What I thought the clubs would play as a kid

the person in the cover looks like someone i mnow from my school

like im running a rat race
imma kill myself so im coming in last place
why you lookin at me with your eyes in a bad way
its already autumn, i waited, ive matched my days
on my shoulders, too much weight
nothing left for me here anways
its already autumn, but im okay
with knowing ill be dead by valentines day

how is it already october

instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

you could see me if you wanted to
musta cracked my skull when i fell for u
may he stab my heart if these words arent true
god strike me down if its all a ruse

oh and one last thing

skeleton - fucking loser club w/ aeter

prod @blurxy
i say usually the same things but this time i just dont know
i fucking hate dogs wanna kick them all on the side of the road
why do they bark at me like im the one that left them in the cold
i didnt fucking do anything not anything dont act like you dont know
fuck shoegaze i really wanna cum on you
i would like really eat it up if you spat in my food
i fucking love your hair its all i really like about you
well i also love your skin and i would probably die inside you
i dont wanna write any words at all but i kinda love that its all my fault
i really get off on evil shit but youre so pretty like a girl
you make me wish i were a girl you make me wish i were a girl
and if were one id be you

my stupid fucking brains on the ceiling for you

wish i were him

@menthol100s

im such a jerk, so ocd
i make you think you mean nothing to me
holes in my shirt and a gap in my teeth
but im still all i aspire to be
no room to flirt, ash in the dirt
ash on my pants and its ash on my shirt
i say the word but i know that shit hurt
im good for nothing, you know im a jerk

wifiskeleton - you mean so much more

prod: racky
lyrics + mix: me

lyrics 
paranoia 
(paranoia), my brains in constant fucking paranoia 
(hoe i wish i knew ya), you’re so fake i really wish i knew ya
(paranoia), my brains in constant fucking paranoia 
(hoe i wish i knew ya), you’re so fake i really wish i knew ya

i tried different things
i could never change
when you were draining my life
i wanted to change 
but i could never really change 
when i couldnt do it right 
but you stay the same 
and i couldn't help you change 
because you always wanted to fight
seems like youre stuck in your ways and that you cant move away 
i think you wanted me to die

paranoia in my brain 
i’m always feeling fucking lame
i’m always feeling fucking pain 
(fucking) paranoia in my brain + u are so fucking ignorant 

paranoia in my brain 
i’m always feeling fucking lame
i’m always feeling fucking pain 
this paranoia in my brain…

(oh oh-oh ohhhh)
paranoia, paranoia 
(oh oh ohhhh oh-oh)
paranoia, paranoia, paranoia
(oh oh-oh ohhhh)
paranoia, paranoia, paranoia 
(oh oh ohhhh oh-oh)
(oh oh ohhhh oh-oh, o, o, oh, o)
paranoia (yin)

paranoia

I was really fucking hoping you wouldn't hate me
I was sitting in my room, waiting for you to come back
thought we had something special, but I guess that it’s gone now
You said you needed space, but now I’m just a sad song

I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back
I tried to hold on, but you were never there
Now I’m screaming out, but I don’t think you care

You left your perfume, its still stuck in my sheets
Now I rot in the same place you used to sleep
Watched your story, you look happy as hell
While I’m talking to the void, screaming into my shell

I gave you my heart, you gave me a shrug
Said that I was “too much” when all I wanted was love
You said, “It’s not you,” but I know it was
You just wanted someone cooler, and thats someone I’m not


I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back

spotify

counting lies

sorry this song isn't that good i wason substances
https://open.spotify.com/track/53QPzruYbEJB124FSb5r9a?si=0913b21b94d446d5
I want a girl, that'll travel with me round the world
No friends, no plan, just a map with her name and it’s pearled
She doesn't even know me, but I write it like we met
Got a folder with her pictures, but she doesn't know it yet

I romanticize pain like it's all that I get
Yeah, she's been posting with him, but I'm somehow still obsessed

Scars on my back from the dreams that I chase
Slept on the floor with her tweet on my face
Told my therapist that I'm fine, but then I went and rotted for days

I'd starve if she told me she liked my waist

i just wanna travel

HUMAN IGONORANCE ( VARIATIONS )

#fangnem 
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all drawn cover art:@allor_4 on ig

paranoia

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