Ethel Cain - A House In Nebraska (Demo II)

Little Triste x White Silas - Florida Heat (demo)

Whiteout

Hospital beds Ethel Cain part 1

There's a painting that hangs
Up above my bed
It's a portrait of what
I once had with you
Bloody reds and virgin blues
Where we danced laughing in the hues
Now form a bruise

I burnt all my candles
Waiting up for you
Told myself that you’d come back
If I prayed hard enough
And I knew it wasn’t true
Cause I had so much left to lose
But not my youth

So I got my brushes
And I painted you right out because

I tried
I did
I ripped myself right open
Just to let you in
But it hurt
It hurt so much
So I took all my black
And covered up the evidence

What once was young
Now grows old
In a frame of black and gold

Your body sprawled out on the sheets
Veins of blue and eyes of green
And flushed cheeks of vibrant pinks
In that painting

It was just as much my fault
As it was yours
I painted you a saint
And myself a whore
As I thought of what you tarnished
My tears ruined all the varnish
But still I kept it

Cause if I forget you
And you come back
I might forgive you

I tried
I did
I ripped myself right open
Just to let you in
But it hurt
It hurt so much
So I took all my black
And covered up the evidence

What once was there
Has now been lost
And you took the fruit
And I paid the cost

I'll sing a song for you in the evening
When the sun goes down
And it's too dark to see
Please don’t ever seek me out
Cause I could not turn you away
I never thought to learn how

I'll sing a song for you in the evening
When the sun goes down
And it's too dark to see
Please don’t ever seek me out
Cause I could not turn you away
I never thought to learn how

I'll sing a song for you in the evening
When the sun goes down
And it's too dark to see
Please don’t ever seek me out
Cause I could not turn you away
I never thought to learn how

God knows I tried
I did
I ripped myself right open
Just to let you in
God knows I tried
I did
I ripped myself right open
Just to let you in
But it hurt
It hurt so bad
So I took all my black
And covered up the evidence
I'm all out of tears
Cause I cried them all
When I gave you my best years
So I'll rip that painting from my wall
For I've no more room in my house for you
My dear

So I took fire to my art
And then I set alight myself
And at last I could die with you
I always wanted nothing else

Arcane Vessels

White Silas ~ Varnish

Selby Wall

lyrics:

I used to meet you once my dad was in bed
In your room at the motel down by i-10
You've been there since i met you, you still haven't left yet
It's as good of a home in this town that you can get 

We'd go out to the bar, get fucked up til my makeup smeared
Then come back, do whatever we wanted, cause god can't see us here
We would climb to the rooftop, dance naked, and talk about jumping off
Then climb down, let you do what you want to me, don't stop

I woke up on that sunday to news that they got you
We both knew it would end on the day that they caught you
You shot yourself in the head as they battered your door through
"Highway killer" babe, that's what they called you

I skipped town, i don't wanna be seen 
If they come around asking questions to my family
About why there's all these traces of me
On your dirty motel sheets 
I'm sorry, baby 
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Please don't hate me

If i had never met you, i would graduate next week 
If i had never met you, i never would have seen the bodies by the creek
If i had never met you, i'd never know how bad a corpse stinks
But now you're gone, and the light's back on at the motel reading vacancy

vacancy - white silas

Punish - Ethel Cain Paris 06.03.2024

Verse 1]
Baby we're all out of places to go
Now that home's all gone
We burned that old son of a bitch down
We smashed out the windows and we pissed in the lawn 'cause
Happy's always been the dream
But we need to start waking up
I could follow you out there, but just hold on

[Chorus 1]
(Wait, just stay)
Your face is all fucked up from taking the world by the teeth
And there's blood on your hands, you don't know whose it is
Oh baby, come back in

[Spoken]
I've always wondered why bad things happen to good people
But then you told me you know I'm a good person and you've always been a bad thing
So now I wonder if those good people are really all that good
And if these bad things are really all that bad
I mean, all I really know nowadays is I've got you and you've got me and everything else
I don't know
I don't know anymore
I don't know

[Chorus 2]
That white horse is long gone
But we're moving on
We just keep moving on

independence day - ethel cain

White Van - White Silas

Ethel Cain covering Bette Davis Eyes live at Lollapalooza 2024 in Chicago, minus the crowd noises. The ending is a bit weird because the live version immediately blend into American Teenager.

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