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http://music.citybynight.co.uk/album/alicks-help-me-out-cbnr020



help me out

hurts
cant take my mind off the pain
why did god make me this way
its always something
hurts
hurts
am i making things worse
i guess life just hurts
hurts
its like a cloud over me
when will my soul be set free
they said just wait and se
hurts (yeah) it hurts

tell me why
why
it hurts

hurts (interlude) [prod. lil soda boi]

Ft. @HouseOfArson

Lyrics: 
they say I’m no fun
they hate my guts
they hear my name 
and they throw shade
they say I’m no fun
they hate my guts
they hear my name 
and they throw shade

they’ll be sorry when I’m gone
grab a bullet grab a gun
they’ll be sorry when I’m gone
grab a gun and now I’m gone

they told me bite the bullet but I’m done
I just a want a scene girl on my nuts
goth bitch with a thrasher tee tucked
Ima blow my brains out just for fun
seen her in the club with a gun
that’s a suicide in the club
yeah I seen her in the club looking good
I’m a ghost she a vampire tryna suck

they say I’m no fun
they hate my guts
they hear my name 
and they throw shade
they say I’m no fun
they hate my guts
they hear my name 
and they throw shade

but they’ll be sorry when I’m gone haven't seen em in some months
but they’ll all come around acting like it's all love
they said I was no fun til fucking with them drugs
everyone around me either a snake, fake or dumb
spread my ashes far away from the cool kids and the snakes
and if they wasn’t with me for the come up stay away
they thought that I was lame they ain't wanna hear my name
now they wanna pay respect as soon as it's too late

they say I’m no fun
they hate my guts
they hear my name 
and they throw shade
they say I’m no fun
they hate my guts
they hear my name 
and they throw shade

they’ll be sorry when I’m gone
grab a bullet grab a gun
they’ll be sorry when I’m gone
grab a gun and now I’m gone

they say I’m no fun
they hate my guts
they hear my name 
and they throw shade

Gone Ft. UNKNWNTHEARSONIST

✦ Other Platforms

Gone Ft. HouseOfArson

Love Scars

Love Scars (Prod. By J Digital)

Suicide Drive (Prod. Ten50)

i tried..

/spir·it/ noun;

1. the nonphysical part of a person that is the seat of emotions and character; the soul.
"we seek a harmony between body and spirit"

your refuge was misery

hm.wav x axel ~ 90's vhs player [+ iof]

@softhert

Mind always racing
I’m always chasing
The dreams that I’m making
Are mine for the taking
Mind always racing
My mind always racing

Cracks and crumbles, falling down
If no ones there, does it make sound?
I try to flip and turn my frown
I’m killed by chemical compounds

Weight of an empty room
Keeps me inside a tomb
Dust my thoughts off with a broom
A flower in the dark may bloom

Wake me up in another reality
Help me find a piece of vitality
Do my best to protect my morality
Escape the thought that this is the finality

Creep through the night like a monster
I’ve broken her heart, I know it haunts her
Maintaining sight, but I still wander

Mind always racing
I’m always chasing
The dreams that I’m making
Are mine for the taking
Mind always racing
My mind always racing

i waited for you all night long 
just to get let down
just to get led on
do it for the days i was skating
tryna build a park in the backyard
now im smoking on the lawn
and im smoking dank
trust me you can smell the stink
when you walk up in my place
catch me rolling up a big ass jibbah
imma face it then dip
i got i big weed dependance
in a daze how i'm living

i can hear em talking telling lies 
like it aint shit
prolly somewhere looking at the sky
like an ancient
theres a cherry in my joint
but i'm smoking on grape bitch
yeah i'm smoking good 
but i'm tryna be great bitch
everybody wanna try doubting me
got me all up in my head im drowing
nothing without me
no i didn't find the music it found me

youtube

racing - ft. softheart (prod. syndrome)

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

less x Vane x convolk ~ 'Number One' (Prod. by YungJZAisdead)

i become less interesting the older that i get

i'm a lost soul baby my heart so cold
kill me in the snow baby let my blood flow
baby you're an angel but i came from so low
leave me on a throne wallowing in my woes

baby my heart bleeding you aint even know
just know that i'm leaving never coming home
double up my cup and i pour me a four
look into my eyes baby you can see i'm stoned
number (n)ine converse on me weapons on my feet
you're a weapon to my heart it was fate for us to meet
yeah i downed a fuckin bottle now i'm lying on the street
baby girl kill me slowly that's the only thing i need

lost soul (prod. leesta)

robuffel - Daydream

much love to @weepingwolf & @iofmusic <3

[intro:]
i don't wanna lie, ya i know that you'll find out
baby don't cry, ya u know it'll work out

[hook: seejayxo]
(she said), i don't wanna lie, ya i know that you'll find out
(he said), baby don't cry, ya i know it'll work out
(she said), i don't wanna die, but i know that our times out
(he said), baby don't cry, ya i know it'll work out

