It's Not The Same (Feat. Vagrxnt & oc)

self inflicted

@greenwood2000

prod. miercoles

(Lukas)

Thought you'd be dead by 16
im glad you're not
your still around
even if you
feel your body rot
most days...
I know when it gets hard for you
heartbreak...
ill always be a part of you

this wont drag me down
I cant pretend
to shut you out
thats wrong

she knows my true intentions
everyday with her is like heaven
if you had to die
I would kill myself
its the only way
nothing else would help
right the wrongs that I made for us
doesn't change the fact that you're gone

(Greenwood)

Loose ends
I’m closing in
I focus on the things
I try and tell her
Hoping I remember
The way that it felt last year

Deep inside I know it won’t get better
In the forest in the shelter,
Never wanted it to end here

Further on than I could ever be (if it’s all there)
Wish that I was anyone but me (know you don’t care)
Lights to guide you home and finally (in your cold hair)
Know it hurts, just something I could feel

So much to turn against
I’m choking on the things I try to tell her
Hoping I remember the way that it felt last year

irreplaceable (feat. Greenwood)

lyrics: 

verse 1:
so late 
why are you looking my way
we’re done babe, 
tell me we’re on the same page
i’m flipping through 
spoiler i don’t end up with you 
i was blinded then
but all of the feelings start to accrue 
and so what you’re not gonna tell me nothing 
you’re so blundt
the lies, i can tell you’re bluffing 
and so what?
so what?
my only feelings towards you now is apathy..

chorus: 
so what you tell me you have feelings now 
but all of the bridges have been burned down
so what you tell me you have feelings now
did you really think that we could make it out
x2 

verse 2:
we can’t make it out this time
baby i think we crossed a line
all those times we said we’re fine
trust me i know you were never alright
we shoulda read those warning signs
cuz these scars won’t heal over time
sometimes it’s better to let it die
then live with scars and keep it alive
we’re so done 
now to me you’re just nothing
there’s no love
baby you’re just disgusting 
and so what?
so what??

bridge:
so what you tell me you have feelings now…
all of the bridges have been burned down.
so what? 
so what? 
my only feelings toward you now is apathy

chorus:
so what you tell me you have feelings now 
but all of the bridges have been burned down
so what you tell me you have feelings now
did you really think that we could make it out
x2

so what? (tnvr)

back and forth [tnvr]

rip nc 63 at a highspeed
who tf let an emo on a type beat 
gettin kinda cozy but these idiots dont like me
everybody scared that ima pop n make it my scene

30k i got capri sun in my lunchables
i been eatin hella good but i aint close to full
coulda used your hands like a man but u chose to pull
now he outta line n i dont know what he finna do

i aint a made man
spent 100 bucks on some off brand ray bans
call the drain man
do you got sum gas or am i sober for the weekend

i got big plans
glocky wit a middle finger stick it to the big man
oh you a big fan?
fuck up outta here dont even know what my name is

BIG MAN

BIG MAN (PROD. WAYTOOGONE)

b side from resize frame (unreleased / scrapped[?] decks proj)
prod @fleshgolem
enjoi

lyrics:
baby i been sick for so damn long
gather my wits with something strong
and i know the risk i’m taking on
but if we don’t miss it, something’s wrong
so wrong

covered the bases i missed on the road
always forgot how to feel so at home
never invited to be one of those
now i been poppin and playing these shows (like)
i know the ins and the outs of your soul
bury me, baby, i won’t let it go
starving surroundings will leave me alone if
self preservation applies to be hostess

if its the end of me
just say its heavenly
i swear i meant it
feel what you’re saying
despite resenting these
apologetic pleas
i’m staring back at
you, feeling ancient

baby i been sick for so damn long
gather my wits with something strong
and i know the risk i’m taking on
but if we don’t miss it, something’s wrong
so wrong

incarnate freestyle [flesh]

girl you got my heart beat 
cause I'm star struck
I'll be whippin hand on her thigh
got her moanin for me
she want it now like in the backseat
crazy taxi 
 paying chump change how they tax me
back when guardin dropped ataraxy 
I was at dnd I miss my boys
they growin up to never seein me 

I'll be in the west to the east side
cuz bein the best is not a free ride
cheap highs don't come free
but I made that bag
i'll make it back
I got home free
homebound
earthbound
 PK fire in the booth
when I spit fire I hit the boof

boy too faded boys too jaded
stayin elevated
like elevator I take the comeup to the top floor
your ass is stayin at the lobby door
embarassin
don't let the karens in
unless they milf pack
I like a milf rack
shorty come back to come again
and next time I'mma have her bring a friend

so what? (tnvr)

ohmace

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