my boyfriend ghosted me after about 2 months of dating. I really thought he was different but I've messaged him on multiple things and he hasn't responded in over a week. why? I truly thought he would be my last, but I was wrong.

something about you (sped up)

my kind of woman sped up

first love/late spring - sped up

space song - sped up

Men I trust- show me how (sped up)

as the world caves in - sped up

fourth of july - sped up

“ and you dont seem to understand ” duvet - bôa ( sped up ! )

hHahhehhahsshhehehehehebebehheheheheehehehee



























































































































































why do I feel so unmotivated and lazy. nothing went wrong in my life so far infact everything's going fine but for some reason the exams are near and I can't make myself study I'm always so fucking tired after school. maybe it's my busy schedule but honestly it's not even that bad I do have time to study but I don't have the motivation to do it and I end up crying because I can't study litterally it's so annoying I just want to escape I want to get away from this stupid reality this stupid world where I have to have so much tuition and stress honestly am I even stressed I don't think I even have that much work but I always can't fork out the motivation to do well I'm not saying I don't want to it's just this weird pressure I'm feeling makes me feel like I can't study because of it and I end up sleeping instead of getting anything done I can't stop sleeping I'm always so fucking tired bro what the fuck I'm only 14 why do I feel so fucking weird like this I'm so done bro actually just kill me I'm not even kidding I'm so done with life it's so annoying fuck why am I so weak I hate this I hate everything I just wanna leave it all behind and dissapear forever it's so annoying everything is so annoying I'm so fucking stupid and annoying I hate everything












































update:
it got worse, I think

you'll change ur name, or change ur mind.

you will be my girl, my girl, my girl, my girl~

𝙬𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙤𝙘𝙩𝙤𝙗𝙚𝙧 - 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙧𝙚𝙙 // 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙪𝙥

Now I lay me

Down to sleep

Through the window

I begin to seep

Slither through

The lawn

Glide just above

The idle pond


It’s the only place I can go in this life

To escape, but I’ve been found out tonight


I built my walls so strong

And high

So tell me how in the hell

Did you get inside


Feels like

I’ve been running from you

Since the dawn of time


How long have you

Kept this up

Haunting me and hunting me down

And why


Oh, stop peering into me with those awful eyes

And speak to me, goddamned you

SInce the Dawn of TIme

I'll probably just post sped up songs here !
she/her :)
if you guys have any songs you want me to speed up please comment !!!

space song - sped up

lizzy :)

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