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im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

i know i did before but i dont fuckin love you no more
you made me hate myself girl did you love me at all
i tried to kill myself girl you wouldnt pick up my calls
i know you knew what i was doin but u wanted me gone

i dont care cause someone else is fuckin waiting for me
she got everything you dont she is all that i need
see me smile see me rollin see me smoking my weed
cant believe i wasted time cause now im starting to heal

ever since u fuckin left ive been moving my ways
makin music everyday helps me handle the pain
makin music everyday is a highway to fame
i dont chase but i want it girl remember my name

ill be one of them
youll never see me girl again
if i dont kill myself
the scene is mine girl my revenge

my revenge (prod. lilhappylilsad)

Look Me In The Eyes (ft. lil lotus)

Still stuck in my emo phase
Lyrics:


I've got the whole world on my back

Yeah, cause I'm 5'9, 165 
Established 1995 
Living like I'm not getting out alive 
Ima take a second just to tell you why 

I had thoughts since 6th grade 
That this world was not made for the sake 
of the people like me 
who can't see past their mistakes, and  misdeeds 

And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryna cut me? 
Why's there always something you want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone screaming fuck this world I'm leaving? 
Like when I was sixteen and,  it still feels like I'm dreaming
When I call your phone and realize I forgot to breath in 
Forgot the grave that he's in 
I hope you know I mean it 

When I say I'm only here today cause this music keeps me breathing 
It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss 
When i  heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show 
Told her there's reasons to stay don't go 

Don't push your family away I know 
They don't understand all the pain you hold 
Im just as sad know you're not alone 
Don't let your story go untold 





 I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu 
The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only help one of them then I did it for all you 
I don't know how she's doing, no we haven't stayed in touch 
But I helped her put the knife down and that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you

I Hope You Know I Mean It

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
https://soundcloud.com/kuroimetsuyu

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=kD9OnxvwS1i2nZ6pF5RJjA
https://www.instagram.com/poppytears_/?hl=en
https://twitter.com/poppyxtears
https://itunes.apple.com/nz/artist/poppy-tears/1268266116
https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/


LYRICS:

poppy tears: 

I’ve had one too many sedatives 
lil black lungs and my bodies thin
put it on my tongue and I’ll finish them
think I’m gona swim then I fucking sink

it’s been sitting on my mind now its 3am
need some amtrip, a smoke and klonopin
it’s my only way too cope so I get it in
couldn’t tell you where I’ve gone or where I’ve been 

I’ve had one too many sedatives 
lil black lungs and my bodies thin
put it on my tongue and I’ll finish them
think I’m gona swim then I fucking sink

9TAILS:

water on my neck like a camelback
everything changed round the time I dropped heart attack
I can deal with sudden droughts in my happiness
but I can’t fuck with repercussions from the loneliness

and I can’t deal with all the thoughts inside my skull
seeing ghosts, when I smoke, ima die or hit a wall

feel fine when I’m up again 
dying out I’m never getting high again

I’m not ever coming by again 
I will take that to my grave and I will lie in it
all the memories that molded me to who I am
all the memories went up inside the firepit
inside the firepit..

ashes down in the centre of the graveyard 
all our pictures lying melted in the sim card 
all our pictures lying melted in the sim card

♡ spotifried ♡

sink w/ 9TAILS (prod. kuroime)

sampled from(Amber Ramsay close to you)..... LYRICS FOR EVERYONE……….YEA OH IMA LOST CAUSE... YEA YEA OH IMA LOST CAUSE... YEA OH IMA LOST CAUSE YEA.. OH IMA LOST CAUSE SO COLD AT HEART SO FILLED WITH DRUGS AND SCARS …TREES HEAL THE SOUL MAKE THEE MIND GROW PAST STARS SO COLD AT HEART SO FILLED WITH DRUGS AND SCARS …TREES HEAL THE SOUL MAKE THEE MIND GROW PAST STARS ... YEA OH IMA LOST CAUSE.. YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH OH IMA LOST CAUSE.. YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH OH IMA LOST CAUSE LOST CAUSE LOST CAUSE….(VERSE) YEA LOST CAUSE TRYIN FIND WAT I NEED SOUR D HELP ME REACH MY CHI IM SMOKING FREQUENTLY SUCH A MASTER PI TO THE MP LOTTA PEOPLE FILLED WITH JEALOUSY PLUS THE HENNESSY REMIDI AINT NO MOFUKKEN END OF ME FUK MY MOFUKKEN ENEMY PUFFEN THE GRASS ON THE HILL I FEEL LIKE BEVERLEY VIBEN TO THE MELODY SOUL FOOD THE RESPIE S/O TO MEMORIES …….

