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Desperate

Project_31 (slowed+reverb)

retroafro 2 (prod MAALU)

@menthol100s

i sing by the window
i've seen only god knows
i do things so i grow
but you still think that i'm a bad person
i think i might be a bad person
i do some things that's just not worth it
you see the point yet you still worsen
i speak my truth, that's why you worship
something i can't do at all
something you shouldn't do at all
sometimes your skin may crawl
makeup destroyed us all
genetically i was fucked from the start
i had no chance from my birth
how'd things get so much worse?
how'd things get so much worse?

skeleton i was 13 in 2017 and didnt have a cat (acoustic version)

“I feel like rippin my heart out
Throw it in a ditch’ an leavin it there
I feel like rippin my heart out
Burnin it up’ untill it ain there
I feel like rippin my heart out
Surely enough’ holes in there
I feel like rippin my heart out
Feed it to dogs’ im takin it there
I struggle quietly
I dont ask for help
It always follows me 
I didnt ask for hell
I wanna live life
I cant do that now
I dont really wanna die
But i dont have a way out

Talk to me, tell me like’ how has your day been
I cant even feel my feet on the pavement
I dont understand the feeling im craving
Saying im fine’s a political statement
I dont understand’ just why ive been aching
Sorry to everyone thats been relating
But i cant trust no one’ they always faking
I dont invite these demons’ they invading 

They like “you’ll be fine”
But they aint see the signs
And they dont feel my pain
Cause they aint live my life
I carved inside my arm 
Hoped i die that night
Prolly in my sleep
I did’ but im still alive”

Chorus

Project_182

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