This lifes just not meant for me
I am stuck in isolation
Nobody's ever gonna stay cause they'll run out of patience 
I'm sorry I'm this way
idk how to change it
Went thru enough
Is it too much to ask
To die painless
I come again then leave again 
It's something that you hate
I cut myself and use my blood as lube to masturbate
Ha you don't know being weird
All of u are fucking liars
I'd burn myself alongside my wife and kids in a fire

What do u want from me

what do u want from me

Im drowning myself
I don't like reaching out
Cause nobody will help
Nobody can help
Everybody hates me
I know that shits a fact 
Don't try to argue that
Hard headed mother fucker
Not too long till I'm screwed
wait that's already here
I deserve all my faults
I don't know what to do
For removing this curse
So I'll just live with it
Live with until I can't

jaydes - hysteria but i made my own lyrics

I don't like anything that I start
I am gonna close again 
Hate to tell u twice
Despite it all ur not my friend
Chopped up slut inside my tub 
I love to eat her ligaments
No one knows who I am cz all I do is just play pretend 
What do I want for me
When will the end come for me

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