LYRICS:

[RO$ETTA]
I don’t feel alive no more, I think I’m fucking dying slow
Looking in the mirror, I can’t recognize myself no more 
Used to have a smile all the time, but now I’m feeling low
All these fucking problems piling up, I want to end it all
Used to see your face in my dreams, now you’re fading away
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream, I am in so much pain 
I’m looking up at the ceiling as I think of the days
I used to be so fucking happy but you took that away 
Ain’t it crazy how this life works?
One day you’re thinking of me, then the next day you’re really hurt 
I know lots of girls, you ain’t the first
But I thought you were the one, thought I was happy but you made it worse

[MILFORDDAGREAT]
With great intentions how could I have fucked things up 
Got me wasting all your time and I’m draining all your love 
Just a broken soul, young heartbreaker, yeah I know it’s a curse 
I could tell you all my problems, then again what’s it worth? 
You said you loved me but you don’t, now I’m fading away 
I’m doing drugs, just so I could numb all this pain 
You said that I’m insane, you said that I’m sick in the brain 
I don’t know what to say, I guess I’m going insane 
Ain’t it funny how life works? 
You work a nine to five then you end up in the dirt, yuh
Ain’t it funny how life works?
You work a nine to five then you end up in the dirt

MIDNIGHT VOL. 1

DYING SLOW

DYING SLOW x MILFORDDAGREAT

R I B S PT 2 PROD PLAINFACE

Hollow Steps (feat. dip fa$e)

hearing sounds 

in the middle in the of the night 
i can hear the reaper calling
hear the devil say my name 
echo through the walls and
everytime i try to sleep
they say the same thing 
tryna take my soul
mane why don’t they let me be
shit i knew damn well
shouldn’t have fucked around with that shi
now i’m sitting, tripping 
end up caught up in the mix
evil shit going down
ritualistic demons creep my fucking head
seeing triple 6 shit

i guess the only option 
is to blow my damn top
always seeing shadows
in my room when i spark
full moon on the brink
now i think i’m boutta crack
find me in the closet
with my damn neck snapped
shoulda went to jesus
prolly could’ve saved my soul
now it’s too late 
damn deals been closed
never was religious
so i never could foresee
my entering of hell
satan bowing down to me

leaving 1st degree burns on a mothafucka 
mane
hot enough to melt hell, put them boys to a flame
evil than a mothafucka call me EVIL MY$TIC mane
if you fucking with my shit i put a bullet in the brain
ima southwest soldier, i already told ya
creeping out the 505, pump on my shoulder
they ain’t bout that evil, mane these mothafuckas scared
man i see the devil when i look into the mirror

666, can’t escape from this hell
shouldn’t have sold my soul
now this evil will prevail
mane it lives inside my head
waiting like a spell 
come and kill anyone 
falling down that well
not long til it takes over 
your whole town 
evil will begin to lurk 
hear it through this sound
bumping on yo speakers 
is a damn ritual 
RO$ETTA tryna hypnotize 
taking over souls

a moment of relief

SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/track/1q6hgcEVdvAViZzOFS9ToZ?si=bx1fTReKQW-WhbWscK81vA

APPLE MUSIC - https://music.apple.com/us/album/dirty-dancing/1812582961?i=1812582962

YOUTUBE - https://youtu.be/gFp0oMVk-Mw?si=SPqKY0Kl7DCErlp3

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817MADHOUSE - DIRTY DANCING (PROD. 97)

BURNING ETERNAL FLAMES FT CROWS PEAK(PROD.GOTH HELMA)

All I feel is misery
Wake up everyday 
And I wanna be beneath 
Do not wanna be around 
Man I just feel like 
I don’t need to be 

Here like why tf do I exist 
I been looking at the sky 
Asking myself this question 
Since I was a little kid 

I don’t even wanna be around
Every time I drown 
And im smoking and sippin 
Doing so much every 
Single time 
I don’t even know 
Why the fuck im living 

Dealing with 
so much pain everyday 
Try to change 
But I know 
It won’t go away 

Try to get away 
From the problems 
Tried to solve them
But I know 
Things won’t be the same 

Smoke
Yea smoke away the pain
Yeah just smoke
Yeah smoke away
The pain only way to cope
Liquor deep inside my veins
Yeah I know 
But it’s the only way to stay 
So ill smoke

