking 

If it wasn’t for my siblings I’d have already gave in

Instead I take another deep breath

An keep on praying 


(Chorus)
How do you love someone else 

If you wont even love yourself 

When will you know that your in heaven 

If you never go through hell

Another penny in the well 

Feeling so tired

Wishing that I never fell 

From the skyline 

Highlights

Of my life 

In the twilight 

In the twilight 


(Outro)
Oh lord 

I’m torn 

Oh lord 

Can’t go on

"Twilight" By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. Jacob Vallen

Production: Heydium 
Vocals: Joshua Ponsonby 
Lyrics: Joshua Ponsonby 

(Intro)
Instrumental 

(Verse 1)
I wouldn’t be afraid 

Some risks we gotta take 

Bound to make mistakes 

To find out who we are 

Been counting the days 

Tired of feeling pain 

Dancing in the rain 

But you light up the dark 


(Bridge)
I know it’s hard to live and let be 

Believe me baby I know 

I know it’s not always easy to breathe 

But take one deep and slow 


(Chorus)
If you feel a little lost 

I’ll find out where you are 

Hold you in my arms 

We’ll go back to the start 

Upon the break of day 

You’ll find it’s all okay 

So don’t you be afraid 

Life’s just a little rough 


(Verse 2)
God knows how much we can take 

Before you break hold your faith 
     
Refresh your soul clear the page 

Don’t dig a hole outta hate 


(Bridge) X2
Slow down just hold on 

Before long it’s morning 

Stay strong just keep calm 

Before long your growing        


(Chorus) X2
If you feel a little lost 

I’ll find out where you are 

Hold you in my arms 

We’ll go back to the start 

Upon the break of day 

You’ll find it’s all okay 

So don’t you be afraid 

Life’s just a little rough 


(Outro)
Ooos & Ahhhs

“Growing Pains” By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. Heydium

Ep.1- Putting Yourself First

With gritty, soulful vocals and instrumentals creating a modern take on the grunge era, this song incorporates a melodic yet soulful and deep emotional sound for those who want to really feel the artists emotions. Presapist is really a song to be felt and not just heard.

Presapist - Will Harrison

WHAT JUST HAPPENED

Cassette tape volume: 1. lofi hip-hop beats to sleep, study, smoke and relax too.

This is a random selection of songs I've written over the last 18 months, it tells the tale of my journey during that time all the way up to the present day. Enjoy!

"Spare A Penny" Prod. Bloom

Produced by: RRAREBEAR

Vocals by: Joshua Ponsonby

Lyrics by: Joshua Ponsonby


There is a house 

I used to know

It used to be warm 

Filled with love 


Now it lays cold 

And empty 

Now it is a place 

No one wants to be 


You were my first love 

My first family too 

I can’t just forget you 

But you don’t seem as blue 


I never meant for it to go this way 

Couldn’t see past the fog we made 

Never had time to miss your face 

If only we gave each other space  


Now your gone 

Never coming back 


I was wrong

I have to live with that 


You were sad 

Wish I gave you all I had 


And I’m trying 

But keep crying

Cause I’m still attached 


I wish I’d have helped you find your feet more 

You moved to me to a place you didn’t know 

When you said your happiness was fading out 

It was then and there that I should have turned it all round 

When you said your happiness was fading out 


Now your gone 

moving on 

Never coming back 


I was wrong

We belong 

I have to live with that 


You were sad 

It was bad

Wish I gave you all I had 


And I’m trying 

But keep crying

Cause I’m still attached 


Oos & Ahhs


Now your gone 

Never coming back 


I was wrong

I have to live with that 


You were sad 

Wish I gave you all I had 


And I’m trying 

But keep crying

Cause I’m still attached 



"Still" By Joshua Ponsonby Prod. RRAREBEAR

Produced By: Vynez Beats 
Vocals: Joshua Ponsonby
Lyrics: Joshua Ponsonby

Walking round this empty house 

I see the shadows of our past 

And wonder how 

It didn’t last 


I know

I’ve got to be stronger than this 

Cause our baby girl 

She still needs me 


Looking at her little face kills me 

Knowing I’m the one to blame 


Picking pieces of my heart 

From out of the floor 

Wishing that I never 

Showed you out the door 


Time is empty 

In the chaos of my life  

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me - so far behind 


Her words they echo 

Round and round my mind 

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me so far behind


Packed your stuff the other day 

Amongst it was some things I loved but now I hate 

Birthday cards with messages of how we cared, now all I see are empty words of a past affair 

Mushroom rings and chains that used to mean something 

That meanings lost and I don’t know how to think 

Now it’s swim or sink 


Picking pieces of my heart 

From out of the floor 

Wishing that I never 

Showed you out the door 


Time is empty 

In the chaos of my life  

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me - so far behind 


Her words they echo 

Round and round my mind 

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me so far behind


Was it love or just my imagination 

Do you care for me how I do for you 

Am I not enough to warrant contemplation 

How’ve you moved on and left me in two 


Time is empty 

In the chaos of my life  

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me - so far behind 


Her words they echo 

Round and round my mind 

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me so far behind


Time is empty 

In the chaos of my life  

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me so far behind 


Her words they echo 

In the corners of my mind 

I’m praying to whoever listens 

That she won’t leave me so far behind


If you have to leave me far behind 

Hold the memories tight 

Until the day I die 

I wish you nothing but the in best life

Nostalgia (memoir)

Saul

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