mixed by @six-days-after-christmas

dreaming of the winter
on a warm sunny day
dreaming of the summer
when its to cold to go out and play 
dont forget her face 
cus she'll go for once and for good 
dont forget her smile 
cus she was just misunderstood 
soo dooont
please dont leave me alone 

dreaming of her touch 
when shes out and away 
when shes here for you brother 
you say you need space

don't forget her

I wanna sink your teeth 
I want you loving me 
No regrets 
No past tense 
Come closer I want you 
allllll to meeee
Allll 

I want you 
You want me 
Why dont you ever call me 
Rip my skin
I’m loving 
Destroyed my heart for you
Woah 

The skeletons inside my closet
Keep talking to me 
And they talk about you
Keep talking to me
And they talk about you

The wifi is out and i cant read books

nineteen forever </3 extended intro

Rose

roadorsomething

https://open.spotify.com/track/5ZIIE80NheRzoIBzmo18dU?si=f78fc6c0ed884726

@melodyx_o cover
prod me

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasnt such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my rooom
been so long since i have made my fucking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but im too scared
of nothingness
im not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaadd my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i dont know why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to prickly bumps of mine
everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarrayed
and i cannot feel okay like
i dont have like any power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarrassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed my shitty mood
ive fucked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my fucking mind without some help

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

jisatsu girl (自殺) (cover)

updated 6/30 replaced baine's verse with brand new verse from me
self prod

lyrics:

tell me how it feels
to have it all in your hands
and throw it away for nothing
your whole world caved in
none of this seems real
the whole world caved in
now theres no one left to hold your hand
Is it too much to ask to not test fate like that
and when its all said and done
i still don’t know how to react
so ill just shut my mouth
i wasted
i wasted
all of my precious time
i hate it
i hate it
i wish i could call you mine
if i'm on my deathbed
you would still leave me behind
and that's the saddest part
it keeps me up at night

shut my mouth

https://open.spotify.com/track/6k3ZxcSmqr6PzDj5jPJzuK?si=KSiNsteTTY-KjtrXBH9xZg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A1fDoBAD5iRtniahPfPFZZR

prod me

somethings up with uuuuuuuu
somethin rlly strange
ur all over the place
ur vision is so strayed
wont look me in the face
is there somethin
that u wanna say

it all amounts to u
so dont try act confused
when i come back crawling
crawling to u

baby im a sinner
come back just to skin her
eat her guts for dinner
oh baby whats the issue

somethings up with uuuuuuuu (u know that i miss u)
somethin rlly strange
ur all over the place
ur vision is so strayed
wont look me in the face
is there somethin
that u wanna say

,,

she whispered in my ear
'need to get out of here
go on and start the car
lets drive away so far'

but its hard to let go of my life
but i guess
id do anything for my future wife

she whispered in my ear
'need to get out of here
go on and start the car
lets drive away so far'

somethings up with u

somethings up with you

noia - recover (w/duster)

See Me

And so, what do you wonder......
© lyric written Sep 2022 here https://allpoetry.com/poem/16752236-A-Wonder-Wander-by-Lockdown-Larcs
and AI music helps it to wander musically

The wifi is out and i cant read books

BURN.M3

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