MISERY PROD ENVIOU$

[VERSE 1]
Why Am I The Only One
In This World Full Of Pain
I Been Waiting For The Sun
I Feel Insane I’m Trapped Inside My Brain

[VERSE 2]
Imagination Life I’m Slowly Breaking Shaking The Smile I’m Faking 
Am I Lost For Damnation ? 
Music I’m Makin It Help Me Get My Life Straighten
I’m Getting Tempted By Satan
My Love Is Always Mistaken
I’m Left To Die I’m Forsaken
Love Me Hold Me Tell Me Stories When Life Was All A Dream
Aye
All A Dream

[HOOK VERSE 3]
Why Am I The Only One
In This World Full Of Pain
I Been Waiting For The Sun
I Feel Insane I’m Trapped Inside My Brain
Imagination Life I’m Slowly Breaking Shaking The Smile I’m Faking

GUARDIAN ANGEL [PROD.PYCTUR)

THIS IS WHAT MY NOOSE SANG (HEYHEY!)
Lyrics:

Chances are you a bitch you a bitch and you a bitch 
I was swimming with the sharks hunting down for tuna fish
I just feel like Tony stark I just copped a nano wrist 
I can catch another fade flipping up the crucifix 
Bitches always talking like they know me 
I ain’t new  to this ay 
Got me on the edge before I shoot I do a pistol whip
Pockets full of thrax she bend it back and ask to suck my dick
Throw them D’s on that bitch like I’m rich boy
Overseas in the crypt feeling destroyed 
Smoking trees in this trap cut the leaf boy
They ain’t real when they rap they be sheep
Boy 
They ain’t real they be cap thats on haunt boy
Everything’s okay 
Bullet like I’m Bruce Wayne 
Six fangs with a chain show out with the whole gang 
This is what my noose sang, hey hey 
Grab your gun and load up, bang bang

This Is What My Noose Sang (prod. Eldorado)

Lyrics:

Yuh

Back in a place where i dont wanna be 
My mind is so cluttered with so many things 
Out in this world and i feel like a burden 
Most of this stuff had me feeling uncertain 
Rollin’ A Blunt & it looks So perfect 
Just like your eyes when they reflect off light 
Finish this blunt then im gone in the night 
M’s on my shirt and it so damn nice

So when you see me i might be on Tv 
wit all of bros chillin’ smokin’ on loud 
Im the cloud i will never come down 
If you dont like me then bitch turn around 

The path im taking its just like no other 
Im hoping this gwap Help me & my mother 
Straight off the top is where i jumped off 
Fell on my face when i hit the floor 

Dust myself off & i pick up my sword
Call to the lord & he making me strong
Most of these people dont know what on
So i stay to myself & just prove em wrong 

Moving in silence got my ringer off
Please don’t disturb me cause im feeling great 
She said that she want me but it is too late 
Im getting this cash & i cannot wait 

Im taking my chance aint no going back twice 
Cleansing my brain cause i gotta get right 
Thoughts keep me up till i see the sunrise 
I just cant sleep cause your all in my mind 

So i go outside & write all these rhymes 
Lighting this joint & look at the sky 
Getting my bread & dressing so fly 
Fuck what they said cause im on the rise 


Im going circles i ran a few laps 
I hate when im winning they always attack 
But i can never let it knock me off track 
They calling me “M” & im known for that 
I took my own life & tore it in half 
Expressing myself all on these tracks 
I dont give a fuck what you think about this 
Cause inside my mind is like a dark abyss

Back in a place where i dont wanna be 
My mind is so cluttered with so many things 
Out in this world and i feel like a burden 
Most of this stuff had me feeling uncertain 
Rollin’ A Blunt & it looks So perfect 
Just like your eyes when they reflect off light 
Finish this blunt then im gone in the night 
M’s on my shirt and it so damn nice

I Lost My Chance Already

ILL MINDED 2K25

1.) I KEEP ON SMOKIN TOO MUCH
2.) YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN (SWKILLA)
3.) STUCK INSIDE THA MUD
4.) SOME NIGHTS
5.) CREEPIN IN DA CIVIC
6.) OUTRO (INSTRUMENTAL)

Hollow Steps (feat. dip fa$e)

CRISIS

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