I made this while sad

Lyrics:

Ay
Raw Thoughts
Bad bitch fuck around get picked off
I don't make the rules I just split jaws
They get pissed off when I break laws
I stay on call only pickin up when it's my dawgs
Smack a bitch if she try to get up off 
I'ma smack another bitch if she try to get up on
I ain't with the fuck shit hoe move along
I ain't with that hoe shit bitch kick rocks
Yeah bitch kick rocks 

Told that bitch kick rocks 
If she come around I'ma get pissed off 
Fuck around pull out my Glock 
Send a couple shots like 
(3 gunshots)
They ain't ever coming back from that shit
Took your brother Tommy put him in hells pit
Posse of insane clowns gonna feast bitch
Can't stop me not today it is
Improbable 

Ay
Raw Thoughts
Tryna be hard but these demons give me lockjaw
Fuck around take em out with a sawd off
Tell that bitch smack me if I start to nod off
That shit happens way too damn often 
I tried taking these uppers just to stop it
That shit ain't helping now I'm back on it
Bitch don't start it 
I'ma pity party full of all this trauma
Fuck around look at me get dishonored 
Bitch get dishonored 

Raw Thoughts (prod. Pinky Unchained)

Hades (Prod. NetuH)

Dionysus (prod. Autrioly)

Lyrics: 
I need a fuckin cigarette
Blood I fuckin spill that shit
Mind spinnin like a pirouette 
OD forgot the etiquette 
That's just the type of shit I'm on
Took too many pills don't know where the fuck they gone
Where the fuck I gone I'm noddin off
Givin up
Where's the drugs
Before I run out hit my plug
If he say he gotta re-up then I'ma hit another one
I need this shit I'm just a fiend 
I need this shit so I can breathe
But it'll slow down by breath make me die in my sleep
Oh shit
Got these bitches weepin over me
Over my grave dead body still gon hit the DMT 
On god on me
Hit the spliff and go back to sleep 
Ain't eat a thing but when I wake I'ma pour up a drink
I know it's gonna kill me but it numbs all of the things
In my mental that's as fragile as can ever fuckin be
You get it? Yeah you get it 
I'ma fuck my mentality 
Thinking everyday could be the day that I could get outta reality 
Fuuuuck

Overdose (prod. brycejustucex)

Cerberus (ft. Ryroc and Noo$e) prod. Chxse Bank

Lyrics:

What if I died?
Who would think I
Am cowardice?
Couldn't stand life 
Couldn't stand my
Evil that twinkles inside of my eye
Inside of my mind
It swirles around 
Till thoughts tell me to die
Who would think twice?
Blink and then cry

Sheddin some tears
Then push it aside 
Pushing me back to the back of their mind
Only think bout me when they findin the time
Time to tell all the lies that were tied 
I'm a fraud I'm a fuck up to tell you the truth
I chased away people on my endless pursuit 
Now I'm left on my own and I won't dispute 
I'm rude and I'm cruel blame it on my abuse

What if I died?
Who would think I
Am cowardice?
Couldn't stand life 
Couldn't stand my
Evil that twinkles inside of my eye
Inside of my mind
It swirles around 
Till thoughts tell me to die
Who would think twice?
Blink and then cry

I developed so many symptoms
All of it caused by all my addictions 
What if I died my life so simplistic
I couldn't fathom the lack of an image
For better or worse
Whichever comes first
My life took a turn 
I'm a burnout, the worst

Looking around and no I don't look passive
Governments be turning into some fascists
Look at all their destruction and all their damage
I couldn't stand it 
I couldn't stand it

What if I died?
Who would think I
Am cowardice?
Couldn't stand life 
Couldn't stand my
Evil that twinkles inside of my eye
Inside of my mind
It swirles around 
Till thoughts tell me to die
Who would think twice?
Blink and then cry

Intrusive thoughts
Paranoid that soon 
I might end in a box 
That I might fuckin rot
Won't be getting the shot 
At the life that I want 
And it's all my fault
Know that I'm in the wrong 
Know I'm givin up once you hear this song 
What did I take 
What did I OD on?
Satan's calling why'd it take so long
What's the deal don't rip me off

Hera (prod. Autrioly)

I've had this written and recorded for like 2 years, finally fucked with the vocals

Lyrics:
Send him straight to hell 
Keep a stick on me no spell
Gonna get to it tell you the tale
Of the fuckboy with a soul to sell
Believe it or not the fucker was me 
Popping 4 xans when I was fifteen 
I done cut back but I'm still a fiend
My mama get mad not proud of me
Then I turned sixteen
I fucked with fent unfortunately 
Now seventeen and this bitch yeah she done left me
Wanted to bullshit blame it on my drinking
It ain't ever been a problem what the fuck was I thinking 
I was broken for some time in a pit like sarlacc bitch 
I get high I fly right out now my musics bout my trauma shit
Y'all gonna like it and I hope my ex bitch she despise it
Icarus these heights fly too high but I'ma try it

I hope I don't crash cause if I do that then I might relapse 
Do some evil shit 
You like that?
Talk about sum anything but my past
That's a touchy subject
And I really cannot fuck with that

Falls⛧

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