dying lessons (2020)(demo #11) prod. killmoure

catatonic (prod. by killmoure)(demo #2)

I don’t like singin cause I don’t really like my voice 
But I don’t know how to speak up so I dont have a choice 
And my minds been playin games but my heart ain’t scoring points
I’m thanking god I’m alive but cursing him for the noise

Oh my god, why can’t I breathe? 
Trapped inside my bedroom begging for sleep 
Cause I have just been waiting patiently
But nothin comes, I’m just alone in the dark 
And if you’re worried about me
You should probably just leave
Cause I’ve ruined everything with this liquor I drink 
Ya, I’ve been worried bout me
Cause it still rains in my dreams 
Please just shine me a light til morning 

I should let Jesus be my whiskey because drugs have been my wine 
I should be wishin on stars but I can’t go outside 
Please tell me somethings gonna happen, please just show me some signs 
There might be something left inside me but my heart only tells lies 

Oh my god, Why can’t I breathe?
Trapped inside my bedroom begging for sleep 
Cause I have just been waiting patiently
But nothin comes, I’m just alone in the dark 
And if you’re worried about me
You should probably just leave
Cause I’ve ruined everything with this liquor I drink 
Ya, I’ve been worried about me
Cause it still rains in my dreams 
Please just shine me a light til morning 

I’m never alone my mind just makes it that way
It’s been a year of broken life poured over years of dismay 
I wish you wouldn’t go because I need you to stay 
I need you like the medicine injected in my veins x4

I need you like medicine 

Oh my god, Why can’t I breathe?
Trapped inside my bedroom begging for sleep 
Cause I have just been waiting patiently
But nothin comes, I’m just alone in the dark 
And if you’re worried about me
You should probably just leave
Cause I’ve ruined everything with this liquor I drink 
Ya, I’ve been worried about me
Cause its been rainin in my dreams 
Please just shine me a light til morning

likexmedicine (demo #12)

805 (2017 demo)

why did you come here
just to leave an open wound?
i tried to be clear
with every word and every move 
i made a decision that i would listen
to every sign that you put up 
all of the love songs started to make sense
but they were on repeat way too much 

i can’t return all the words you put in my head
i’m writing them down just as fast as i can
speak to me softly and sweet like before
don’t know where to look for you
can’t imagine you’ve gone far 

we can run away and pretend it’s our first night
i’ll be your cliche and you can be my moonlight
now i can say that i know just what it feels like
to be okay x2

“be here now” you said as as i caught my breath 
this is now, this is real and the pain it just left
and losing you is like losing my head
can you please stay here, could you come back to bed 

i can’t return words you put in my head
i’m writing them down as fast as i can
speak to me softly
and sweet like before
don’t know where to look but
can’t imagine you’ve gone far 

we can run away and pretend it’s our first night
i’ll be your cliche and you can be my moonlight
now i can say that i know just what it feels like
to be okay x2

i should have given everything
i should have laid down at your feet 
i should have given everything
i should have laid down
and if i could give you anything
i would start to love myself 
oh, if i could give you everything 
god, i swear id do anything 

i can’t forget I don’t want to forget 
and i’m missing you now from my side of the fence 
and i’m pushing up daisies, i’m buried alive 
because i love you more than blue loves the sky 
and all of these feelings i shouldn’t have said
i want to take back, plz can i take them back? oh
come back and hold me down and i will lift you up 
and show to the world that i’m finally in luck

lets run away and pretend it’s our first night
i’ll be your cliche and you can be my moonlight
now i can say that i know just what it feels like
to be okay

moonlight (demo #16)

white heart emoji (final demo #20)

you broke me and never looked back 
cut ties but i didn’t  understand that
you know you got those hazy eyes 
think im a cliche, well you’re a waste of time 
maybe i should try to fall in line
maybe i should try to retrace all my steps this time 
ill remind myself to never fucking miss you
try to realize that i don’t fucking need you 

make sure you kiss your knuckles before you punch me in the face
id just kiss your forehead and id tell you it’s ok
you were fucking disappearing when you said you needed space 
guess im still fucking stupid and im stuck in my old ways 

just another reason to look up and start believing 
all my friends are worried that im doin more than drinking
you saw my face and then turned away I guess I should just know my place 
fuck, don’t even wanna know your name 
can i let all fade away?
can i stop remembering
all of the sounds? they were deafening 
find myself stuck in a dream
dazed, confused, and wondering
wish i could forget
and live in the moment and without regret
but im taking these bottles to the head
trying to wake up dead

make sure you kiss your knuckles before you punch me in the face
id just kiss your forehead and id tell you it’s ok
you were fucking disappearing when you said you needed space 
guess im still fucking stupid and im stuck in my old ways 

the old ones got one song
you got three, does it feel wrong?
you had me now im long gone
never had you but i was someone
still don’t get why you’re silent 
got everything good on my end
say something, im dying 
say something, im dying 
f u c k

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