BURGOS - LOST CAUSE PROD BY K.RAIN

if i die baby (prod. reaper)

prod: @blacklunged

lyrics:
i love it when she lies to me
i love it when she wants to die with me
i cant recall a single good thing
unless we were high or were fucking
please dont come back
my life so trash
i dont need you
to come and fuck me up again
please dont come back
my life so trash
im too far gone
but im tryna get it back
hold up

ive been tryin
and rhyming
the hymens
that keep me going
ive been waitin
and patient
bury me
down with the ancients
cuz i know that youll remember
that yesterday is what made us

girl, get the fuck up out my world
and babe, get the fuck up out my brain
yeah youll, see me blown up or dead
before i say im sorry 
and let you crawl in my bed
you can take what you want
if you leave me hollow
an empty bullet casing
thats the best role model

Follow me <3

too far gone (prod. blacklunged)

guccihighwaters-im so sick of this

Guccihighwaters-you cant really save me

BURGOS FEAT BEARDED LEGEND - WHERE DO WE GO PROD.BY EM KLEBOLD

sad song

BURGOS - DAVID & HIS BIKE Prod. ʎpoqou

Burgos - Step Of The Guey feat Lvcid

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swFKdbmWiV8

stranger-
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g4AoS3Yod8w
prod. by 
@railrepeater
https://twitter.com/railrepeater

LYRICS

[hook]
I’m so, fucking anti social now 
I don’t, have any friends no more now 
It’s just, me all alone, right now 
can’t even, answer the phone right now 
Cause I’m so, 
fucking anti social now 
I don’t, have any friends no more now 
It’s just, me all alone, right now 
Can’t even, answer the phone right now 

[verse]
You say we’re friends 
I don’t think so 
Rather be alone 
Yeah I’m a Weirdo 
They say I’m different  
But I don’t care 
Cause Even when I’m with you 
I’m in my head 
All Alone, like I always been 
Always had trouble with me fitting in 
You hang out with a group of people
I stay home so I don’t meet none
I don’t, really, comprehend this 
It just, feels like, I’m pretending 
It’s so god damn condescending 
Why do I feel so damn empty 

Don’t wanna live like this 
Put up with shit like this 
Can’t even talk to people 
Tell me why it’s like this 
I Wish, I could be, like All of you 
But I’d rather isolate myself 
From all of you cause 

[hook]
I’m so, fucking anti social now 
I don’t, have any friends no more now 
It’s just, me all alone, right now 
can’t even, answer the phone right now 
Cause I’m so, fucking anti social now 
I don’t, have any friends no more now 
It’s just, me all alone, right now 
Can’t even, answer the phone right now

FREE DOWNLOAD

Antisocial [Prod. Railrepeater] - Official Music Video In Description

instagram - fatherfuneral

art by me
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BROWN EYES, PALE FACE
I KNOW HELL WAITS
IN THE DARK
I SEE STARS

PRIZE OF THE SHOWCASE 
IM COMING HOME LATE
I'VE BEEN GONE
WAY TOO LONG

GOD TRIED TALKING TO ME
I'M HIGH NOT LISTENING
SHINE BRIGHT, IM GLISTENING 
FINE LINES DEFINE ANYTHING 
 </3

PROD.  @prblm

MM. @darkskyparadox
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6vvju_2NXs8&t=103s

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Shablyu G