sometimes I wonder what it would be like if my mother actually took care of herself

Cuando seré suficientemente bueno para alguien o algo en este mundo?

if i was gonna kill myself i would do it to this 🥲

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Disclaimer:
This track is a cover of the original song, from Deftones.

Deftones - Sextape (Cover)

Think Of Me Once In A While, Take Care - Take Care

I Miss Your Warm Hands

This House Is Not The Same - [sweet boy ] slowed

first single from 2nd upcoming ep, 'flowerhill drive' by dream, ivory

lyrics:

through it all once again
came to know my only friend
lost control
can't begin i seek within
to feel the warmth brought within your skin
did you know
for how it seemed
i should've stayed and let you be
run into my heart so carelessly 
thats the reason i'm afraid 
youre thoughts that cant be tamed
and i'm trying to be sane
and i'm trying to be sane
and i'm trying to be sane

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welcome and goodbye

Oh no she likes another boy
I'm feeling sad and at the end of the day at least I'll know there was something that we had

I see her kiss him with my eyes
And it makes me mad but at the end of the day I know she don't love him that bad

And if that's so, I'll wait around
It will take a little time to let you go

I watch her from across the room
She dances so nice , and if I see her again I'm not sure we'll be friends 

I just want to get a little close
So let me in, and if you push me away, baby that's where I'll stay

And if that's so, I'll wait around
It will take a little time to let you go
And if that's so, I'll wait around
It will take a little time to let you go

she likes another boy

Answering Machine

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

There are flowers 
In my heart 
They're growing thorns 
And it hurts 
Every time 
You're around 
We break up 
We get down 

And I won't 
See you again 
You're not a person 
You're my friend 
If we do 
Just by chance 
Can we kiss 
Can we dance

Think Of Me Once In A While, Take Care - Take Care

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