[verse: weepingwolf]
he said, she said, that itll never work out
broke down, broken down, now i wont work now
my whole lifes a mess and im going berserk
i just need something to mfing work

well it worked for me
will it work for you
could we find something out now?
cus i know im crazy
know im crazy
know its all in my head

all in my head, i go to bed
wake up the next day and i need some rest
when will it end?
when will it end?
it will not end cus im cursed in the end
yeah im cursed in the end

follow wolf

he said, she said ft. weepingwolf (prod. IOF)

prod. @iamoceanus

lyrics:

I wish that I could live in my dreams for a day
because it's better than a fully conscious awake state
and ever since you left, everything has gone south 
like the Canada geese in the winter
my shard wounds have replaced what once were splinters
I've got this fake Rolex watch to hide these scars on my wrist
and an Rx script for these oxy's in this caesar cocktail drink that I've mixed
and you don't have to remind me that I'll never be a baller
got no chain, just a noose around my neck
only aiming the ruger at my head
I wish that I could just run away, far away (far away x3)
because it's fucked up how much shit can go wrong in a day (it's fucked up that all this is happening)
everything has gone downhill fast 
like a pair of skis in the winter
collapsing quicker than you can say timber (everything has fallen down)
I still have your letters 
and from time to time, I'll read them
those were such heartfelt words you wrote me
I wish I actually believed them
and you don't have to remind me that I'll never be a lover
got no heart, just a hole inside my chest
only buying flowers for my deathbed
every breath is painful like precordial catch syndrome
minus 30 seconds I'll be soaring out that window
don't know where it'll take me, I'll just go which way the wind blows
step out of the room if you don't want to see me implode 
every breath is painful like precordial catch syndrome
minus 15 seconds I'll be soaring out that window
don't know where it'll take me, I'll just go which way the wind blows
I almost made the leap but then thought, who's gonna take care of my dogs?

144p life (prod. oceanus)

are you here. are you there? 
would you tell me if you’re scared?
baby. do you wanna hold me still
and do you even care?
would you part the seas to be with me 
with blonde streaks in your hair
would you try super hard to save me
from sadness and despair 
i been missing you for too long now i’m drifting 
off into space like elon 
i’m shape shifting
venus saturn mercury and mars
is the distance 
i would go to be in your arms 
need no assistance
match my persistence 
flying high i’m mystic
never ever fit in
my messages cryptic 
don’t text me i’m lifted 
don’t tell me gifted 
cause the songs ive written 
a name i’m not permitted
let me in don’t break me down
kick me in then let me out
break my bones and laugh at me 
but it doesn’t matter, please!
can you talk to me? show me insecurities?
would you walk with me i’ll show you the seven seas
had a lock on my emotions u held the key
but ur love burned brighter than the sun and u melted me
tell me that you love me still, tell me everything you know, tell me you’ll love me until, the second that my heart let’s go
numb so it’s all just painless
22 burning pages 
never thought i’d be deflated 
now my heart is feeling so vacant 
man i really hate it (x2)

are u there? (prod. fiftysix)

Art by Emotional Buu https://soundcloud.com/emotionalbuu
https://twitter.com/emotionalbuu

Lyrics:

Still couldn't say,
Who mothered guilt and delivered the prey?
They roll the credits but I still replay
Over and over, it's over. Ok (again and again)
But I don't know who the enemy was
Reflections show up empty of trust
It was you feelin lost, lookin for rest
I was willing to offer the home in my chest

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Along for the ride
As we took off I let fate be our guide
But you shook off what I knew wasn't right
Blood on my neck that's a poisonous bite!
But I didn't let this change me
In one week like relapse
I went down in slow steps,
Lost hope like bad romance
Next thing you know I'm in entirely numb
On a dangerous road, say I had a good run

If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to pay my debt
If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to free your head

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Now the Devil's made his home on both my shoulders
As I get older I yield to the smolder

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward

Shadow

My Fault (prod. tothegood)

Lyrics:

everything changed in the blink of an eye now im lost in the crowd
wish it was quiet but thoughts are the loudest when no ones around
no im not proud of the way that i handled myself
wish things were different and i could start over
and wake up a new place be somebody else x2
cause
you told me that from the start, said that we cant get attached
said it would tear us apart, said that it would never last
now laying there in my bed
cant get you out of my head and im dreading the day that you decide to throw me away, o what a shame
maybe i should save myself, some inevitable pain

I need to know where your heads at cause lately i dont know
if i can keep up this act pretend that i dont care at all
weve been talking everyday but still i feel like somethings wrong
would you pls pick up yer phone i dont wanna be alone again (aye)
you could let me love you till the night ends~
then wake up in the morning say were just friends~
and if thats what you want ill make it happen~
i guess that it'd be better than nothing~
need to know where your heads at cause lately i dont know
if i can keep up this act pretend that i dont care at all
weve been talking everyday but still i feel like somethings wrong
would you pls pick up yer phone i dont wanna be alone again

you would let me love you till the night ends
wake up in the morning say were just friends
guess that it'd be better than nothing
it would be better than nothing

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