wrote this on an envelope with a pink highlighter ~
shout out @fayfading <3

(sailornova)
empty steps, bitter days
broken words on a blank page
there’s no more room in my scattered brain
is a house a home if it’s a house of pain?
i carry this weight day after day
subscribed to a life I can’t fake
bought the game of life and I can’t even play

(alwaysgloomy)
i
have this feeling in my chest
like maybe you'll be the next
shoulder i can cry on
but
you never seem interested 
in anything that i have said
do you
hear me
 
(sailornova)
bitten lips, bruised knees
suffocation and empty dreams
color in my glasses with pink highlighter
it’s still black and white but they tell me try harder
a monster to myself but don’t turn on the lights
can’t you see I stabbed my back with this knife?
how do I decipher all of the static when I take
5 pills and they still say I’m dramatic

(alwaysgloomy)
i
can't find what i'm looking for
wondering if its poor
choices in my life 
i 
am all alone again
figure out how to pretend
this smile isn't for you

i
have this feeling in my chest
like maybe you'll be the next
shoulder i can cry on
but
you never seem interested 
in anything that i have said
do you
hear me